Breaking Heart
1 Minute and 10 SecondsYuri.
Suddenly, breathing becomes harder. I tried to take deep breaths but my chest seems to have a hard time taking in air. I clutched my chest in hopes of relieving the constricting of my chest. I quietly take in short breaths gasp for air.
"Minju?"
I awkwardly cleared my throat. I forced my breathing to be normal until my lungs ease up. We stayed silent for another minute or so. Until she finally spoke.
"Where are you..?"
Does it matter?
"…."
I heard her sigh.
"Are you angry with me?
…. Do you hate me now?"
It was obvious in her voice that she was already crying. I felt my chest constrict painfully again. I clutched my chest hard to the point where my knuckles are turns white. I took one deep shaky breath.
"I don't hate you. I can't possibly do that." I spoke in soft whisper. Afraid that if I speak any louder, my voice will break or shake.
"Can you come back to the dorm?
I'm really worried about you."
She said in a pleading, crying voice.
I sigh. "I'm safe. Don't worry about me. I just want to be alone." I whispered.
"Is it because of me? Do you
have to be away from me?"
I closed my eyes tightly, a tear escaping from one of them. I clenched my jaw for a few moments before releasing it. "I'll be back soon. Don't wait for me. Go back to your room and sleep. I'll be there before the sun rises. I promise."
"Bu-"
I didn't wait for her to finish as I hung up on her. I turn off my phone and stared back into the night sky. I left my tears to dry in my cheeks.
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I was hugging my knees while watching the sky turns to pink. I breathe in the humid gentle breeze. I was still in the secret garden, watching the beautiful landscape and the view of the sunrise.
I know I promised to return before sunrise but something just willed me to stay and watch the day to start anew. I am not ready to face her yet.
I closed my eyes as I felt blood rushing through my body. I start to feel all the nerves in my body. I raised by hand to the sky and watch a force surrounds my hand. I took a deep breath to enjoy the feeling of being replenished. My powers have been refilled and I can feel it rushing through me.
I stood up and start to head towards the dorm.
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When I opened the door I saw Hitomi on the dining table drinking coffee. "Hey, you're up early."
"I barely slept, Minju."
"Thanks for worrying but you didn't have to."
"That's already given, Minju." I smiled softly at her. I proceed to
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