Joon knocked the bathroom door and there was no reply so he opened the door...Mir was holding himself, tears falling down, and he didn't look up when the door opened.

"What's wrong?" Joon asked in a worried tone and he walked closer to the maknae. Mir shook his head, he stood up, and tried to walk past Joon.

"Talk to me...Why are you crying?" Joon said to him and his hand was around Mir's elbow.

"Just thinking about stuff." Mir said quietly, he was looking down, and took a deep breath. "Just thinking, hyung." 

"What kind of stuff?" Joon asked gently and the maknae was looking down.

"You'll get upset...and everyone else would get upset." Mir told him, he yanked his elbow away from the older man, and looked at him with puffy eyes. "Is it so wrong to want to be friends with you and everyone? No one wants to be my friend. It's a really lonely feeling...You, G.O hyung, and Seungho hyung are born in the same year so all of you would be considered friends....Thunder hyung is not interested in becoming friends with me and he is still upset with me for lying about my age, but I really wanted to have someone be my friend.."

Joon was in shock and he could only stare at Mir.

"I feel like an outsider from time to time and that mblaq would be better off without me...Since I'm such a troublemaker that wants to be friends with everyone." Mir said to him and he blinked his eyes. "I'm pretty dumb for thinking that we could all be friends. You are the third hyung and I'm just the troublemaking maknae...All of you get so upset when I say that I want to be friends with all of you...I give up, you guys win, and I'll do my best to get rid of the thought of all of us being friends.."

"I-" Joon wanted to say something that would give Mir some comfort or cheer him up a little bit, but he wasn't sure what to say to him. Tears were falling down the makane's cheeks, his eyes were puffy, and it made Joon's heart clench in pain.

"I'm such a cry baby, hyung. I just can't stop the tears from falling at times and...It really hurts that no matter what I do or say that I can't become friends with you...or the other hyungs because of the year I was born.." Mir commented in a low voice, he pinched himself firmly on the arm, and took a deep breath to keep his voice steady. "Anyway please don't mention this to the other hyungs..."

Mir walked out the door and closed it quietly behind him. Joon leaned against the door, closed his eyes, and he has a lot to think about because of Mir.