There he was again, abusing me. Looking at me in disgust, looking at me with his piercing eyes, pushed me.. It was as if I was nothing to him before.. As if the love we build for years, that I thought was strong enough..

was now long gone..

I bitterly smiled.

That was what he claimed..

That his love for me.. was long gone..

But, all this time, I stayed deaf. I had faith.. but, 

"Go die, Sandara."

I gasped.

That was it. 

Those words cut like knives, stabbing my heart and ripping it apart into a million pieces. It was too painful.. I don't even know how to describe how I'm feeling anymore, I can't take it anymore. I had enough. 'Enough, Sandara,' I thought

Enough is enough.

It took me long enough to realise,

The old Jiyong will never comeback.. 

This monster in front of me will never change..

He only wanted me GONE..

So,

If that's what he wants,

then I shall be gone and never show up in his life anymore..