Rosé P.O.V

January 2018

I feel strong firm hands all around my waist and his breath. "Chaeyoung honey, Jihoon is crying.."

I rub my eyes and peek at the clock, it's 6:30 a.m.

I remove his hands from my waist and get up to comfort Jihoon at the next room.

"Aigoo, my good boy is crying, shuhh~ Mommy is here." Jihoon cry even harder.

"Junhoe, can you help me hold Jihoon for a sec? He needs milk." I slowly wake him up

He rubs his eyes and smiles sweetly at his son "Hey buddy, you hungry hah? or you miss dada?"

Dada, yes Junhoe prefer to teach his son to call him dada than daddy, I'm soft by his action.

I walk towards the kitchen and make milk for Jihoon.

My mind is somewhere lately, I've been thinking about how long our life will be like this? Don't get me wrong, Junhoe is a good father to Jihoon but the real problem is now, his career and our relationship.

I'm just his fiancé, not his wife and Junhoe is a boxer fighter who get money by a match with an opponent. We rented an average apartment for living, it's not a problem for me as long I can take care of our little family.

Junhoe always promises to me to win all the match he enters and gain money by that to support us. I believe in him but how long do we have to live like this? Every time we had a talk about this, he ended up getting mad at me for not supporting him.

I do support him, but I'm getting worried about every bruise he gets after he comes back home from the match.

"Honey, are you done? I need sleep, I got a match at 10:30 p.m." I startled at his voice

"It's ready, let me feed him." I take Jihoon from him

Junhoe kiss my forehead then he kisses Jihoon and he goes back to sleep. 

 Flashback

January 2016

My friends and Junhoe's friends held up their glasses for cheers. "Cheers!"

It's our graduation celebration night and the night that I will them the truth.

"Chaeyoung ah, you only order orange juice?" Jisoo Unnie the first one to realize that I only order Orange juice tonight

"Don't be so plain Chaeyoung ah, go on order some tequila or something, it's on me tonight," Jennie said to me as she happily put her arms around me

"If she doesn't want it, give it to me then," Hanbin yelled from his seats

"Aish, I only offered this to our Chaeyoung, not you Hanbin ah." Jennie playfully said to him and Hanbin pouted at the boys

"1 for Jennie, 0 for Hanbin!" Jinhwan Oppa teased Hanbin

We all laughed at Jinhwan Oppa jokes

Hanbin suddenly pull Jennie's hand and drag her to the dance floor

"He so aggressive when he's drunk, no wonder Jennie keep rejecting him," Yunhyeong said

Junhoe come at me and whispered "What's wrong baby? Why don't you drink tonight?"

"I have reasons, and you will know it soon." I pull him closer by grabbing his neck

"Are you sick? We can go home now.."

"No, I'm fine..it just.."

"What?" Junhoe grabbed my waist and our forehead met

"It is alright to tell it here?" I bite my upper lips

"I don't mind at all."

I removed my hand from his neck, and held his hands "Koo Junhoe, I'm pregnant."

I said it loud enough for his friends and my friends to hear our conversation.

Jisoo and Lisa choked, so as Jinhwan, Yunhyeong, Bobby, Chanwoo and Donghyuk.

I'm nervous by his reaction so, I just keep my head down.

"Our church girl is not innocent after all.." Yunhyeong claps his hands like a seal

"Yahhh! You stupid!" Lisa smacked his head

I caught by surprise as Junhoe hug me tightly and spin me around

"I'm going to be a dad!" He shouted

"I smell something fishy when you only order orange juice earlier, congratulations, I'm really happy for you guys!" Jisoo said as he leans her head on Bobby's shoulder

"Our Juney is going to be a dad, how time flies.." Bobby said

Junhoe just admire me by his eyes and I feel so lucky having him as my fiancé

"Thank you, guys!" I sighed

"What's with the sigh Chaeyoung?" Jinhwan said

"I wonder what would my family react to me having a baby before marriage." It suddenly hits me

"I can handle it, you have me, don't worry.." Junhoe kiss my forehead

"What the .....guys, look!" Chanwoo point on the dance floor

Hanbin and Jennie kissed each other aggressively in a drunken state from drinking too much.

Yunhyeong and Donghyuk take out their phones and record the scenes to embarrassed them later when they sober

"They going to regret it later.." Donghyuk laugh hard

We all laughed hard at the scenes

Meanwhile, Junhoe grabs my chin to face him "I love you, Park Chaeyoung." And suddenly kissed me.

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My family from Melbourne accept and support me to have the baby even it's hard to have the talk with my dad but Junhoe keeps convincing to him that he will take good care of me. My dad asked us to ties the knot quickly, but we decided to delay it as we need financial support first.

Junhoe's family was also happy with the news of me pregnant especially his sister. Yejin Unnie always wanted a kid but she couldn't so, she's really happy with the news.

After that, my life has changed. We decided to stay in Seoul and rent an apartment. It's hard for Junhoe as a fresh graduate to find a job and he decided to do what he likes, which is boxing.

I against at it first but Junhoe is a stubborn man.

He takes good care of me while I'm pregnant and his mom and sister always visited me while Junhoe is away.

October 2016

Our precious little angel was born, we named him Koo Jihoon.

Junhoe still with his boxing career which I really hate when he started to go back home at midnight.

Jihoon needs to spend time more with his dad but Junhoe seems to be more care to get money.

We have been argued a lot about this and get sick by each other sometimes but we made up for Jihoon.

End of flashback

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9:15 A.M.

I sit on our bedside and carefully wake him while holding Jihoon in my arms.

"Wake up baby, you don't want to lose your match today right?"

He yawns and sits down.

"Hi buddy, dada needs to work." Junhoe kiss Jihoon's cheeks

"Only Jihoon? No kiss for me?" I pouted

"Your mommy is sulking, isn't that cute Jihooniee?" he teased me

Jihoon is happy when Junhoe play with him and I love that

Junhoe kissed me on the lips "Hey my beautiful angel.."

I blushed "Hehehe enough, go to shower.."

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I put Jihoon in a baby chair and cook Junhoe's favourite breakfast, pancake.

"Dada~ Dada~ Mama~ Mama~," Jihoon said that while playing with his toys in his hand