It's Okay
It's OkayAre you happy?
With her instead of me?
Is she everything you’ve ever wanted?
Is she everything I couldn’t have been?
I hope you’re happy
I hope she is
I hope you love her
So, I won’t be going through
This pain for nothing
But you love her
Your smile telling me
So, it’s okay
I watch from the side lines
Because that’s all I could do
Watch
As you laugh
With her
As you talk
With her
As you smile
With her
As you are happy
With her
As you
Love her
It is hurt
But, it’s okay
“She’s so beautiful.”
Yes
She is
No matter how her hair styled
Dark brown eyes you could drown in
Fair flawless skin
She is beautiful
“Her voice is so sweet.”
Yes, it is as sweet as honey
“Her personality is wonderful.”
Yes
It is
She’s so nice and kind
Smart and funny
I wanted to hate her
For having the person I loved
But I couldn’t
I could only keep myself saying
It’s okay
“She’s so talented.”
Yes
She is
Her acting skills are amazing
As well as her dancing and drawing
She was great with kids
And adults and peers alike
“She’s so perfect. She’s my angel.”
Yes
She is
She’s everything I wished I was
She’s everything I couldn’t be
She has you
“I love her.”
I love you
It’s not okay
I watched for another day
As you laughed and played
Happiness radiating off of you
And her
I watched as you whispered sweet nothing into her ear
I watched as you walked by the street
Hand in hand
My heart is breaking
More and more
As each second ticked by
Do you hate me so much
To torture me like this?
I watched as you looked at her
Both of you were laughing
At a joke that was told
You didn’t notice
What was coming for you
It’s not okay
I watched as you froze
From the incoming truck
I too was froze
You were spun
To the solid ground
People screaming
Cars stopping
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