Hyukjae liked donghae for very long time but only realized recently. Recently when they were gonna be far away for each other. Being an adult and be more busy of course. This was the last year they gonna be in the highschool. Hyukjae was not ready for it so he appreciated every seconds he spent with donghae. He was not sure if he ever going to met donghae again as his crush gonna enrolled at another university. Hyukjae and donghae joined the football team so they spent every evening training. Hyukjae very happy with it , he wondered if donghae felt the same. Hyukjae always wanted to told donghae about his feelings but donghae already had kibum which was hyukjae own friend. Hyukjae don't want to betray his friendship with kibum so he kept his feelings in his heart. But one day donghae finally wanted to ended everything with kibum , donghae told hyukjae he wanted to break up with kibum. Donghae always asked an advice from hyukjae which was hyukjae gave sincerely. Every night donghae would texted him and told his feelings to hyukjae. Hyukjae replied him and started making obvious of his feelings to donghae. Hyukjae asked donghae opinion about himself , donghae replied he would dated hyukjae if he wasn't in relationship. Hyukjae smiled happily it gave hyukjae hope to have donghae as his boyfriend. After one weeks flirting with each other at least hyukjae thought donghae interested to hyukjae , donghae broke up with kibum. Hyukjae treated donghae as usual but was awkward with kibum as hyukjae felt bad. The school ended kibum stayed in class room and kibum asked hyukjae to stayed with him. Kibum started to cried and it made hyukjae felt more guilty. Hyukjae told kibum everything gonna be okay and kibum will moved on from donghae. Kibum nodded, and they walked to home together. Hyukjae felt bad and relieved at the same time, he still thinking how will his relationship with donghae. Will he and donghae finally become lover? On that night donghae and hyukjae still texted each other as usual, donghae made a lots of stupid jokes which made hyukjae laughed at the middle night. Hyukjae felt happy like always he always happy whenever he with donghae. After a month , donghae seemed to acted differently to hyukjae it was as if hyukjae was donghae boyfriend. Hyukjae secretly gave his heart and trust to donghae, he hoped donghae would asked him to be his boyfriend. Hyukjae and his bestfriend junsu were told by Mr Kim to cleaned the class room after school. Hyukjae and junsu were finished with their job and started to locked the door. He saw donghae at the accross class room when hyukjae cleaned the class , but he didn't pay much attention to donghae as he busied himself with cleaning. Hyukjae was done locked the door and thats when he saw donghae with another guy siwon who was link his arm around donghae's waist soon siwon kissed him. Hyukjae started to broke and he cried ,junsu saw what happened and he took the broken hyukjae with him. They took a bus ,hyukjae stopped crying but junsu knew he was very sad and decided to say nothing. As soon as hyukjae arrived his house he locked himself in the room , he tried to processed everything he saw. It was 3 days before they far aparted and this just had to happened, hyukjae started to cried again as he thought about it. That night was different donghae not longer texted him like he used to, hyukjae braved himself to looked at his phone and check donghae social media. Hyukjae once again broke down as he saw the profile which was donghae and siwon hugging each other. On the next day, hyukjae eyes swollen up he clearly cries a lots but he still need to go school . Hyukjae arrived at his classroom , he saw donghae smiled at him but hyukjae ignored him. Hyukjae was in bad mood for the whole day and he pretended to sleep putting his head on the table , he heard donghae asked junsu about him. Junsu only said hyukjae just got into broken hearted. The class ended and it was rest time but hyukjae chose to stay at class as he doesn't have any feelings to eat. Suddenly hyukjae someone tapped his shoulders gently , hyukjae looked up and it was donghae who was smiled brightly at him and he saw donghae offered a strawberry candy to him. Hyukjae smiled back and accepted the candy, donghae started asked him if he okay hyukjae lied to him and saying he was fine. Once again hyukjae seemed can't to hate donghae , he found his crush to precious to be hated. Hyukjae burried his feelings deep down in his heart, hyukjae started to treated donghae as usual. Even though donghae will not texted him like he used to , hyukjae just want to spent the remaining times well. Last day arrived sooner than hyukjae expected , hyukjae was crying for whole night. He arrived at the class , his friends started gaving him a hugs which was almost made him teared up. Junsu came to hyukjae and he told hyukjae that siwon and donghae broke up yesterday because donghae asked for it. Hyukjae shocked with the news but he doesn't gave a lot of thoughts about it. Hyukjae joked around with his friends as it was the last time they would do that. School ended and everyone took photos and hugged each other. Hyukjae saw donghae cried as well , donghae smiled at hyukjae and started to hugged hyukjae for a while. Donghae cried on hyukjae hug and hyukjae did the same too, hyukjae mumbles bye crush between his cries. They need to go home as soon after that , that was the last time hyukjae saw donghae. He still liked donghae even after having a lot of relationships as an adult , he can't move on . That love might be so pure but it was powerful for hyukjae. It was delicate and innocent , those were real feelings