Who you really are

ii.

 

∞∞∞

 

“What else can you do with your magic?” Jimin asked, his head resting in the crook of my neck, his arms wrapped around my waist as I played with some light balls. It was two in the morning and we were comfortably settled in his bed. None of us could find sleep and it didn’t really matter since Jimin took some days off and I could go without sleeping for few days -bless the spell Bel taught me, just so I could keep fighting. So instead of sleeping, we talked and I played with some magic.

“Pretty much everything. There are literally spells for everything but you need to be powerful to master some of them.”

“And I presume you’re a strong one? But you must be a bad girl since you tried to use your power to steal from me.”

“Me? A bad girl?”

“Well you did steal something from me. My heart.”

I groaned and elbowed him right in the stomach. Sometimes Jimin could be the cheesiest person ever and I was never ready for his pickup lines. He didn’t even flinch and instead I could feel him smiling against my skin; this man couldn’t help but tease me whenever he got a chance.

Not like I minded anyway.

I clenched my fist and the balls of light disappeared in a second. I pushed myself from him and faced him, pretending to be offended by his teasing.

“You look adorable when you’re upset.” Jimin admitted

“That’s why you’re teasing me all the time?”

“Yes and because I know you like it otherwise I would have stopped.”

I sighed in defeat before crawling back into his welcoming arms. It had been six months since that fateful night that I admitted my feelings and decided that Jimin could actually be the one for me. It was six months of pure happiness that I didn’t know I was craving until I’ve met him.

“Actually, I have a request.” Jimin suddenly said and detached himself from me. “Can you grow plants? Because I killed my mom’s favorite plant and she will probably kill me if she sees it.”

I stared dumbfounded at him for a moment before groaning in frustration and pushing him away from me. “I can’t believe you’re asking that!!”

He smiled cheekily at me and I just couldn’t say no.

 

 

∞∞∞

 

 

I could feel Chanyeol’s intense gaze on my back, clearly he was dying to say something but was probably scared of my reaction. It was only the two of us in the lift since most of employees had already left. I sighed in frustration and turned around to face him, my arms crossed against my chest. I quirked a brow at him, waiting for him to say whatever he needed to say. He gulped nervously before rubbing his neck, embarrassed being caught. “Speak now or I’m going to punch you.”

“You’re a scary woman.” I only rolled my eyes at that, but then he smiled and it got my full attention. “You changed a lot for the past months. Don’t try to deny it, I’m not blind. I have an idea of why you changed.”

I actually tensed at his words. Of course he would know. Park Chanyeol loved to pretend being oblivious to the world so he could trick people easily but he was in fact extremely clever. Too clever for his own good.

“Don’t take me wrong, I’m happy for the changes. You opened up to people and I see you smile more often around us which is a miracle.”

“What does it mean.” I muttered to myself but of course Chanyeol heard it and chuckled.

“Six months ago you would have laughed at me and probably told me to off but look at you now? You’re upset that I noticed but you don’t deny it.”

“I...” What was I supposed to say? Yes, dating Jimin changed me but I didn’t want Chanyeol use it against me and it seemed like he saw through me because out of nowhere his hand reached me and he ruffled my hair affectionately. I stared at him, completely taken aback by this sign of affection.

“Don’t overthink. You’re my friend, Eunji, no matter how hard you push me away. All I ever wished for you is to be happy and right now thanks to Jimin, you’re glowing with happiness and I can only be thankful to him.”

I was touched to a point that I had a hard time to believe my own feelings. Had Chanyeol always been like this? I took his hand and gave it a squeeze before a small smile spread on my lips. “Thanks, Yeol.”

“But damn, you and Jimin? I would have never guessed he’d be your type.” He laughed loudly and his big eyes shone brightly.

“Because you think I have a type?”

“Yeah, bad boys, creepy guys, knowing you I would have thought you’d go for them.”

I pinched his arm and he yelped in surprise and took a step back from me, rubbing the spot on his arm that I pinched. “Woman! You’re so damn dangerous.”

“That’s why you love me.” I snapped playfully

Chanyeol stared at me for a moment, without blinking, before a dashing smile spread on his face. “Yeah, I do, my savior.”

“Tsk.”

When we came out of the lift , Soojin and Minji were waiting for me, chatting about the day at work and some other gossips. Nobody could change them no matter how hard I tried.

The moment they spotted me and Chanyeol, they became silent and stared, curious, at us; Chanyeol only smiled before going his way while I was ready for their usual questions.

“You’re awfully close to him!” Minji, the queen of gossip, was of course the first to react and jump on me, wrapping her arms tightly around my shoulders. “ I didn’t even realize you were friends with our boss!”

Usually, I would have denied it because clearly being associated with this dofus would have brought only more trouble in my life, but now it was different. I simply smiled and pinched Minji’s side so she would let me go. “We’ve been friends for a while now.”

“I don’t know what shocks me more, the fact that you two are friends or the fact that you admit it without a fight.” Soojin commented. “Are you two dating or something? You changed so much!”

“Me and Chanyeol? Oh my god, never!” This only idea made me wince. “He’s just a friend and nothing more.”

Soojin shrugged as if her question was absolutely legitimate. “Never know with you.”

“How about we have a girls’ night? I really want to grab a drink with you!” Minji suggested, way too eager to make me drink and spill some secrets. I knew her way too well but fortunately for me I had other plans on mind which included a Park Jimin, nice blanket, good food and some movies.

“Sorry girls but I have other plans for tonight.”

Minji frowned at my words and crossed her arms against her chest, not completely believing my words.

“Don’t give me that look. I really have something else tonight.”

“Now that’s weird. Is it a date?” Soojin tried and I couldn’t help but laugh, they really couldn’t stop.

I simply smiled, without giving her a proper answer but my eyes spoke for me. I winked playfully at them, readjusted my bag on my shoulder and walked through the door. I heard their steps just behind me, Minji clearly had something else to add but none of them had the time.

Jimin stood just outside of the building, pressed against his car, he looked dashing even in just some ripped black jeans, black shirt and black coat. I couldn’t deny how much I loved this color on him, he looked effortlessly handsome and it was quite upsetting. Luckily for me, he was mine and I had nothing to worry. As soon as he spotted me, a huge smile spread on his face, his eyes shining brightly.

It was Minji’s loud gasp that brought me back from my contemplation. I glanced quickly behind me, both of them had their eyes wide opened, they couldn’t believe who they were seeing before them.

“Bye girls!” I almost yelled before laughing at their shocked faces. Cute.

Before Jimin, I would have never considered myself as a touchy person and showing some serious PDA in public was out of question. Now, that was before. The moment I bid goodbyes to my friends, I just launched myself at Jimin, my arms automatically wrapping itself around his neck as I pecked his lips eagerly.

“Hi there.” I whispered against his lips

“I should wait for you more often if it means I get hugs and kisses in public.” Jimin laughed

“Excuse me but I’ve been very touchy in public recently!” I protested without really convincing myself

He pecked my lips one more time before opening the car for me. He glanced quickly at my friends who from their spot kept staring at us intensely; I knew they would make me pay for keeping Jimin a secret for so long.

 

∞∞∞

 

Jimin: Let’s have dinner with my family.

Eunji: No.

Jimin: Come on! They’re dying to meet the woman who has stolen my heart!

Eunji: Ew, cheesy alert. My answer is still no.

Jimin: But Babe!

Jimin: Are you scared?

Eunji: Me? Scared? Please!

Jimin: You so are.

Jimin: But you shouldn’t. They’re simple people and will love you.

Eunji: Jimin…

Jimin: They know about you. They didn’t believe me at first since witches hide so well but they accepted because you make me happy.

Eunji: I can’t believe you told them.

Jimin: You really have nothing to worry about. So please, say yes.

Eunji: Yes.

To say that I was stressed at the idea of meeting Jimin’s parents was the understatement of the century. They knew about me being a witch, you know those ugly creatures, green skin, with brooms and pointy hats that people hated probably as much as demons? Somehow, by miracle, it didn’t matter to them. Maybe I shouldn’t have been that surprise, considering how Jimin loved everything that involved magic. But maybe, I had a hard time accepting this reality because my own family rejected me, so why would another one accept? It sounded way too weird.

When I found myself before what was supposed to be Jimin's parents house, I took a deep breath and closed my eyes for a second. There was no way in the world that only his parents lived in such a big house –a lovely one with probably a huge garden hidden behind the walls-, something told me that Jimin had probably forget to mention that his whole family lived here. In other circumstances, I would have probably just left without a word but it was Jimin, therefore I summoned all my courage and took a step. I wouldn’t find myself alone tonight, there was nothing to worry about.

Probably.

Jimin was of course the one to open the door and welcome me with his usual adorable smile. But what grabbed my attention, this time, was definitely the presence of a cute little girl in his arms. No words could leave my mouth, too busy to stare and to melt at the sight. Never in my life would have I expected to actually find a kid cute but here I was, absolutely captivated by those big warm brown eyes that stared back at me with curiosity.

“Ha ! And now I’m going to discover that you’re actually married and have a kid!” I pointed an accusing finger at him – and clearly I didn’t mean any of those words.

Jimin laughed at that, his nose scrunching adorably while the little girl lowered her head and tightened her hold around Jimin's neck. Really cute.

“This is Hyori, my niece.”

I couldn’t help but smile and wave my hand at the little girl. “She's adorable.”

Hyori, somehow got brave enough and raised her head to look at me and smiled shyly at me.

“Looks like I’m scaring her.”

“As if. She’s just shy around new people, don’t worry.”

As soon as Jimin put Hyori on the ground, she ran away which made me only think that I wasn’t really made to get along with kids. At least it was what I thought.

Jimin grabbed my hand gently and pulled me inside the house, making this way impossible for me to turn around. There was no turning back. I took a deep breath and let him lead me inside the house. Gently, he took off my coat while my eyes lingered at dozens of frames with family photos on the wall. It was almost as if his whole family’s story laid before my eyes; it was beautiful and yet, I couldn’t ignore the pinch in my heart. Could have things been like this for me too if I wasn’t a witch?

I stopped at a picture; no doubt it was a very young Jimin trying to lift a dog that was almost the same size as him. I chuckled before sensing Jimin’s arms around me as his chin rested in the crook of my neck.

“You’ve always been so damn adorable, it’s almost unfair.”

“You know, it should be kind of offending to be considered cute when I’m a grown man.”

“Are you now?”

“Meanie.” And with that he bit my shoulder playfully. I nudged him lightly in return instead of speaking my mind.

A soft and childish giggle burst our little bubble; Hyori peeked through the door, her eyes adorably wrinkling after seeing us so mushy together. I freed myself from Jimin’s embrace and approached the little girl –at least this time she didn’t run away at my sight- and got at her level.

“Hi Hyori. I’m Eunji.” Her eyes shyly met mine. “Do you want to see a magic trick?”

Hyori glanced quickly at Jimin, almost as if she was asking for permission, and then, she nodded. I didn’t need to think twice, I knew exactly what I wanted to show her, I believed that if Jimin liked it, she would too.

“Show me your hands.”

She did as I said and I took both of her little hands gently, giving it a soft and comforting squeeze. At first, it was a small ball of light, barely visible, but then it turned into bigger one and before she could even process what was happening before her eyes, there were tens balls of light in her tiny hands, swirling around happily. Hyori’s eyes widened in shock, eyes darting between the light and me.

And then, she run, yelling a Mommy! Look! Look!

I stared blankly at the sport where she stood only five seconds ago before bursting into laughter, Jimin joining me quickly.

“No doubt. She’s your niece.”

His smile got only brighter at my words, his fingers wrapped around my hand and he pulled me closer. “You won the first round. Now, let’s meet the others.”

Not that comforting.

The living room was huge, obviously decorated for Christmas holidays, with a huge Christmas tree in the middle, stockings hanging at the fireplace, spicy candles lightened all around the place, giving the room a very pleasant and cosy atmosphere. Near the huge windows, there were the table settled for eight persons. It was an unusual sight, with red candles in the middle surrounded by pieces of fir.

At the other side of the room, I could see Hyori jumping on place, showing proudly the little lights that kept swirling around her and her mother –who looked so much like Jimin- smiled lovingly. I would lie if I said that it didn’t sting, because it did, so badly. How many things did I miss because of my own curse?

Jimin, like always, sensed the change in my mood, his fingers slid down and intertwined with mine, bringing my attention back to him.

“Don’t think too much, ok? Enjoy the moment and I can assure you that they will love you.” Jimin said, he brought my hand to his lips and pressed a gentle kiss on my knuckles.

Why was he so damn perfect?

“It is very pretty.” Jimin’s sister’s voice reached my ears, I glanced quickly at her and she smiled at me. The same stupidly beautiful smile as Jimin’s. Clearly, it was running in the family.

“Eunji, this is Minhee, my sister.”

I waved my hand awkwardly, but she didn’t seem to mind, instead she jumped from her place and approached us.

“Finally!” She beamed, absolutely delighted with my presence. “Mom! She’s here!”

In a way, it was kind of scary to see how eager they were to meet me. I certainly didn’t expect this kind of welcoming, especially since they knew I was a witch.

“I’m so happy Jimin finally agreed to bring you here! I mean, when he told us about you we didn’t even believe him, because he’s not into commitment.” I actually laughed at that, having a hard time imagining Jimin being single. “I’m absolutely serious!”

“I just didn’t have time for relationship. Let me live.” Jimin whined and hugged me, using me as a shield from his sister.

Adorable.

Before Minhee had a chance to comment and probably worsen his case, Hyori decided it was the perfect moment to run to me and straighten her arms widely so the balls of light would explode all around us.

“Can you do something else?” Hyori asked, her shyness long forgotten.

I could feel Jimin’s smile without even looking at him. He let go of me, guessing that I would never say no to such a cute kid. “Seeing how lovely you are, I’m sure a crown of flowers will look good on you.” I blew a flying kiss in her direction; there was a cool breeze that touched her face and then a crown appeared with the flowers from my world. Jimin gasped by my side along with Minhee.

“I recognize those flowers!” Jimin said proudly. “I didn’t know you could make them appear here.”

I quirked a brow at him, I couldn’t believe he was still surprised by what I could do.

“I’m a princess!” Hyori said loudly, her eyes shining brightly as she reached for her crown.

“It looks so good on you.” Jimin said

“Don’t spoil her too much or you will spend the night doing magic tricks.” It almost sounded like a scolding, but instead she run her fingers in her daughter’s hair and admired the crown on her head.

I chuckled at her words and glanced at Jimin, they were so alike. “Sounds like someone I know.”

“Guilty at charge.” Jimin admitted with a cheeky smile

“Oh! Here they are!”

I turned my head only to meet the same warm eyes Jimin and Minhee shared; their mother was absolutely stunning, radiating with such warm and strong aura that I could feel even without trying. Beside her stood as I guess M.Park. Compare to Mrs. Park he looked stricter and yet the glint in his eyes betrayed his nature.

“Jimin! She’s absolutely lovely.” Mrs. Park almost squealed, clapping her hands together as she looked at me.

And I actually blushed. All this attention and compliments and more importantly acceptance was new to me and I just didn’t know how to deal with it.

I didn’t realize I was holding my breath, nor did I realize that I had grabbed Jimin’s hand until I felt him squeezing it back. I gulped nervously and tried to smile before muttering a nice to meet you al.

“Don’t be too shy.” Mrs. Park took my free hand and pulled me into a hug I didn’t expect. “Welcome to the family.”

“Wait, does it mean that she’s my big sister now?” Hyori suddenly asked, her voice filled with hope. All heads turned at her, including me and I just couldn’t hold my laughter any longer at her innocent question. I looked fondly at her –clearly, I had a huge crush on this little girl.

“I don’t mind that.”

Hyori beamed happily and ran to me for a bear hug. How could I resist her? I was a goner. Without hesitation I picked her from the ground and she wrapped her arms tightly around my neck.

What a sight.

“I hope you’re hungry because I cooked a lot since I didn’t know what you like.” Mrs Park said

“I’m starving.”

“Can I sit with you?” Hyori whispered so I was the only one to hear, but of course Minhee had heard it too.

“Only if it doesn’t bother you, Eunji.”

“I really don’t mind.” Hyori’s smile grew only wider and the next moment she planted a kiss on my cheek.

Oh dear.

Jimin ruffled Hyori’s hair and laughed. “Are you trying to steal my girlfriend from me, pumpkin?”

“Yes.” Hyori said shamelessly

Did I enjoy it? Hell yes.

Any trace of fear or discomfort I had previously felt, had completely vanished thanks to this little girl that I couldn’t help but adore. Her heart was so pure and her love for magic was just as genuine as Jimin’s. Suddenly, I didn’t mind having a family.

“Oh, it’s war then!” Jimin didn’t waste any time to start tickling the little girl without mercy. Her giggles filled the room and all we could was laugh along.

“Well, it’s as noisy as ever here!” A very deep and raspy voice echoed from the hall.

All chatters stopped and all heads turned to the newcomers. I didn’t need to ask who they were, especially for the old lady, I just knew who she was. The aura was strong around her but what got my attention was the magic radiating from her and her necklace. It was Jin’s ring. I was dying to ask what kind of relationship she had with him but it would definitely be inappropriate. For the moment at least.

I had been staring for probably too long because the moment our eyes met, she smiled sweetly at me.

“Your magic is funny.” She said

“Eunji, this is Hana, my grandmother.” Jimin introduced her

“Nice to meet you.”

Hyori wiggled in my arms, obliging me to put her down and she rushed to Hana. “Look! Look! Eunji made such a pretty crown for me! I’m a princess now!”

Hana looked at her with so much love and fondness in her eyes as she her cheek. “It’s lovely and suits you so well. You must know that those flowers are very special, just like you.”

Of course she knew.

“How does my magic feel?” I was really curious, I had never before met someone who could feel and see my magic –except demons.

“It’s spicy. A part of you is light but another one is dark, that’s why it’s spicy. I’ve never met a witch like you.”

“Mom, let’s have dinner.” Mrs. Park interrupted us before Hana could say something that they would consider impolite – though I didn’t mind her opinion, it was interesting instead.

Just as planned, I was placed between Jimin and Hyori while Hana sat just in front of me. I couldn’t help but stare at her, she looked so fragile and it was hard to ignore the smell of death around her. I had to bite my tongue so I wouldn’t make any comments that would probably hurt everybody in this room. Without a doubt, Hana knew that I was extremely well aware of what was going on with her, her eyes spoke for her. We had to be patient and wait for an opportunity to be alone and talk and oh boy I had so many questions.

In contrary to what I initially thought and feared, the dinner with Parks was fun and warm. Despite the uneasy feeling about Hana, I managed to have fun, talk and to get to know them all. Obviously, among all of them, Jimin was still my favorite but Hyori was definitely fighting for his spot. The little girl had forgotten all about her shyness; she was bubbly, charming and compare to many kids of her age, she was patient –not once she interrupted us while waiting for another magic trick.

Minhee was a very loving mother and a very nice woman in general. She didn’t pressure me into answering her questions –especially those about magic and my whereabouts, probably because she was scared of hurting my feelings. I liked her spirit.

And as for M and Mrs. Park, they had such a strong chemistry that I couldn’t help but feel envious of; their love was strong and it was probably because of it that they managed to raise their kids this way.

I looked at Jimin, fondly. Yes, I was jealous of his relationship with his family, but knowing that somehow I became part of it, really comforted me. And even if I was born normal, I couldn’t be hundred percent sure that my relationship with my own family would have been the same and nobody could promise me that I would have met Jimin. And right now, in all honesty, I wouldn’t trade Jimin for a family.

After the dinner, I didn’t really know what to do with myself. Jimin took Hyori upstairs since it was late, while Minhee and Mrs. Park were at the kitchen – I wanted to help but they politely declined. Instead, I wandered around the house, halting at some pictures, smiling at it.

Hana sat at the chair near the window, her mind was definitely somewhere else. It was probably the only chance I would get to talk, so I took it. I grabbed a chair and put it beside her.

“Don’t tell them.” Hana was the first to strike up a conversation, to my biggest surprise.

“About what exactly?” Playing dumb wasn’t my forte and Hana clearly through me as she chuckled at my question.

“You can see it around me, don’t you? I don’t want them to worry more than necessary.”

“But shouldn’t they know? There’s not much time left.”

“I know and they probably know it too. I want them to enjoy the time left like we always did.” She looked at me with such a sad smile on her face that I had a hard time breathing. “I had a long and nice life. They will be sad, it’s only natural, but time will heal their wounds.”

“Will it though?”

Hana didn’t answer straight away; instead, her fingers brushed the necklace around her neck, slowly the ring attached to it. I stared at the ring, Jin’s ring and before I could help myself, my words left my mouth. “Why do you have Jin’s ring?”

“So you do know Jin.”

I actually chuckled at that. “It’s kinda hard not to know him.”

“How is he?”

“Depends. I don’t know how he was when you had met him. To me, he’s still the annoying elf that would pester me about how I should love humans. But to you, I guess it’s different.”

Hana laughed at that and somehow I felt a little closer to her –maybe because she was part of my world. There were so many unspoken words and I wasn’t sure that I could even start to understand the deepness of the bond those two shared back then.

“Is he happy?” Hana finally asked and it was probably the question she was dying to ask from the moment I mentioned Jin. But what saddened me the most was probably the fact that Hana used the same words Jin used to ask me about her. Oh how alike those two were.

“Probably not as happy as he used to be.”

“I see.” Her voice got suddenly way quieter as her eyes wandered back to the view from the window. “If you have the chance to see him again, tell him that I had a nice and long life. Tell him that my days were filled with love, happiness and laughs of my children and grandchildren. Tell him that he too deserves all the happiness in the world.”

And all I could hear was the sound of my own heart cracking at those familiar words.

“Hana, dear? We should probably head home.” Her husband approached us so quietly –or maybe I was just too lost in my own thoughts, it startled me.

“I’m going to walk you to the car.”

I helped Hana to stand up, my arm around her frail body, I let a small amount of magic slip out of me and to touch her, giving her some energy to move. It went completely unnoticed by her husband but Hana felt it, she grabbed my hand and gate it a weak squeeze as a thank you.

With the help of her husband, we settled her in the car and I could tell that she looked even more tired than before.

“Can I talk to you for five minutes, Eunji?” Her husband asked once he had closed the door

“Of course. What is it?”

“I heard your conversation with Hana. I couldn’t help it.”

“Oh. I’m sorry.”

“Don’t be. Long ago, she had told me about Jin. I guess, she had never forgotten about him in the end. That’s why I have a favor to ask you. Before the end, can you let them meet?”

To some, the idea could sound like pure madness but to me it was a sign of his undying love for her. All those years of living together, he knew her heart wasn’t fully his and yet, he stayed and was ready to go this far just for her happiness one last time. True love did exist in this world after all.

After Hana and her husband left, I didn’t have much to do. Mrs Park handed me a hot cup of chocolate that I accepted gladly. She smiled, patted my back and went back to the kitchen.

Since Jimin was still with Hyori, I decided to go to the garden and sat on the small stairs. It was cold and dark –but thanks to my magic I couldn’t really feel the cold. The sky, just like the night I had met Jimin, was filled with stars and different other lights that human couldn’t see. It was the right atmosphere for me to ponder on everything that happened tonight. My main worry was Hana’s husband request. Could I really help them to meet? Jin couldn’t leave his realm that easily, even if he wanted to, it was just too dangerous and bringing Hana back to the forest seemed impossible too because of her state. So how was I supposed to help them?

I was brought back from my thoughts by a warm and soft blanket that JImin wrapped around me and then around himself as he sat beside me. He wrapped his arm around mine and pressed himself a little harder against me, making me feel warm and safe. Gosh, I really loved him.

“I adore your family.” I whispered and rested my head against his shoulder

“I know and they adore you too. Especially Hyori.”

I smiled at that.

“She’s adorable. It’s hard not to love her. I guess cuteness runs in the family.” I nudged him lightly, a fond smile on my face.

“I’m glad you came tonight.”

“I couldn’t say no to you. But I’m glad I came too.”

A slight breeze blew in our faces before the first snowflakes started falling. Straightening myself, I let some snowflakes to fall on the palm of my hand. It was the very first snow of this year and I was with Jimin. I couldn’t ask for a better night.

∞∞∞

“You can’t avoid us forever!” Minji slammed her fist on my desk, making my book fall on the floor. I quirked a brow at her, absolutely not impressed by her outburst. She pointed an accusing finger at me. “You’ve been avoiding us, don’t deny it! It’s time we have a talk!”

“What are you talking about? I see you every day.”

Maybe feigning innocence wasn’t the most brilliant idea I ever had, seeing how Minji was already upset. Not like I could really blame her. Ever since she and Soojin saw me with Jimin, I have been avoiding them on purpose. Not because I was ashamed or scared but more because I didn’t want them to pester me with useless questions.

Soojin rolled her chair till she was beside me and then, she swirled my chair so I would face her.

“Stop denying.” Soojin said

“You’re in trouble, lady!”

“And you’re terrible guys!” I whispered-yelled in frustration

“And whose fault is that? You have no choice! We’re having a lunch together and you have no say in that.”

And to be honest? I got a little bit scared of those two to say no.

And this is how at barely noon, I found myself sitting before Soojin and Minji at a small restaurant near by our company. They kept staring at me with judging eyes.

Have I mentioned that they looked scary? Right.

“Spill. And don’t leave anything out.” Minji said extremely seriously which was so unusual coming from her

“Ehm. I would rather let you ask me questions.”

They glanced at each other with a knowing look that augured nothing good for me.

“How in the world did you meet Park freaking Jimin?” Minji asked insisting on every single word

“I found him drunk in the street.” Now, that was a big fat lie but I couldn’t possibly tell them that he was possessed by an evil spirit. Definitely not a good idea.

“Seriously?” Soojin asked, suspicious.

Of course she was.

“Seriously. But the real meeting happened at a charity event. I didn’t realize he was the one organizing it.”

“So, he remembered you the moment he saw you?” Minji actually squealed like a freaking teenager –and no matter how creepy it was, at least I recognized my friend, the one that was way too excited with my story.

“Yes.”

“Let me guess.” Soojin started “He’s the one who did all the first steps to get to you.”

I gave her the stinky eye but I couldn’t deny that Jimin did most of the work in this relationship.

“He must be really interesting if he managed to tie you up in a relationship.”

“I have only one thing to say: nobody can resist Park Jimin’s hellish charms.”

And they laughed at that.

After that, the atmosphere around us got way friendlier and almost childish. They didn’t pry into our relationship more than necessary, just the basics that I didn’t mind to share –and I had to admit that it was nice sharing my relationship with some friends.

“Joke aside, it’s really great to see you happy.” Minji said more seriously

I could only smile at that.

Sadly, good things never last long.

The situation quickly escalated when out of nowhere and in broad daylight a sudden ball of lights appeared before us. My eyes widened in shock, I knew exactly what it was and quickly the light turned into Lin, my little fairy friend. I was ready to scold her if it wasn’t for panic written all across her face.

“Lin?”

“You need to come with me, now! Jimin is in danger!!”

I stood up probably too fast, my heartbeat echoing in my ears as fear creeped inside me and my magic, against my will, escaped from my body making everything around us shake. What the hell was going on?

Lin, with her tiny hands, grabbed the hem of my shirt and pulled me with all her strength. “Hurry up!”

“Eunji, are you a witch?” Minji whispered, astonished

Her question should have surprised me, should have frightened me. But it didn’t. The fear of something happening to Jimin just won over anything else. I glanced at the two women apologetically. “I’m sorry. I really need to go.”

Never in my life have I run this fast. Never in my life have I felt my magic being so vividly alive, buzzling under my skin and ready to snap at the sight of the first enemy.

Lin flew just a little ahead of me, showing the way to Jimin. Despite my magic going crazy and my mind being absolutely in chaos, I still managed to remember of how to summon Taehyung. He had to come and help.

“How longer?” I asked Lin

“We’re almost there!”

Just one more street to cross and I finally started catching glimpse of Jimin’s aura. He was so close. But I could as well sense a dark aura lurking way too close to him and it was definitely not Taehyung.

I ran as fast as I could before finally seeing the demon that had been following Jimin for probably quite a while now. I couldn’t deal with him and Jimin at the same time; luckily for me I didn’t need to. Taehyung appeared from nowhere beside me and with a simple nod of the head, we knew what to do. Taehyung’s dark aura spread in the street and got a grip around the demon’s neck, showing him no mercy. I ran past them and jumped straight onto Jimin’s back, wrapping my arms tightly around his neck.

“Hi babe.” All fear had almost immediately vanished from my body at the sight of his smile

“Are you trying to kill me?” He joked, his hands grabbed my legs to balance me on his back. “Even if I’m really happy to see you here, how did you find me?”

I was about to answer him that Lin had found him but I was cut short by the demon’s screaming. Jimin froze on spot at the sound. He wanted to look behind him but I couldn’t let him do it. I jumped out of his back, grabbed his face and forced him to look at me. “Don’t look.”

“What is it?”

I didn’t answer straight away; instead I put a barrier around Jimin, Taehyung and the demon, we couldn’t possibly let others to get mingled into this mess. “There’s a demon. He has been following you for a while.”

“What? How?” He gave me an incredulous look before trying to free his face from my grip and look behind.

“Jimin, no.”

“Who’s there, beside you?”

“Taehyung.”

Maybe I shouldn’t have mentioned his friend, because the moment I did, Jimin snapped. He freed himself from my grip and turned around only to face a very angry Taehyung who was chocking the stupid demon. It was probably the first time for Jimin –I doubted that Taehyung had revealed himself to him yet, and I could only imagine how he felt.

Taehyung had completely lost it which was kind of surprising, I had known him for years and it was probably the first time I saw him lose control. When he had his human form, Taehyung looked sweet, playful and handsome, but now, he was pure rage, with claws and black tattoos covering his neck and arms and his eyes were shining bright red.

“Tae?” Jimin muttered, obviously he had a hard time recognizing his friend.

I grabbed his arm, preventing him from approaching the demons –even if Taehyung was his friend, right now he was not himself and I couldn’t risk Jimin’s safety. To help me to ease him, Lin appeared beside us, she flew before Jimin’s nose, smiling at him, before sitting comfortably on his shoulder.

“You should stay here, it’s too dangerous. Those demons are really bad news.”

I almost agreed to that. “Taehyung isn’t that bad.”

Lin glanced at me, absolutely not convinced and I couldn’t really blame her for that knowing well Taehyung’s history.

“Keep him on place for me?” I asked her

“What-“

“Stay here.”

I glanced quickly at both Lin and Jimin before approaching Taehyung. His aura, his power was absolutely deadly to anyone who would be reckless and try to touch him. Luckily for me, I was used to this damn poison. I put my hand on his arm, forcing him to relax and look at me.

“As much as I want to see him suffer, you’re overdoing it.” Not my touch nor my voice seemed to appease him. So I did the only thing I knew would have worked on me if I ever lost control. I grabbed his free hand and brought it closer to be, rubbing it softly. “Tae. Calm down, will ya?” And with that I interlaced my fingers with his, letting my magic touch him and soothe him. “Please?”

Something changed in the air. The aura around him became less poisonous, and then, he squeezed my hand back. He had heard me.

“I’m so angry.” He managed to say through gritted teeth.

“I am too. But Tae, you don’t really want to show your real face to Jimin, do you? Because so far you started shifting.”

Taehyung closed his eyes and took a deep breath, so when he opened them back, the color was no more red but brown, just like any other human’s eyes.

“You’re traitors.” The demon managed to say

Clearly, wrong thing to say to Taehyung.

All it took him was a snap of his finger and the demon was gone. Forever.

“Can someone explain to me what the hell is going on?” Jimin finally snapped –reminding us that he was pretty much still here and had witnessed everything, and for the first time since I’ve met him, I felt his anger.

Somehow, this stupid little demon seemed to be the least of my problems.

Oh. Oh. Seemed like we were in trouble.

To say that the whole trip to Jimin’s office was filled with tension was the understatement of the century. Jimin was so angry that it affected directly both Taehyung and I. There were obviously things we had kept away from him –one being us knowing each other more than we had initially told him, and the idea of sharing those secrets with him didn’t exactly thrilled me.

Jimin slammed the door behind us, startling me while Taehyung muttered something along such a drama queen. I snorted at that before my eyes met Jimin’s.

We were in trouble.

“Someone better starts talking.”

Taehyung raised his arms in defense and then looked at me, clearly expecting me to be the one to explain everything. Of course he would do that.

“Ladies first.”

“.”

“Now that’s rude, kitten.”

I couldn’t help but show him the middle finger before looking back at Jimin.

“I don’t know where to start.” I admitted

“What’s up with you two? You did mention that you’ve known each for a while but…”

I blinked few times, then glanced at Taehyung, incredulous.

“Jimin, are you actually jealous?”

All I got was a mean gaze that told me not to push my luck.

Oh boy.

“Now, that’s actually hilarious.” Taehyung laughed to himself.

“Shut up.” Jimin snapped back. And oddly enough, Taehyung did shut up. Looked like, I wasn’t the only one who never witnessed an angry Jimin –though, seeing a demon scared of a human was pretty much ironical.

“I need a drink.” Taehyung said to himself and the next moment a glass of whiskey appeared in his hand. I glared angrily at him –he wasn’t supposed to use his power so carelessly. “And don’t look at me like that. I know exactly what’s running in the little head of yours.”

“Bloody hell. Now I remember why I kept running away from you. You’re so damn irritating!” I threw my hands in the air, definitely desperate by his immaturity.

“You’re not human.” Jimin cut us in our stupid quarrel

“Obviously not.”

“What are you?”

“Something ugly.” I said quickly

“I know you’re jealous of my looks, kitten. Don’t be, you’re hot too.”

“Taehyung.” Jimin said in a warning ton

“Chill. Let’s start by: I’m a demon and I’ve known her since she’s a kid and nothing ever happened between us. So now, you can stop glaring at me and we can actually talk about something that really matters.”

No matter how annoying and stupid Taehyung could get, I had to thank him for going straight to the point. And Jimin seemed to actually relax at his words too.

“I’ve met Taehyung during my training to become a witch.”

“She didn’t train you to become a witch, I hope you realize that.” Taehyung cut me short into my explanation which of course only annoyed me some more.

“That’s not the point!”

“Who’s the she?” Jimin asked, ignoring completely our childish fight

“It’s not relevant to the story, Jimin.”

He was curious, maybe a little too much for his own good, but at least he didn’t insist further on this subject –not like I didn’t make my dislike to the subject clear.

“So you’re like childhood friend?”

“He’s like hundreds years older than me, so I can hardly call him childhood friend. And I’m not very fond of him.” Jimin frowned, not buying it. I didn’t either. “Most of the time.” I paused, thinking about what else should I say about us. “I haven’t seen him for years, so imagine my surprise when he said he was your friend. Wait, can demons even be friend with human? You’re like programmed to hate them.”

Taehyung rolled his eyes at my question. “I hate humans, but Jimin is hard to hate, I’m sure you know what I mean.”

And I actually did know.

Jimin on the other hand felt completely lost. It was one thing to realize that Taehyung and I were close to begin with, but it was a whole new story to know that the person you considered all this time as your best friend was actually a demon who hated humans with all his being. It was certainly the weirdest situation of his whole life.

“I’m not that special.” Jimin managed to say after a moment of contemplation. “And on top of that I’m probably cursed.”

It took me lots of effort not to scream at him and just tell him how special and how good he was but Taehyung’s reaction –or more like the lack of it unsettled me. Something felt awfully wrong. “Tae?”

“Sorry. Got distracted. Let’s say you’re not as bad as the human I usually meet.”

He lied.

“So, what exactly happened?”

“Lin. She grew really fond of you. I think she has been keeping an eye on you for a while now. The moment she spotted the demon, she looked for me and since I couldn’t deal with the demon and you, I summoned Tae.”

“They really have a thing for me, don’t they? Evil spirit and now a demon. I actually start wondering if I’ll live a long life.”

“You will. I’ll make sure of that.”

∞∞∞

“I really don’t get why we should have this meeting.” Chanyeol groaned in frustration

“Because you’re the boss? And because they want to show off their success?”

“What success? You know how much I hate their presumptions. They take credits for others and I hate it.”

“Well. As a bad witch I’d say: fire them. Send them to hell. But as your adorable employee I would tell you to it up. They own a big share of the company too; you can’t really do anything about it.”

“You know; your first suggestion is kinda appealing.”

I smiled at that, nevertheless I threw a piece of crumpled paper at him –that he of course avoided by reflex.

After two hours of preparing the stupid meeting, we came to conclusion that no matter how much Chanyeol prepared, it wouldn’t save him from a headache by the end of the day. Chanyeol was probably the best CEO someone could wish for, but it didn’t mean he had no enemies, it was quite the opposite, there was always someone after his throat and his place.

To my surprise, my phone started ringing. I glanced quickly, surprised to see that it was a call from Jimin. Why would he call out of nowhere when he knew I was at work?

“Take the call. I don’t mind it.” Chanyeol said with a smile on his face.

I hesitated for a second before giving in.

“Yes?”

“Eunji.” My blood froze in my system the moment I heard Jimin’s voice. It was shaky and I could tell that he was about to lose it. Hana.

“What’s wrong?”

“It’s my grandmother. She’s in the hospital.”

Oh .

“I-“ I glanced, nervous, at Chanyeol. I knew exactly what was going on and I needed to get to Jimin as fast as I could.

“Go. I can deal with those meanies without my super employee.”

“I’m on my way.” I hung up and faced Chanyeol. “I owe you one.”

“No you don’t.”

∞∞∞

The idea of setting a foot inside a hospital almost terrified me. In all my existence, I had never visited a hospital for a simple reason that the atmosphere was just too bad for people like me. Of course it was a place where people were saved, but it was also a place where so many lost theirs lives and so many that were about to die. The smell of death was just too strong, to dark and I wanted to avoid it all this time.

But I couldn’t avoid it anymore.

I found Jimin sitting on a bench in the hall, his head pressed against his hands; he looked absolutely miserable. I hated it. I didn’t need to see his face or speak to him to know exactly how he felt; the aura around him was more than enough to tell his state and my heart actually ached at that.

Without a word I sat beside him and wrapped an arm around his shoulder. I wanted to ask, to know the details, but then, I realized that deep inside I knew exactly what was going on. So I didn’t say a word, instead, I his back gently.

At first, he tensed at the touch, but once he looked at me and realized that it was me, I felt him relaxing under my touch.

“Hey.” I whispered softly

“Hey.” If my whisper was barely audible, then his was just a movement of his lips that I managed to catch. He opened his mouth, ready to speak, but then his emotions got the best of him; his eyes got teary and it took him all courage in the world not to cry before me.

“Oh, Jimin.” I didn’t hesitate and pulled him into a tight embrace. Oh how much I wished I could erase this pain from his eyes, from his heart. He wrapped his arms around my waist and squeezed me tightly against him, burying his face in the crook of my neck.

“I don’t want to let her go. I’m not ready.”

“And you’ll never be, Jimin.” I pushed him gently away. I forced him to look at me, my hands wiping away his tears. “You love her and you wish you could spend more time with her, but it won’t change the end. You’ll have to say goodbye one day or another.”

“It’s just so hard.”

“I know. But it’s ok. You’ll not alone.”

“Oh, Eunji. You’re already here.” Mrs Park’s voice said

Just like Jimin, she looked terrible, her eyes were red and I could only imagine for how long she had been crying. M. Park beside her looked tensed and morose but not as much as his wife; he was trying to resist for his family’s sake and I found it admirable.

“I’m sorry you have to witness us in such a pitiful state.” She said

“Don’t mention it. Tell me if you need anything, I’ll help.” I said without hesitation

The doctor joined us all in the hall shortly after, interrupting our discussion.

“Tell us the truth, doctor.” Mrs Park asked, taking a deep breath, preparing herself for a reality she wasn’t ready to face.

“I’m sorry. Your mother’s health declined so fast, there’s nothing we could do. I think – I think you should prepare for the worst and say goodbye.”

The doctor tried not to rush them, tried to sound compassionate and he probably was but I still felt the urge to punch him right in the face because I couldn’t deal with my own anger. Instead of actually assaulting the poor man, I squeezed Jimin’s hand tightly.

Things couldn’t get worse, could they?

It actually could.

I couldn’t come inside the room. Not because I wasn’t allowed, but because I was too scared of what I would see. It was enough to see Jimin’s devastated face but I couldn’t bear to see his family’s sufferance, it was just too much. So I stood at the door, peeking through the door from time to time without looking at any of them. The smell of death was getting stronger, barely bearable for my senses. The doctor was right; Hana wouldn’t make it through the night.

Despite my attempt to avoid the other members of Jimin’s family, there was one person I couldn’t avoid nor ignore, so the moment our eyes met, I knew exactly what would happen next. Hana’s husband got up from his place –nobody really paid attention to him at this point, and followed me in the hall.

“We’re running out of time.” He said. His eyes were filled with so much sadness and pain that my own heart twisted in my chest and I had to bite back a choke.

“I know. I’m just not sure of how to make things work. Even if my spell works, Hana still won’t be in state to move and I wouldn’t be able to use my magic to bring us in the forest.” No matter how powerful I was, I just couldn’t do both.

“Can’t he come?”

I didn’t dare to say no but my eyes spoke for me.

“I see. Magic has always been a mystery to me.” He sat on the bench and sighed. “I knew this day would come soon and I want so badly to make her happy one last time.”

“Don’t you think she’s already happy? She’s surrounded by people she loves.”

He actually chuckled at that. “I know she’s happy. She is. But, I know as well, that she has been missing him every single day of her life.”

“How did you cope with that?”

“Because I love her. I know she loves me too but not as much as she loves him.”

I wanted to help. So badly. The only reason I didn’t try the spell since he asked me for the favor was the logistic problem. How the hell was I supposed to bring Hana in the forest?

Hell. And then it hit me. Taehyung. Knowing him, he would probably refuse to help –after all he didn’t really care for human’s life, but then, Hana was from Jimin’s family.

“There might be a way. Just, give me a moment, I need to speak to someone.”

He nodded and I left him alone.

Maybe, the spell wouldn’t be the hardest part after all.

Once I was out of the reach, in some isolated stairs, I concentrated on Taehyung, trying to find him, trying to connect with his mind.

You better have a hella good reason to disturb my precious sleep.

Since when demons sleep?!

Since – Wait. You never use magic to reach me. What’s going on?

I need your help.

No.

I need you to teleport me to Jin’s forest.

You can do it yourself! It’s ridiculous. I can’t believe you woke me up for that!

Taehyung! I can’t. I, I’m going to share my magic with a human, to keep her alive. I need your help.

Taehyung went completely silent after that for a while and for a second I wondered if he blocked me.

“Why would you go to such extent for a human? Who is it?” His voice echoed from behind me, completely startling me

“The hell!”

“Who is it?” He repeated, his voice awfully cold, deep and almost threatening.

“Jimin’s grandmother.”

“Oh.”

Taehyung simply stared at me, weighting the risks –if there was any.

“What makes you think that your spell will work? As far as I remember, you failed the last time you used it.”

The mention of Mina was so inappropriate and so low from him, all I could do was clench my fist behind my back, trying not to look hurt or angry at his words. I was better than that.

“I got stronger, in case you didn’t notice. I can do it. I have enough magic to extend her life for maybe an hour or two, but I need you to bring us to the forest.”

“They won’t appreciate my presence, you know that.”

“It doesn’t matter. I’ll deal with them later. So please, help me.”

When I was 13 years old, 

"Eunji ! Eunji!"

A young and cheerful voice echoed in the forest. Mina had wandered again in the forest, it seemed like more I told her to stay away from the forest because it was full of dangerous beasts and demons and more often she would visit us. A part of me, the part that Bel wanted so badly to get rid of, felt extremely thankful to Mina for not giving up on me and being my friend and this same part couldn't help but worry for her. And it was because of this same worry that I found myself heading straight to the entrance of the dark forest.

I let my magic spread out all around the forest, checking for beasts and other demons and of course there were tons of them. For an odd reason, instead of staying in hell, the strongest of them all decided to hide - there was no other term to describe what they were doing, in human's world, in a stupid little forest. Before their arrival, it was just a simple forest far from big cities, far from civilization. But then, one day, I was brought here along with twenty or even more demons. Along with demons came the most dangerous beasts and quickly the forest turned into a very dark and gloomy place. Humans from the small village beyond the forest didn't dare to come there anymore, too scared to get killed.

But Mina? She sought adventures and this place seemed to be perfect for this curious little thing. Her innocence, her pure eyes and childish face lightened my days.

"Nice boy! Don't eat me!" Mina's voice, despite the situation, was steady and no trace of fear. Not even a big bad black wolf could scare this courageous little human.

I jumped before her, my arms widely spread, blocking her body from the wolf. It growled, a very deep and threatening growl that few years ago would have made me cry in fear but now it only annoyed me.

"Go back in the forest. Leave us alone." I said

It growled even louder and I could hear its thoughts. I want to eat her ! Look at this delicious flesh.

"Don't even think about it! Go back to your master or I swear I'm going to roast you! Wait, it sounds actually nice !" I cheered at my own idea and then turned to look at Mina. "Have you ever tried a roasted wolf? Do you think it will be good?"

Mina blinked few times, incredulous and completely lost by the change of the atmosphere. I only smiled.

"Well. She doesn't seem convinced. Too bad."

I summoned a ball of fire in right hand and then looked at the wolf. Despite my suggestion, I was half serious. I could roast this stupid wolf -but then it would probably get me into big troubles with its owner.

"Did you just threaten my pal?" A very deep and dark voice caressed my ear. I had goosebumps. He managed to sneak behind me without me even noticing him.

I tried to be quick and throw fire on him. Didn't really work well. He laughed at my attempt, mocking me openly.

"Mina, run!"

But it was useless. Of course, she had realized the danger that the demon represented but what could a simple human child do against a demon? Nothing. Before she could even start thinking about running, he was beside her, lifting her by her coat.

"Taehyung, no! Don't hurt her please!" I yelled

"Why should I? I wouldn't mind to have a little girl for dinner. It has been such a long time and hell, her soul looks absolutely delicious! I'd be a fool to let her go."

"Then be a fool and let her go, please?"

Taehyung was probably the most annoying demon I had ever met. He was bipolar; one moment he could be sweet, be your friend but then he would stab your back without hesitation. It was hard to deal with him but it seemed like Bel adored to pair us for fights -fights that I lost every single time, I was just not up on par with him.

He glanced at me, annoyed at first, but then he sighed and let Mina fall on the ground. "If Bel heard you begging, she would have sent your poor back to hell."

"Well, fortunately for us she didn't hear it."

I ran to Mina and helped her to get back on feet. "You're ok?"

"Yes." Her eyes shyly dared to look at Taehyung who was now standing before his wolf -what an odd combination. "Who is he? He's so handsome!"

She squealed. And of course Taehyung heard every single words. I put my hand on to shut her up before she would something dumb that would boast this idiot's ego.

"Now that's nice. You have clever friends. What a surprise! Considering how dumb you are."

"That's mean!" Mina protested and wrapped her arms tightly around me as if she could actually protect me against someone like him.

How could I not be fond of her?

"That's enough. Taehyung, leave. I'm going to bring her back to her village."

I didn't even spare him a glance, mainly because I knew he would find another way to bother me until I just couldn't take it. Therefore, I wrapped my arm around Mina's and pulled her in the opposite direction of the annoying demon.

And for once, he didn't follow.

The way back to the entrance of the forest wasn't that long but long enough for Mina to talk cheerfully with me, the little accident with Taehyung and his wolf long forgotten. What a girl.

"Ah! I forgot! This is for you!" She took a plastic bag from her backpack  and gave it to me. "My dad came back from town and brought so many yummy candies! You need to try them!"

My whole body froze. Not because I was touched by her kindness, not because I didn't know what to do, but because of the dark aura that surrounded her. How come I noticed it only now? The aura was dark and smelled of death. And then it hit me. Mina's time was up.
I had to bite back my tears, so I gathered all my courage and plastered a fake smile on my face. "Thank you, Mina. I really appreciate this small gesture."

"Silly! Don't thank me! We're friends!"

That day, I went back to the forest with a heavy heart.

Taehyung, oddly enough, was at home along with Bel, when I got back. He looked serious and if I didn't know better I would have said that he was worried. Bel, on the other hand, looked annoyed.

"You smell like this little human." She groaned, upset

I ignored her remark. It was always the same. Instead, I plopped on the chair beside Taehyung, thinking deeply about Mina's case.

Taehyung poked playfully my stomach, forcing me to look at him. "Gloomy doesn't suit you."

"Shut up."

"Ungrateful brat."

I ignored him. "Bel. I have a question."

"That I will probably not answer."

"I'll try my luck." How come demons could be so irritating and frustrating? "You said I can heal right? To what extent? Can I heal diseases or even better bring someone back from dead?"

A very heavy and big silence followed after my question. Bel's face was blank while Taehyung tensed beside me.

"I'll start with bringing back someone. I wouldn't even advise you. It's not impossible. A witch needs to be extremely powerful and then if she manages to bring someone back, she would immediately turn into a dark witch and will probably get eaten by darkness soon enough. Now, in your case, it's different. You're a witch but you're something more. If you manage to bring someone back, I can assure you that you will die and become a demon and I'm sure you don't want that."

"How come I'm different?"

"Who knows."

"And about healing?"

"You can't cure diseases, it's against His rules. Those people are meant to die so again, if you go against it, you will turn into a demon."

I came to realization that no matter what I did, I would eventually turn into a demon and this thought happened to be extremely depressing.

"Now. Can you tell me what's this all about?"

"My friend. Her time is up."

"Oh. And of course you want to help her. Forget it. You can't."

"But she's so young ! She can't die now! It's so unfair."

And it sure was.

"You can always try to use a healing spell, change it a little. You can feed her with your magic so it will extend her life but seeing how weak you are, it won't work." Taehyung suggested out of nowhere

Bel gave him the stinky eye in return. "At best she'll give her 5 more minutes to live."

"Five ? You're generous!"

How nice of them to mock me when I was clearly distraught. I wanted to prove them wrong and because I wanted to spend more time with Mina. So I felt.

One week later Mina died and I had failed just like they predicted.

Now,

Taehyung sighed and ruffled his hair in frustration. “I can’t believe you’re making me do this.”

∞∞∞

I managed to sneak Taehyung inside Hana’s room without anyone noticing. Well, except for Hana’s husband since he stayed by her side all the time. At first, he frowned at the sight of another man beside me –not like he knew Taehyung was a demon, but he felt it that Taehyung was different and felt extremely wrong.

“He’s the solution to our problem.” I explained as we got closer. “He’s a friend, don’t worry.”

Taehyung snorted at my explanation, earning a punch on his arm. “Geez woman!”

“You deserved it.”

Knowing Taehyung, I knew he wanted to argue back, he wanted to have the last word, but this time I silenced him with a glance. I had no time for his immature .

With Hana’s husband we exchanged places, I sat by Hana’s side while he stood by Taehyung’s. I grabbed gently her hand; no doubt, there was not much time left, I had to hurry up if I wanted to succeed. But before I could cast the spell, Jimin came back in the room. He froze on spot at Taehyung’s presence, wondering if his eyes were playing him a trick.

“Tae? What are you doing here?”

Taehyung hesitated for a second, to joke or to tell the truth but despite not being human and not being able to feel pain and remorse, he went for the truth. “Helping Eunji to get your grandmother to the stupid forest.”

He just couldn’t put it nicely, could he?

“That’s absurd! She’s not in state!” Jimin protested

“Jimin. Calm down.”

“But, gramps-“

“She will be able to travel.” I cut short to their discussion. “But we really need to hurry up. I need to cast my spell now or it will be too late.”

Jimin’s eyes darted between his grandfather and I, he wasn’t entirely sure of what was going on but it didn’t take him long to decide of what he would do next. Jimin approached Taehyung, his face determined. “Let’s do it then.”

I gave him a reassuring smile before turning my attention to Hana. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath as I concentrated on my magic. The spell in itself wasn’t complicated nor long to recite but to create a strong and steady bond, that was the hardest part. I pictured Jimin in my head and then his family and finally Hana and Jin; I wanted to help them. Picturing Jin and his pained and his heartbroken face seemed to be the last straw. And then, I felt it. At first, it was a small sting in my heart and then, I felt my magic slipping slowly out of my body and pouring instead into Hana’s, surrounding her, replacing her aura. Slowly, her pale face regained its colors and the next thing we knew, she opened her eyes.

“Hana!”

“Grandma!”

Both Jimin and her husband almost bounced at her, absolutely relieved to see her awake. I was happy for them but I knew better.

It wouldn’t last.

As Hana regained her senses, I let Jimin to take my place beside her and instead I stood next to Taehyung who looked bored and a little disgusted with all the love and happiness in the room.

Without a doubt, it was a very odd feeling to have my magic absorbed by someone else. Not a very pleasing sensation either but I could deal with it. I had to.

“I must admit, I didn’t think it would work.” Taehyung muttered so I would be the only one to hear. “You were powerful enough back then too but you couldn’t control the flow of your magic. But this time, you must have been really motivated. You did well.”

It had probably hurt his pride to admit it –he had never really recognized my worth as a witch and even less as an equal, but I was thankful to him for his words.

Jimin helped Hana to sit in her bed and only then she noticed our presence. A deep frown appeared on her face as her eyes landed on Taehyung. Of course she would know his nature. Instead of explaining, I only shook my head. We didn’t have time for useless talks.

“What’s going on?” Hana asked, her voice low despite my magic running through her veins.

Nobody talked. Jimin didn’t dare to while her husband was probably trying to find the right words. By my side, I felt Taehyung twitching, he was dying to make some snarky remarks. I stepped on his foot before he could say something dumb and sadly by reaction didn’t go unnoticed by Hana.

“What have you done, Eunji? This man, he’s a demon.”

Of course she knew.

“He’s my friend.” Jimin was faster to reply

“Eunji?”

“I asked for a favor.” Her husband finally said

“What did you do?”

“By now you should feel my magic flowing in your body, don’t you?” I asked instead. She frowned at first before understanding the meaning of my words. “Your state is really bad, Hana. My magic sustains you for now.”

“I needed you to wake up one last time, love. There’s something you need to do.” Her husband said

Something shifted in Hana’s eyes, almost as if she knew exactly what the favor was about. And she probably did.

“Oh you crazy foolish man.” And then she looked at me. “Why would you even agree to such a stupid request?”

I took a moment to answer that. I wanted to give her a sincere answer and not just one that would please them all. “Because Jin is my friend and I know he will regret it for the rest of his extremely long life if he doesn’t get the chance to see you again.”

“Jin?” I heard Jimin’s whisper before realizing that we didn’t really explain our whole plan to him. I smiled apologetically at him.

“We should probably move now.” Taehyung said maybe a little too coldly for my liking. “You’re alive only because of Eunji’s magic and even if she’s strong, the bond will weaken both of you soon enough. I suggest we leave now.”

“I’ll stay behind.” Hana’s husband surprised us all, even Taehyung.

“Old man. Not too sound rude or anything but you will never again see your wife after that. You should come with us.”

He was rude, but he had a point.

“I already bid my goodbyes.”

Hana didn’t say a word, her eyes were teary and filled with so much love. I didn’t feel at ease. We were doing the right thing but it was still painful on so many levels. Her husband only smiled and gave her hand a soft squeeze.

“I had the privilege to spend forty years by this beautiful, loving woman’s side. Of course it pains me to say goodbye but I know it’s the right thing to do. I don’t want her to leave with regrets so I know she needs to go with you.”

“You’re an idiot.” Hana managed to mutter

“I know.” He smiled and then he kissed her forehead. “Have a safe trip.”

And I was sure he didn’t only mean the trip to the forest.

Once Taehyung was sure that they were done, he glanced at me and I nodded. It was time.

In a blink of an eye we found ourselves back to Jin’s forest. Jimin and I were supporting a very weak Hana, our arms wrapped tightly around her.

“I’m fine.” She said

She lied.

“Demon!”

I winced at Efi’s loud and angry voice. A strong wave of magic was thrown in our direction and if it wasn’t for my magic, it would have probably hurt us badly –and probably fatal to Hana. My blood boiled in anger. Of course Efi would be mad at Taehyung for trespassing but couldn’t she also feel her presence? With just as much strength as her attack, I fought back. For the first time in my life, I felt pain by using my magic. I should have expected it, after all most of my magic was going inside Hana.

“Efi! It’s us! Calm the hell down or I swear Taehyung is going to be the least of your problem!” I warned her

The clearing got awfully quiet after my threat; no more birds’ chirps, no more mermaids’ voices, no more fairies and elves’ laugh. Obviously nobody wanted to deal with my anger and I didn’t blame them either.

“You don’t need to protect me. It’s kinda offensive.” Taehyung glanced at me but by the way he looked at me, I knew he was moved –as much as a demon could be moved, with my words.

Hana coughed and I felt her heart tightening inside her chest, almost as if it was my own one hurting. For a second, I couldn’t breathe. Taehyung was right, the spell was consuming both of us, fast. Jimin glanced at me, worriedly but didn’t say a word. I didn’t want to hear it.

I tightened my grip around Hana and then, I took a deep breath, ready to scream. “JIN!!!!”

Nothing happened at first. But then, as my Hana grabbed my hand, I felt our magic mix and the ring on Hana’s necklace reacted by shining brightly. It was too bright for both Jimin and Taehyung, they had to put some space between us, but all I could feel was the warmth radiating from Jin’s ring.

Then, it happened.

Jin stood before us, absolutely flabbergasted.

My first thought was, did he recognize her? But then, by the way he frowned, by the way his eyes softened at Hana’s sight, I knew he recognized her. Then, his eyes locked with mine. Without a word he got closer and wrapped a protective arm around Hana.

“You can let go, Eunji.” But then he froze and looked worriedly at me

She’s…

I couldn’t tell him. I wished I could but my voice got stuck in my throat as I let Hana’s body rest against Jin. I glanced at her, a sad smile on my face. “I’ll stay behind.”

And so I did.

Jin sat by the river, Hana’s body resting tightly against him. By now, he knew exactly what was going on and how little time he had before him. I wished I could give them more but my own power was failing me.

Jimin, Taehyung and I settled in the grass, not too far from the couple, watching them from afar. And we weren’t the only one. Efi was roaming around us, probably still fuming at Taehyung’s presence and my threat but at least she didn’t disturb us. But what took us by surprise was Lin. The little fairy, the one that hated demons probably more than Efi, simply flew to Taehyung and sat on his shoulder, smiling fondly yet sadly, just like us, at the couple by the river. If Lin approved of Taehyung, then maybe he changed more than he thought.

Lin was right.

After one hour in the forest, I felt absolutely weak and it took me all the effort in the world to keep my eyes open. I wanted to resist, to use all magic I could gather within me to give them more time but no matter how strong my will was, it wasn’t enough. My head felt heavy, too heavy, and hurt as I rested against Jimin’s shoulder. But then, a small yet dark magic reached my own magic. My eyes widened in shock as I realized it was Taehyung’s doing. Maybe it was for Jimin’s sake, maybe it was for my sake, or maybe the whole situation moved him, but he kept pouring gently his magic inside me, giving me enough strength to keep going.

As I stared at him, he only groaned and ignored me. Tsk, he couldn’t possibly admit that he felt something, could he now?

The atmosphere in the clearing changed drastically. The sun disappeared completely and the sky turned black. Suddenly it was night and none of us really understood until I heard Efi’s soft gasp. I glanced quickly at her and saw her staring, shocked, at Jin. And then I remembered. Efi wasn’t the only one who sustained this forest with her power, Jin did it too and probably even on a whole different level. It was his doing.

“What’s going on?” Jimin whispered to me

“It’s the elf’s doing. The forest around us reacts to his emotions.” Taehyung answered

“What is he trying to do?”

“Showing her the sight she loved the most when she was a kid.” I realized that Taehyung could hear everything even from this far, so I looked at him, curious but before he could keep going, small lights rose from the river. One, ten and then thousands of them, rising from above the water, swirling before spreading all around us.

Then I felt it. There was no more tug on my magic, it stopped.

And Hana was gone.

The only thing that could be heard in the forest were Jin’s soft sobs.