Imagine.

Today, you got a plane ticket from your uncle to go to visit him in Korea. So, you accepted the ticket and go there for a holiday. It feels so good since it’s now summer in Korea. Moreover, it’s KOREA!! It’s the country that you loved the most because SHINee is there.

When you reached there, your uncle came to fetch you at the airport. Then you and his daughter (your cousin) go for a walk. She takes you to some nice places and great dining restaurant that served really delicious food.

After that, she takes you to a shopping mall. There are so many random shops that attract you. You are extremely excited now when seeing a shop full of SHINee’s stuff in it.

“Hey, wait for me here, cousin. I need to go to the washroom. My hands are dirty right now. You know, I kind of eating Spicy Rice Cake with my bare hands just now~ because the stick already broken..hehe!” you told your cousin to wait for you for a moment.

On your way to the washroom, suddenly…

“Oppss!! Sorry!!” you bumped into someone. AND, he looks so familiar! Isn’t that…ONEW? SHINee’s Onew?? OMG!! You’re screaming inside your chest. He looked at you, and you’re blushing right now. Your heart is racing like it could not be stopped anymore!

“Err..it’s okay!” he replied.  His eyes looking at you, and he is obviously staring without blinking.

Beside him, there is Maknae Taemin with him. Smiling towards you with gentle expression like he always does. Omoo!! Is this really true? They’re SHINee!! And what are they doing here? People seems like they don’t really care about their existence. Maybe they’ve seen SHINee here for thousand times already!

“Jinjja~ Joeseonghamnida! (really~ I’m so sorry!)” you apologized again. He smiled at you. His eyes just like it can’t take off you. Why? Oh, did he really mad at me? You asked yourself, worrying alone.

“It’s okay! Really~” said Onew.

“Erm, excuse me. You’re Jinki and Taemin from SHINee, right? Omoo!! I love SHINee~ I’m from outside your country, I came here for a holiday. Oh, I didn’t expect to see you guys here..omoo!! Do you have a minute for me? Can I have your autographs and take pictures with you guys, please? I don’t know when will I meet you guys again after this~”

“Err..noona, actually..we..” Taemin wants to say something. But..

“Ahh!! Sure! We have time!” said Onew.

“Hyung~” Taemin called him but he ignored it.

Taemin looked at him with blurry expression. Just now, isn’t it Onew hyung who said that they don’t have so much time anymore when Taemin wants to play some more? Onew hyung said that they have to go back to their dorm early for dance practice? And, he said he can’t wait to eat lots of fried chicken that Minho hyung buy that afternoon for lunch? Taemin said that to himself with a sigh. Onew must have something in his mind right now. Oh, yeah~ That’s why people always said “Whatever he does, it’s Onew condition!”

After that, Onew and Taemin gave you their autographs. Then you take pictures with them. You’re feeling great and so extremely HAPPY!!

“Thank you so much for your time. I really appreciated it..well, good bye for now. You guys seems like you’re in hurry just now..and, I took so much of your time, joeseonghamnida and kamsahamnida~” you smiled at them, especially Onew because he is your biased member in SHINee. Your heart racing so much while seeing him. It’s like you’re going to spazzed away after they go.

“It’s okay, actually. Emmm..hey, would you like to go on a date with me?!” he asked you hastily as his eyes can’t take off you even for blinking. Did you misheard or something? You’re really in shock right now! Is this true?! SHINee’s Onew just asked you to go on a date with him?

Taemin seems shocked too, but later he is smiling like there is no end to that smile. He knows Onew must be serious.

“Err? EHHH??!!” your eyes been widely opened right now. Yes, you’re in a great SHOCK! Onew can see that and he giggled. Taemin giggled too, he is smiling again.

“Serious! Can I go out with you?” he asked again. Onew’s blushing face! Omoo!! You almost faint.

“Noona, please accept him. Poor him, he wants to have a girlfriend for such a long time already. It’s hard for him to choose just anyone. But, when he saw you…I don’t know, maybe he has fallen for you? Can’t you see it? He can’t take his eyes off you for even a second..geuronikka~ (That’s what I’m saying~)” Taemin laughed so hard when Onew glares at him with blushing face. Oh, Taemin are standing up for his hyung right now~ So cute!

“But, why me?” you just can’t believed it. It’s like being in a dream, and the dream has come true! You’re like gonna spazzed out right now.

“Taemin-ah, can you go away for just a minute? Parli..Gaaa~ (Hurry up..go~)” Onew pushed Taemin away. He gives Taemin a sign (Wait for a moment). Then he smiled to Taemin.

“Waahh~ Jinjja? Waahh~ Ne, arasseoyo! (Yeah I got it!) Onew hyung, hwaiting!” Taemin said that with naughty expressions. Onew just ignored him. Then Taemin spaced out from Onew and you.

“What is your name?” Onew asked you.

“_________” you answered, slowly.

“Okay. Do you know why I choose you? You are sort of my ideal girl, that’s why. And I liked it when you called my real name just now. Didn’t I used to mention that I liked people call me Jinki rather than Onew?! Aigoo..finally! I’ve met you..” said Onew with a killing smile. His disappearing eyes, looks so attractive!

NO WAY! You screamed again inside your chest. It’s like gonna burst out right now.

Then you accepted him! Oh, NO! What are you doing by accepting him as your boyfriend? Isn’t it too sudden? But you don’t really care much, because you always loved him all this time. You’re feeling so happy and it’s really like being in a dream come true. Now you’re smiling like 24 hours? xD

“Hey, wait! I wanna give you something~ Do you like flowers?” Onew asked you with a cute smile. Dubu Onew is smiling, it feels like HEAVEN to see him smiling only for you like this. Now and it’ll be even forever? Yeah, you hoped it’ll be forever!

“Yeah, I love roses!” you told him that.

Then he hastily goes to the flower shop behind him. But, suddenly he fell down on the floor because he doesn’t read the caution sign for ‘wet floor’. You saw it and just about to tell him to be careful but you’re too late. He has already fallen on the floor. It’s Dubu Onew, after all. All the funny things will resemble him! And he looks so cute smiling innocently after get up from the spot that he fell. It’s not a smile of shame, but the cute smile like he always made up after a little accident. It’s Onew condition again this time! You’re smiling to yourself~

“Omoo!! Are you okay?” you go to him, hastily. He said that he’s okay and he will be coming back later after buying you a lot of roses! He told that to you, confidently! Ah~ you’re felling so blissful..

“Taddaaa!!!” he screamed slowly after gave you a bouquet of roses.

“Kyaaa!!~ Thank you, dear~” now you spazzed out after seeing his aegyo face.

Then you kissed his cheeks without realizing it. Then you’re blushing away when he touched his cheeks as he looked to your very face. Now his face looks serious! Haa? Did I do wrong by kissing his cheeks just now? Oh, NO! Is he mad?

“I’m sorry, did I do something wrong? I am so sorry..”

“No, please do that again and again after this. I LOVE IT!! Joahaeyo~ Jinjja! (I liked it~ really!)” Onew smiled with aegyo face again! Now, you’re happy~ Ya, this is like dreaming. It’s like the dream that you had always dreamed for. Onew and you, dating!

The two of you go on for a walk at a park. The park doesn’t seem like there is too many visitors. It’s just you and Onew right now? It is indeed a beautiful park, after all. With romantic atmosphere. Onew asked you to sit down on a wooden chair. He sits beside you. Looking at you, and he looks so calm.

“Do you know something?” suddenly he asked you that. Your eyebrows raised as you look at him. He smiled again.

“I thought, this is love at the first sight. Now I’ve experienced it! I’m so lucky and don’t you think that I’m so cool?!” he giggled with blushing face. You are now speechless till eternity. Onew had his love at the first sight with you? Oh, yes you are so lucky to have his love at the first sight.

“Ah~ now I know. But, I still can’t believe it. It is because it’s me and why me? There are so many girls out there, crazy for you. And I can’t believe that I’m the chosen one..it’s like, ermm..it’s unfair for them. They’ll hate me so much if they knew this!” you’re now being truthful. Yeah, it’s true that you’re extremely happy. But, you still feel that it’s unfair for millions of Onew’s fans out there.

“Geuronikka~ (That’s what I’m saying~) It’s love at the first sight and I really can’t help it. It happened so fast when I saw you for the first time and I’m scared of losing you. That’s why I approached you. For the first time ever, you’re the first girl I’ve ever fall for..”

You are too touched right now, seeing his sincere face. You know that he’s being serious.

“But, your fans..”

“They’re still loved by me. And I’ll love you more because you’re my everything~ I’ve been searching for so long already. And now I’ve found you! I’ll take care of you, for the rest of my life..”

“But isn’t it too sudden? You don’t know me, Jinki. And even though I do know you, that doesn’t mean that you’re not going to regret it later. I have so many weaknesses, and look at you. You’re perfect! I’m not even beautiful..”

“I love you. That is what matter most for me..” he kissed your forehead, as he said that. You’re in shock again. Your heart is racing again, it’s like you’re gonna go michyeo~(crazy)

“But..”

“No more excuses. Listen to me really clearly. For me even blinking, is a waste of time~ Do you know why?” Onew said that as he holds your hands tightly.

“Why?” you asked, now you are excited to know.

“It’s because I can’t see you during that time. I mean, while I was blinking~ And that was the most regretful moments for me, when I blinked my eyes whenever you’re in front of me~” he said that with bright eyes looking at your very face. Oh, God~ SO SWEET! Thanks for this beautiful moments I had with him. You’re too touched again. Now you have to admit that you’re so confident with him right now.

“Thanks..and..” your words stopped when your phone ringing. It’s your cousin calling! Omoo! You’re totally forgotten about her~ Aisshhh!!~ She must be worrying a lot.

“Jinki, err..Onew..err..what should I call you? Ehmm! My cousin called just now. To tell you the truth, I was with my cousin earlier..heh~” you told him, slowly. Smiling a bit, you just can’t let him go yet but what about your cousin? So you have to let him go for now~

“You can call me anything sweet~ hehe so, where did you left your cousin behind to go out with me? And, aigoo..I left Taemin too..because of you..HAHA it’s a joke. Hmm..it’s okay then. You can go..but, with one condition!” said Onew. Lol, he left Taemin too! hehe is that really a joke? Yeah, Onew is funny! And what is that condition he’s going to ask you?

“What was that?”

“Kiss me! And I don’t wanna normal kiss~” he’s like grinning. You’re blushing right now! What?? Kiss him? Here?

“Haha, joke! It’s obviously a joke! Your face already turning red, honey~ haha~” Onew laughed so hard. Oh, God! Yeah, you’re face feeling hot already. Onew just making fun of you~

“What do you want, then?” you asked him slowly.

“Contact number please? ” he smiled. Then you sighed and presenting him a great smile of yours too.

You gave him your contact number but you didn’t ask for his contact number and then you left after you two been hugging each other. He kissed your cheeks for so long as he let go of you. Now you’ve been separated each other.

You go back to your cousin and she feels weird when seeing your face like shining and glittering so bright. You seem so happy, extremely happy! Just where have you been while she is worrying a lot? Hmmph, never mind that already~ as long as she is happy and safe, it’s okay then..your cousin said to herself.

The next day, you can’t stop smiling. And you’ve waited so much for his call, since you didn’t get his number. But, sadly he doesn’t even call you. Even for a single texting, not at all!

A week has passed, a month~ and still, there is no call from him. You’re feeling so sad~ You gonna go back to your hometown today, after been a month waiting for him there.

You’ve gone to the shopping mall where you met Onew and to the park that Onew brought you to. It is so sad to memorize it all. And your heart hurt a lot.

“Yahh!! Aigoo..Finally~” someone screamed, suddenly. You looked at him. Onew? Oh, God! It’s him! Just what is he doing here? After been forgotten about you all this while? Why would he came here and talk to you?

“What?” you looked at him with glares, your heart is racing and you can’t help it, you feels like you’re gonna be crying out loud.

For too long waited, and now he appeared back when you don’t wanna see him anymore. He once gave you hope, he gave you the feelings of “I’m the happiest girl in the world” and then he walked away. He’s not even calling or texting to you even though he has your number. And now? He came back?

“I’ve been here everyday for a month, hoping that I will find you here. And today, you came. Ah~ I’m so lucky!” Onew’s like grinning! He’s obviously looking at you with such a relieved face.

“What do you mean?” you’re totally shocked. Onew have been here everyday? What does that mean?

“I’m so sorry, that day you gave me your contact number, I’ve lost it!! I am so sorry, dear~ I was just too happy on that day. I just..ehmm..you know me, I’m kind of clumsy guy~ and without me knowing it, I’ve lost it! Please forgive me, honey~” he replied. He holds your hands and pulled you to his arms. He then hold you into his arms. “I’m so sorry..jinjja, mianheyo..jagiya~(really sorry, honey~)” he murmured to your ear.

“I was so scared of losing you. Thank God, you’re here! I love you and I missed you, all this time..” said Onew, again. You’re totally speechless right now..

“I..I don’t know..I was so sad! I’m sorry, I’ve done something wrong. For not believing in you..I’m such a jerk..I am..” now you’re almost crying. He hugged you again, tight.

“Syhh~ It’s okay. I understand, it must be hard on you..it’s okay, honey~” he kissed your ______.

It feels like HEAVEN all over again!

And now, you’re smiling like there is no end to that smile of yours. He is your Dubu Onew forever! The clumsy, handsome, romantic and sweet one~ And it’s like a dream, that he’s now yours! Forever~

*another ff of mine..hope u guys will enjoyed it! especially for MVPs~  I’m so sorry, my English not so well..hehe correct me if i wrong~ and, it takes me so long to really get into Onew’s character and the mood,since i’m not biased to him~ (i’m taemin’s biased) hehe and please feels free to fill in the blank in the FF~ kekeke*

-태민 어니-