i was feeling really down the other night and ended up getting an idea from my sadness, so i just started writing, at like 3am because i couldn't sleep anyway, and just kept writing and somehow this happened. it's heavily based on myself and my feelings, so if yoongi seems out of character it's because i'm channeling myself through him.

do you ever just feel inexplicably sad and you know it's irrational and logically you know what you should be doing to make yourself better but you just, don't? do you ever feel sad for no reason or for a stupid reason and then wonder why you're so sensitive about everything?

all i need is me, i know, but why do i feel lonely when i'm with me?