Sehun had his one slim wrist pressed against the wall, other palm was holding Kai’s head as he kept kissing those pouty pink lips roughly, Kai’s both hands were grabbing and squeezing Sehun’s peach , the hunger for each other’s body was overwhelming, intensified by the fact that it was probably the last time they will have each other as ual partners.

Sehun sometimes could not believe how brave he was to sneak behind his family’s back to go to Kai, so much lying and hiding just to satisfy his carnal desire. He lost his ity to Kai who also was the only person he had ever been with, still the mere thought of an omega of Oh’ household being ually active with anyone but their future alpha was scandalous. So, yes, he was very much scared every time he met Kai, but there was also the thrill of life, he felt like a brave omega with a daring personality, but he also wanted a family, kids, as opposed to Kai.

Many thoughts were going around in his mind, they were lying beside each other, Sehun had his head resting on Kai’s chest, their passionate session had worn them out, now the silence conveyed the sudden burst of emotion Sehun felt, he didn’t know how the alpha was feeling, but the gentle hand rubbing his back made him even more emotional, he heard a whispered,

“It’s gonna be alright.”

Their little meet and greet session had to end since Sehun’s marriage to Park Chanyeol was nearing and he could not risk himself seeing with other alphas. More than the scandal of being caught as an unmarried omega, he was scared of disappointing his parents. Though his parents arranged the marriage to Chanyeol who lives oceans away he could not blame them, they had good intention in their hearts, they didn’t want their omega child to be cast away from society, this was the norm. His family wasn’t rich, neither was Chanyeol as far as he knew, he was a farmer, owned some land, and that’s all that he knew.

He was getting married, he bed goodbye to Kai, he cried, Kai had a face set of stone, there was a tender kiss on his forehead. A chapter of life had ended. It was just a memory to leave behind…

Sehun saw him for the first time at the altar, Park Chanyeol was a big man, that was his first impression. Why wouldn’t it be, not like he was bold enough to look at him in the eye let alone check out his soon to be alpha, he was sweating in the autumn weather, even if there was wind in the air, sun was not so loud, still, there was guilty feeling inside of him. What was the Chanyeol guy thinking? That Sehun was pure, innocent omega? He felt like a cheater, which he shouldn’t feel because it simply wasn’t true. But somehow his inner omega decided to punish him by constantly reminding him, as he approached the altar where the alpha was standing, watching his moves probably, (he didn’t know, didn’t look) that he indeed sinned for continuing his affair with Kai while knowing full well he was promised to Mr. Park. He did not realize how or when he stood beside the alpha as they said their vows, only the deep voice of the alpha piercing his mind as he said,

“I do.”

The whole ceremony went in trance, he remembered being held by the waist as the alpha introduced him to his family members, he bowed at them and kept his eyes down, he stared at the jewelries surrounding his waist ties, and his silk white wedding shirt accentuating the pearl that is shining in night light. Next thing he remembered was Chanyeol leading him by his hand to the car, all his personal belonging was packed and set inside, the ride was supposed to be 2 days long. He never did that long journey in car, it would suffocate him to death, he was sure, but did not say it loud.

“Don’t worry, we’ll take breaks, we’ll rent some motels, so I can sleep peacefully and not fall asleep while driving.”

As the owner of said voice started the car, Sehun was looking behind his back outside of the car’s glass where his parents kept waving at him. He felt like tearing up again, leaving home, the alley, the trees, the shops, a whole known world was done with him.

They took a motel on their/Chanyeol’s(?) way home. The night at the hotel room was awkward to say the least, Chanyeol was bulky, his arms were huge, Sehun got caught by Chanyeol while staring at them after he had taken his shirt off. The omega did not dare to take off his wedding dress off, Chanyeol did not say anything but took a shower, threw one pillow from bed into floor and fell face down. Sehun was shocked; he braved himself to say,

“ Please, sleep on the bed……….alpha”

Chanyeol raised his head and looked at where Sehun was sitting on the bed and replied,

“Eager, I see.”

Sehun brain short-circuited for a second, the alpha’s loud laughter filled the room, and it was not of mocking, but kind.

“I am kidding, go to sleep Sehun, we gotta start driving early.”

Next day after a long drive, they reached home as the sun went down, from the porch Sehun could see the mountaintop covered with ice blanket at the end of the horizon, before that long field of autumnal corps that was spread around the little house. Maybe, just maybe, Sehun could find happiness here…..one day.