It kills me everytime, the way you smile everytime you welcome me after my work, asking me hows my work, hows my day. 

The guilt eats me alive everytime I see your sleeping face next to mine happy and contented. Exchanging kisses and I love yous . The way you took good care of me.I don't really know what's gotten into me, you're too perfect for me.Too soft and delicate.

We've been together for almost five years.

We are both happy and contented. As a normal couple we encountered ups and downs but we faced it and survived it.I dont wanna lose you.

Thats why I told you everything, but now, I am really not sure if we can make it this time.

"I am very sorry, I don't really know what just happened , I know it was wrong  and  you will not easily forgive me but please hear me out."

Hoping to hear a rant from you, a yell maybe or slap cause surely I deserve that, but you are just looking at me with a broken expression.

You're dealing with the confession differently than I thought it would be that I started to panicked.