@mtuan93 
jinyoung...
my god i'm so sorry for not answering u
it's just that something really horrible happened and i felt destroyed...
when you'll come online i'll explain you
it's something that really hurts me a lot
and i still can't believe it happened
i don't know how to stop my tears
and i'm also so sorry, you wrote me a lot of messages but i didn't answer.
jinyoungie i missed you too, a lot.
you're my only light in this period of darkness and i really thank you so much for being part of my life.
i love talking to you and i'd never, never, never want to stop.
i'm sorry if i made you sad, i will never do that again 
i want to treasure you as much as possible 
right now i'd want to run to you and hug you tightly in my arms
i also want to meet you 
i want to hear your voice and look in your eyes, touch your soft hair and see your smile
i really want all of this
and i'll always be here for you, jinyoungie
i'm really glad to have met you 
i'll go to sleep now because it's really late and i'm tired 
you must be sleeping too 
have sweet dreams jinyoungie ♡♡
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