"LISA-YAH!!!" 

That annoying voice again, what is it now, Jennie-Unnie 

"What do you want?!"

"Come here!"

Lemme guess, Jisoo-Unnie again, or needing help because she clogged the sink again

"What now?!"

"I have good news!"

"May I ask what news?"

"Jisoo-Unnie and I are official now!"

Knew it. Jennie-Unnie has had a crush on Jisoo-Unnie for years, Jisoo-Unnie feels the same, and now that they're official, it leaves me and my best friend, Chaeyoung-- I mean Rosè the only ones who are single

But I have to admit, confess, Chae has been MY crush for years, ever since we first met, so almost a decade

And I still don't know how to confess because I'm scared that she would reject me or friendzone me, Jennie-Unnie is the only one who knows, and that annoying human Gucci has been pushing me to confess ever since I told her.

"Oh really, That's great!" And I mean it because I helped Jennie-Unnie confess

But from the smirk on Jennie-Unnie's face, I could tell she's planning on, something

"Thanks to you, Lis, we are finally together!" she beams "And-" wait what

"What?"

"Sinced you helped me with Jisoo-Unnie, Im'ma help you with Chae!"

"Oh come on Jennie-Unnie, your tactics never work"

"It will work now, because it's Spring!"

What does Spring have to do with this?

"And may I ask, why would it be any better if it's Spring?"

"2 words, Lis, Cherry. Blossoms." 

Why would Cherry Blossoms be a good sign?

"Think about it, Lis, Chae loves Cherry Blossoms, so it would be great if you confess to her in the Cherry Blossoms"

Really, Unnie

"Just because she loves Cherry Blossoms, doesn't mean it will make her fall in love with me"

"Oh, Lis, what makes you so sure that she isn't in love with you now?"

Hmm, good point 

"Here comes Target now, Lis, ask her out!"

"What?! No Way!!!"

"Come on, you want it"

"No I don't"

"Yes you do"

"What if she doesn't like me?"

"There's only one way to find out!"

"This is dumb, Unnie!"

"The most Genius idea I've had!--- hey! ChaeChae! Over here!"

Wait, What?!

"Jennie-Unnie, don't!"

"Too late, here she comes!"

"You---"

"Hey guys! Unnie, Limario"

Rosè.

"Uh-Hey Pasta! What's up!" Dammit Lisa

"Oh, nothing much" That darned cute smile

"Yah! Chae!" Jennie-Unnie, not now, you pretentious prick

"Yea?"

"Cherry Blossoms have bloomed just yesterday"

"OW!" WTF Jennie-Unnie

"What was that for? Why'd you nudge me? That hurt!" I whispered to her so that Chae won't hear

And she just raised her eyebrows "About time, Lis"

"Really?! Cherry Blossoms?! Limario, can we go pleaaaase!" And there goes that darned smile and darned puppy eyes

"S-Sure, if that's what you want, t-then let's g-go!" Damnit Lisa, stop being so awkward

"Really?! YES! Thanks Limario!!!" And she hugged me into a damn tight hug

"N-No problem, Pasta" I said after she pulled back

"Great! Later after Lunch, what about that?"

"Sound Great"

"YES! See you later, Beshieee"

And with that, she left the room

"Well, she just did it for you, and you have yourself a date!" Dammit Unnie

"Whatever"

---

"Come on, Limario, hurry!!!" 

"Alright, Alright, I'm coming!"

Here we go, Lisa, you can do this, you can do this

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We arived at the Cherry Blossoms and I've never felt more nervous in my whole damn life

We sat down near under Chae's favourite tree. We settled down until she broke the silence

"Lisa, do you know why I like Cherry Blossoms?"

"N-No, why?"

"Because it always reminds me of here, Korea, reminds me of all my memories"

"Y-Yea? Great"

Silence. Again broken by Chae, who stood up, and so I did too

"Lisa, can I tell you something?"

"Y-Yeah! Of course!"

"Lisa, can I trust you?"

"Anytime, Chae"

She took a deep breath before saying 3 words that shattered my world

"I'm leaving tomorrow"

It took me a while before responding

"Wait, What?! What do you mean 'leaving'"

"Lisa" Tears streaming down her face "My parents bought me a ticket, they told me to go back to Australia"

"I tried to tell them that I want to stay, but they won't budge"

"I'm sorry, Limario"

Then tears started to stream down my face as she started to walk away

But I quickly Stopped her

"Chaeyoung" I held her wrist

Before she goes, before she disappears, she has to know, she must know, she WILL know

"Chaeyoung" I repeated

"Y-Yea?"

"I-I have to tell you something"

No response

So I sheepishly say "C-Can I trust you?"

She smiles, thats darned smile again

"Anytime, Lisa"

I smiled weakly

"W-What do you wanna say" she says after fully turning back to me

She held my hands like she doesn't wanna let go

I looked at her hands interwoven at mine before looking into her eyes

"Ch-Chaeyoung"

"What is it?"

"I-I"

"Lisa?"

"I-I like...you"

She froze, so I repeated

"Chaeyoung, Pasta, I like you, ever since we met, I get jealous whenever you get near others, and I get sad whenever I see you sad, and I wanna cry whenever I see you laughing and being the happiest with someone, who's not...me"

No response

"Ch-Chaeyoung, I...I love you"

I waited

Then, she suddenly pulled me closer for a kiss

It lasted for 15-20 seconds before she pulled back

"Lisa, I love you, too, more than anything in this world, I want you, so bad, so bad that it hurts, I get jealous with Jennie and Jisoo Unnie because, because I want you all for myself, and I feel the happiest when I'm with you, and I want you to be happy because you deserve it all"

Her sudden confession left me, speechless, not knowing what to reply, so I looked down

"And Lisa"

"She pulled my chin up so she can see my face

"I love you"

She pulled me in for another kiss, which lasted longer than the first one

20-30 seconds later, she pulled back, and decided to break my heart

"That's why I'm letting you go"

She hugged me, one last time, before walking away, before getting out of my reach, before disappearing

From my life.

And I just know it will never be rhe same without her anymore

Because she's gone.

And all I could do is cry.

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END OF PART 1