You Don’t Know
Damn It!
Jiae’s POV
We just ate inside my oppa’s dorm after what happened. Everyone’s very quiet and I know it’s because of me. It’s so suffocating that I went out of their unit to get some air in the balcony.
“You know you’re wrong, right?” Myungsoo oppa stood beside me.
“I want to be alone, please” I said.
“Can’t you please stop being so stubborn even just for this moment?” He said that, calmly. He took a deep breath and said, “What is it?”
I wanted to cry. “You found another girl.” I should not have said that.
“What?”
“I’m here. I’ve been here… all along. But you… You never knew.” I said, my voice was shaking. I can’t even continue.
“What is this, seriously?”
“I...I love you oppa! I care for you! I worry for you! I want to be with you!” and even before he could say anything…”I am not your sister. You are not my brother.”
“I know that.”
“ that, Myungsoo!” I can’t believe I said those words. “I… You should’ve just let me go!”
“Jiae, I don’t know what you’re talking about …”
I stopped him… by kissing him.
He did not kiss me back.
Instead he pushed me away from him.
“Are you out of your mind?”
And I saw Hoya, Sungjong and Woohyun oppa standing just about 5 meters away from us.
“You…are mine” I said and slapped him really hard and I walked away.
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