"In which Luhan introduced his girlfriend to everyone, Sehun started singing Happier to at least mend his broken heart."

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"Cause baby you look happier, you do."



I saw you smiling at her. That smile. That same smile you used to gave me when I'm feeling sad. You promised me. You promised me that, that smile is only for me. Only for me, Luhan. But...why? 

"My friends told me one day I'll feel it, too."

"Sehun." 

Chanyeol whispered.

"Let's go now."

I took a glance on the two of them for the last time and smiled bitterly. I should've stopped him when he said he'll leave the group. Or maybe I should've followed him to China and forced him to go back. I should've done anything, everything so that they will not meet. So that their paths won't cross and all these things won't happen.

She's lucky. She got the man I love. She got the happiness I once had. 

"It's okay Sehun. You'll find someone better." He said.

No.

There might be someone better than him out there.

But, Luhan is all that I want. 

He is all that I need.

I guess we can call it a dead end, then?

"Maybe..." 

Maybe yes and;

Maybe not.

"And until then I'll smile to hide the truth..."



"...Let's go now, hyung! Buy me a bubble tea!" I said and smiled at him.

I will be happy.

Not now.

But someday, I will.

"...that baby, I was happier with you." Luhan whispered to himself while seeing his man turning his back onto him and walking away. Seeing the man he promised not to hurt but he intentionally did. 

Sehun, it will always be you.

You will always be the reason of my heart beat.

You will always be the reason why I'm still alive.

Live your life without me. 

But please---

---don't forget our memories.

Because that's the only thing that keeps me living.

Knowing that even though you're not here with me, beside me, I've once become part of your memories.