From Eve.

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mar.18.

to 120 days of being deeply

inlove with you, happy monthsary.

i love you.

MY SHINTI,

up to this exact moment, i still don't know what amazing thing i've done in the past to be

at the receiving end of everything that you are, on how i deserved to be the muse of your

wonderful heart and vibrant soul. but how also thankful i am to witness the universe allowed

such an exquisite gem to exist at the same time as me. i am one of the luckiest people to have

the chance of encountering you, but i may also be the luckiest of them all to be able to occupy a

special place in your life and reside in your heart. asking all the gods to formulate my thoughts

and feelings for you aren't enough, for they are beyond what a celestial being could reach and

decipher. you are that powerful, and i don't think this bleak world ever deserves you. i have all

these train of questions in my head like, how can your big heart fit in your body? how can an

unexpected event such as meeting you felt almost like an answered prayer? how come every

fibre of my body jumps in bliss everytime i see your name? how can you just be so ??? ing

wondrous. i'd gladly rob all the stars and move mountains if it'd mean you'd have all the

happiness and great things in the world. you are the best part as to why i am keeping myself

alive right now. i can't thank you enough for bringing a new light and warmth to my heart.

you make me feel like the most beautiful, you lift me up when i'm at my lowest, you give me

strength physically and emotionally, you pour me with such exceptional affection and you fuel

me with your utmost love. and how did i deserve them? we will never know. they say people

fall inlove so they could receive the love they want. but for me, i fall inlove because i want

to give all the love that i could to someone i want, and i think being able to not only receive

but give is the most magical and satisfying feeling on the planet, and i want that someone to

be constantly you. i'm proud to say that you're the reason behind my happiness and i'm proud

of you, with anything that you do. you're just so hardworking even when you're not at your best,

even when you're almost in the verge of giving up, you still push yourself up. you're such a

strong person and i believe in you. i'll always believe in you. i know i always say this but you

matter to me a lot and i wouldn't get tired of reminding you and asking you how your day went.

you're so precious, so soft. i'll always be here to love you and listen to you no matter what

happens. i'm sorry if we ever had a misunderstanding, or had those days where we were just

feeling off and unreadable that led to arguments but it actually made our relationship

strengthen, so did our love and trust for each other. i love you so much, shinti. god, your name

still makes me smittened. thank youfor walking into my life witout tripping. joke. i wouldn't even

dare exchanging this for anything. i know, this letter seems to be filled with nothing but my

profound love but i think that's thepoint of this, to be honest.

happy monthsary again, to my safe place, my starshine, my cherub, the fruit of my heart, the

center of my life, my warmth, my precious baby. there might be no infinity but let's make our