Shooting Star

Woojin was sitting on the roof of their "headquarters", enjoying the cold of the night, his legs dangling. He felt like he was on top of the world: every building around him was shorter than the one he was on the top, the cars on the streets looking small as ants.
Even in the calm atmosphere of the night he couldn't relax: that day he was so afraid of finally arrived, distant just a quarter. He felt shiver all over his body, but not because of the cold. 
The next day he was not going to be unemployed, and as an idol thst should have been the only thing he should have paid atten to. But the truth was very different. He tried not to feel things, but at the end of the day he really cared for his ten brothers. One of them had an important place in his heart to be honest...
He smiled and looked down, just like the personhe was thinking about was in front of him. The sweetness became bittersweet when he realized he wasted a lot of time to "upgrade" things between them, even though Jihoon never made Woojin pray for attention.
The shuffle on his phone just played "Always" and he skipped it immediately. It seems a bad joke right now. They promised to be there forever to the fans and even to theirselves, but why they did it when obviously they were not going to keep that promise?
 Si sarebbero persi di vista, già lo sapeva, e non aveva nessuna aspettativa sul mantenere i contatti con loro.
“Lately I’ve been, I’ve been losing sleeps / Dreaming about the things that we could be / but baby, I’ve been, I’ve been praying hard / Said no more counting dollars / We’ll be counting stars / Yeah we’ll be counting stars…”
Apparently that night even music was making fun of him. He was going to skip that song too, but he suddenly felt a hand "knocking" on his shoulder.
"You can't sleep too, isn't it?" Jihoon asked, sitting near to him.
Woojin nodded while stopping music.
"Yeah today is very hard..." he started, but the other one interrupted him.
"Looks like being at the end of the world... Now we are here, tomorrow everything will be different and we'll had to let all this go" Jihoon said. He put his hand on Woojin's thigh without even noticing.
"If you think about it it's not that important... We will still be us, but everything will be... weird. We'll have to erase everything, the sooner the better they'll say... But we'll be able to do it??? It's worst than the end of Produce. We were used to see people leaving. Here I found stability, even though I shouldn't have done that. The worst thing is they'll do everything to make us forget what we were, do you get me?" 
Woojin was surprised. He wasn't expecting Jihoon to be that talkative and that he would have feel almost the same things he was feeling. Also he was veey close and he was touching him. That hand he was feeling on his thigh was making him warmer than the coat he was wearing. He focused to memorize every detail of that little cute hand in order to rember it in the future. Jihoon's hands were very little and he always hoped to be able to keep them between his hands...
"I know. I'm afraid they'll forbid us to remember we were Wanna One" Woojin forced himself to reply.
"And that we were 2Park, Pink Sausages" Jihoon continued, placing his head on the other's shoulder.
Woojin heart's skipped a beat, but he started to caress the other one's hair.
"I don't think I'll ever be able to forget" he whispered.
"Me too" Jihoon added while almost drowning in Woojin's neck.
Woojin looked at him. He was wearing only a sweater and he was shivering. Woojin realized he was going to miss his style, his dresses all in pink and soft, even though sometimes he made fun of his dresses. Actually he admired the other for not changing his style not even a little bit.
He would've missed sharing their room, the fact they didnt respect the other one's private space, the nights spended talking about everything (from deep convos about the misteries of the universe to stupid humor), the regretting of the next morning when they realized they just wasted the only time they had to rest, the other ones' joke about "something between them" and him suddenly changing the topic ...
He suddenly felt the other shivering again, so he put his arm around Jihoon's shoulder.
Jihoon emise un inconscio sospiro di sollievo nel sentire il calore contro il suo corpo.
Jihoon sighed in relief feeling warm against his body.
"I would really love to freeze time" Jihoon said in a sleepy voice.
"Yeah... I will miss you all..." Woojin replied, hugging the other.
"All?" Jihoon asked distancing himself from the other and crossing his arms against his chest.
Woojin's heart melted. When Jihoon wasn't seriously mad he crossed his arms and pouted. He was so cute...
Woojin remembered when Jihoon said "I will not be cute anymore" or something like that on previous year. Yeah, sure.
"Yes" he answered at the end, feeling a little bit nervous while touching his left hear. He had a bad feeling.
"Who will you miss more?" Jihoon asked.
"C'mon, don't make me choose..." 
"You have to."
"And you? Who will you miss more?" Woojin asked back.
"Isn't that obvious?"
"Not to me" Woojin replied sincerely. He seemed nore desperate than he wanted to show...
"I'm sleepy, I'm going to bed" Jihoon said roughly.
"Please don't leave me" Woojin begged, trying to hold the other one's hand but taking his hand instead.
Jihoon looked at him and after a deep breath he decided to stay.
"Sorry" he said at the end, hiding again in Woojin's neck "I don't wanna fight"
"Neither do I. Not today, not with you" Woojin reploed while caressing Jihoon's cheeks.
"I don't think we'll have time to fight anymore to be honest" Jihoon said looking the other's in the eyes.
Woojin felt like drowning in those eyes.
"Since this is our last night together I would like to say something... Just promise no-one will ever know"
Woojin's heart was about to explode. They were so close he was loosing his mind, Jihoom was caressing his thigh again and hia breath was tickling his neck. Not to mention his flowery perfume...
"I won't say anything to anyone, I promise" he said but he couldn't hear his own voice. His heart was beating so fast...
"Please, please, please, I don't want to ruin your memory of me. I don't want you to think bad of all the things I did. Please don't think I was faking our friendship..."
Jihoon stopped talking but Woojin didn't say anything. He couldn't expose himself before being sure of what the other meant.
"You and me we were just the opposite. We always agreed and get along because we are complementary. They say opposites attract each other, right? I think you attracted me." Woojin was speechless. "What are you trying to say?" he asked.
"You always need subtitles, don't you? Why do I ask anyway, only you could not understand what I'm trying to make you understamd since more than a year... I don't know if you really don't understand or you just don't feel the same, in that case feel free to say it... I'm just lucky to be your best friend to be honest..."
"What are you trying to say?" Woojin interrupted Jihoon almost yelling.
"Jesus Christ, Park Woojin, I'm trying to say I like you, I'm in love with you, we are so different but still I like you, I'm trying to say it was an honor to be your best friend but I've always hoped you noticed the way I look at you and you did the first step, but you never did and neither do I, and this is the last chance I got and God, I regret I didn't say anything earlier, I was going to explode having you so near, SO ING NEAR, but I didn't say anything, and now there's no more time and even if feel the same we can do anything about us."
Woojin couldn't believe what he was hearing.
"It doesn't matter if you don't feel the same. I just wanted you to know."
Those words were so absurd Woojin laughed. Jihoon looked at him with suspicious. He was trembling and not for the cold, and he looked afraid.
"I really don't know what to say. I never expected something like that from you. I'm just sorry you said that... today"
Jihoon didn't say anything.
"Please come here" Woojin said opening his arms.
Jihoon came near not convinced at all, but feeling the warmth against his body he immediately relaxed.
Jihoon put his face against Woojin's face smelling his manly perfume. 
That moment didn't last because Woojin placed his hand under the other's chin, forcing to look in each other's eyes.
"I don't have any impressive speech like you, so I'll just say I like you too, Park Jihoon".
"If you are lying I have to stop you here because I could do something you couldn't like" Jihoon said, placing his hands on the other one's chest.
"Do it" Woojin begged.
Jihoon didn't make the other wait and kissed him. Finally.
Woojin was about to close his eyes to enjoy the kiss better - he wished for that moment since forever - but right in that moment he saw a shooting star.
He didn't believe what they said about shooting stars and wishes, but he prayed. 
He would've loved to enjoy the sensation of Jihoon's lips against his but he suddenly felt the earth shaking like an earthquake. The shaking didn't was so long and when it stopped they were in a complete different place.
Woojin looked around very confused. They were in front of the first Wanna One dormitory and some staff were giving them some indications about the daily activities they were going to record.
He searched for Jihoon with his eyes. He was confused but when he noticed Woojin was looking at him he blushed. So he rembered!
Later he would've explained everything about the star and his wish, but for now he was just thankful to be that lucky and he went near the other.
They didn't know what to say so they awkwardly smiled and finally burst into laugh.
The other looked at them suspiciosly, trying to find out what they were laughing about at that time in the morning.
Jihoon looked around to make sure no-one was listening, than he smirked.
"Our room we'll be filled with a lot of people but at least the rest of the house will be empty at night" he said, proud to be the one to make Woojin blush.

(It's 1 a.m.  but I just had this idea and I had to write about it. I'm sorry for any mistakes I made, English is not my first language + I didn't read again what I wrote, I'm going to do it tomorrow but you can always show me what's wrong in the comments! Hope you enjoyed!)