Chaeyoung's Diary
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Chaeyoung writes her deepest sorrow into her precious diary,for her this simple notebook is her greatest friend.For she can reveal all of her secrets to it,making the hidden burden into her heart a little lighter.
"I have a great family and good friend,but i still feel alone inside.."
~Son Chaeyoung
Foreword
Prologue:
My heart hurts like herll right now Mina,and only you can stop the pain.You asked me back then if i'm alright,i answered no.Mina i'm so afraid right now,Losing you to someone is my biggest fear.I remember the first time when me and Jungyeon unnie met you,you were so shy and adorable back then,that i cant help but feel the need to keep you in my pocket.Back then,i thought that my feelings for you are just temporary.and that it will dissapear soon.
But no,because of your charming smile and personality,i find myself getting deeper into your trap called love.
"Ch-chaeyoung..I think i love Mina"
Jungyeon confessed to me back then,did you have any idea on how much it hurts me to hear that?Ofcourse not,how could you even notice me back then? nevermind that,ever since that day i flirted with Dahyun unnie.Hoping that it could erase my feelings for you,Jungyeon is my greatest friend Mina..i want her to be happy at all cost.
Even if it hurts me,i forced myself to try and forget you..
Even if it hurts me,i forced myself not to cry..
Even if it hurts me,i forced myself to be happy for you...
Even..even if hurts me...I tried to pretend like..i dont care at all..
But you know what?no matter what i do,my heart keeps on wanting you.The thing is Mina..I love you so damn much that its breaking my heart into pieces.I felt like i betrayed Jungyeon by loving you secretly,Its your fault why i'm like this,and i hate myself for pushing the blame to you Mina..But what else could i do? I'm weak and fragile inside...
I could perfectly understand our situation right now Mina,its just that i still dont want to accept that this is our reality.So please,forgive me for being weak Unnie,forgive me for being a coward,Please forgive me for not controlling my feelings for you..
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