The lightning stricken his heart when a secret revealed to him in an unexpected way, hoping he can flood his own mother all the querries he had in mind but the latter was already in her deathbed. All he can do is just to smile a bitter tears from all the truth his mother left behind without even telling him. Joochan feel so weak when he realized how precious his eyes are, an unwanted gift he has.

“It’s all my fault!” Tears streamed down on his cheeks, his hand pressed hard into his chest with such agony. The secret deeply wounded his heart, feeling apologetic yet hatred started spinning on his mind. He cannot do anything but to accept the reality and it is all because of him, being blind two years ago.

“How can I supposed to face him after all of this? What if he will find out that my eyes are his mother’s? Do you think he will forgive me? What to do? I feel like my heart is going to burst now. This is all because of me! ME! ME!” He sadly uttered with hatred, blaming himself endlessly, brushing his finger through his hair to his face. Just by the thought of Donghyun recovering his memories made him happy but sad at the same time because he believe that once Donghyun will find out that his mother died because of him, he know for sure he will not forgive him.

Arms soon wrapped his body, patting his shoulders as Jangjun and Seungmin hugged him with so much comfort. He sobbed in so much pain, he didn’t know the truth will hurt his feelings like a knife.

“Don’t blame yourself. It’s not your fault.” Jangjun spit out as he lifts Joochan’s head, witnessing a river on his face.

“We will help you to ease the pain inside your heart…” Joochan paused a moment as he forcus on Jangjun’s words. Whatever it is, he is willing to do as much as he can. Only he has to have the courage to face it without any regrets.

Jangjun and Seungmin exchanged looks for a moment. Jangjun sighed as he cleared his throat, worried face is clearly drawn on his face but soon enough a forced smile take place to brighten the atmosphere.

“Let’s bring his memories back.”

******

“How are we going to film our project? We don’t have any female in our group, how can we film a love story?” Daeyeol asked with  worried face.

“By the way, why did our professor grouped us without even a single female? Does he know?” Jibeom pinched Jaehyun’s side for spitting such thoughts, pretending he does not know what Jaehyun means. They want to be subtle with their action but Jaehyun is free from a