I’ve been dreaming,
Too far.
Too far that made me didn’t realize I’ve been played.
Played by You, Father.
What do You want from me?
What do You want me to be?
If You wanted to test how strong I was, fine,
I lost.

I’ve been dreaming,
Too long.
I was in coma for three months,
Yes coma, ‘cause I felt like I lost my sense.
I can’t do anything.
Now that I’m wide awake,
She is gone.
My dream is over,
My mind in a mess,
And my heart back like before, even worst.

Will cutting help me?
Will smoking heal my wound?
Will drinking make me feel complete like before?
Is suicide the solution of all my problem?
How?
Tell me how to fix me,
And tell me Father,
How many years I need to heal my heart again.

Remember, baby,
I’ll always behind your back,
Despite how many times you treat me like ,
I love you.