Story 2 - Part 1

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J: “Taehyung, let’s have a private talk. Meet me behind the school at 2.”

That’s all Jungkook said after approaching Taehyung when he was alone in the high-school hallways one day. After that, he walked away, leaving Taehyung stunned and on the verge of freaking out for various reasons.

One was that it was the first thing Jungkook ever said to him. Taehyung knew of Jungkook, since he was quite known in school, but they had almost never interacted with each other and Taehyung couldn’t comprehend how Jungkook came to know his name. The only time they actually interacted was when Taehyung got pushed slightly while he and his classmates were fooling around as they passed through the hallway and Taehyung ended up bumping into Jungkook somewhat roughly. Taehyung said sorry and continued on his way, realizing only in hindsight that Jungkook had not said anything in reply and only kept looking at him with an expression one couldn’t precisely read.

The other reason was that the bumping-into-Jungkook incident only happened the week before and what else could Jungkook want to talk about?

The third reason why Taehyung was freaking out was Jungkook’s reputation. He was very strong, athletic and good at doing anything that involved using his body. Some girls liked to joke around by interpreting that description in not so innocent ways. He was popular with them and got confessed to and flirted with on a regular basis, but that didn’t go very well. He always refused those who approached him, subtly or straightforwardly, rudely or kindly, depending on the attitude they approached him with.

Him staying the stoic and single son of a man in the army only made some girls even more ambitions and only pissed off more guys who were prone to envy. So a lot of people started picking on Jungkook but they soon discovered just how dangerous that could be. He wasn’t an active bully, but Jungkook didn’t tolerate people messing with him, so many ended up having their arms twisted in a painful way, their asses dropped inside trashcans, dumpsters and mud puddles, their fists grabbed and held in place no matter how much they struggled to release them, and many other such things, all because they messed with Jungkook. He inevitably got involved in fights and rumors inevitably spread about how many people he managed to single-handedly beat, inevitably making him enemies that were motivated by things other than envy and making his reputation strike fear into the hearts of chill, peace-loving cowards like Taehyung.

So, when Jungkook told Taehyung to have a private talk, Taehyung inevitably assumed Jungkook intended to showcase his physical strength to Taehyung in a not very pleasant way because he was pissed about Taehyung running into him the week before.

T: “Nope!” Taehyung answered long after Jungkook had left.

When 2 o’clock came, Jungkook went behind the school and waited while Taehyung ran home faster than if he had had a horror movie character on his tail.

He was weary of Jungkook for the following days but, since they didn’t happen to cross paths, Taehyung almost completely forgot about the whole deal. That is, until one day when he was walking down the hallway and a hand on his shoulder made him turn to see Jungkook attempting to say something:

J: “You didn’t come last week. Wh…”

T: “I’M SORRY!” Taehyung shouted, taking a 90 degrees bow that took Jungkook by surprise, but not as much as Taehyung yelling “I’m really sorry, Jungkook!” did, as he split the scene with lighting speed right after he took the bow.

Jungkook couldn’t grasp what had happened at all and continued to occasionally seek out Taehyung and get an explanation while also fulfilling his original goal. However, Taehyung was now hyper-vigilant and, at the very sight of Jungkook, he hid or ran like his life depended on it, which, in his mind at least, it did.

He didn’t talk about this situation to anyone at school, anyone except Cookie. Taehyung didn’t know who Cookie was, but he knew they went to the same school. They first interacted through an online chat on an anime streaming site and eventually discovered they were from the same country. So they switched to a private chat window and later on found out that, not only were they living in the same city, they were also going to attend the same high-school. Taehyung got excited at the news and said:

TaeX2: OMG!

TaeX2: That’s so cool XD

TaeX2: I’m Taehyung

TaeX2: What’s your name?

Cookie: Not telling

TaeX2: Wha???!!

TaeX2: Why not?

Cookie: Keeping the mystery alive

Cookie: It’s more fun like that

TaeX2: But I told you my name…

Cookie: No one asked you to :)

And that was that. Taehyung didn’t get Cookie to reveal his identity, but it didn’t matter much because they could always talk about anything and have fun with it. They sometimes played online games together and, one afternoon, Cookie seemed to be very eager for that sort of activity while Taehyung was fairly reluctant.

Cookie: C’mon, Tae!!!

Cookie: Let’s play!

Cookie: One round at least

TaeX2: No can do, Cookie

TaeX2: Not today

Cookie: Y?

TaeX2: I’m physically and mentally exhausted after running around all day at school X-|

Cookie: What happened at school?

TaeX2: It’s a long story…

Cookie: Better start telling it early on then

TaeX2: Do you know a guy Jungkook at school?

Cookie: …

Cookie: Yeah… I guess…

TaeX2: I mean…

TaeX2: If you didn’t, I’d probably find you by looking under rocks :))

Cookie: Haha

Cookie: So what’s up with Jungkook?

TaeX2: He’s the reason I keep having to run

Cookie: Y?

TaeX2: He wants to beat me up

Cookie: 0_0

Cookie: Why do you think he wants to beat you up?

TaeX2: He came up to me one day saying “Let’s have a private talk” in a demanding tone

TaeX2: And I bumped into him rather roughly not even a week before that

TaeX2: Although it was by accident…

TaeX2: And he even did some research on me and found out my name!!!

TaeX2: How serious can he be about getting payback???!!!

Cookie: Taehyung…

Cookie: I don’t think we go to the same school…

Cookie: I think you’re in elementary school

TaeX2: Haha

TaeX2: Mock me all you want

TaeX2: I’m not risking my when it comes to Jungkook

TaeX2: Did you know he beat five guys single handedly? 0_0

Cookie: That’s just a rumor…

Cookie: Spread by the three who ran away in fear…

TaeX2: How do you know that?

Cookie: I was… around at the time…

TaeX2: Among the three who ran away? XD

Cookie: NO

Cookie: Anyway…

Cookie: Do you really think he’d be out to get you over an accidental bump?

TaeX2: IDK how twisted or not twisted he is…

TaeX2: IDK anything about him except for a few rumors

TaeX2: So I don’t wanna risk it

TaeX2: I thought I could vent at least to you

TaeX2: But you mock me T_T

TaeX2: And the guys in my class are starting to think I’m weirder than they thought, since I keep randomly running away

Cookie: You didn’t tell the guys from your class about this issue?

Cookie: Why?

Cookie: You have a lot of friends there

TaeX2: Exactly!

Cookie: …

Cookie: Elaborate

TaeX2: If I tell them I think Jungkook has beef with me, they might get protective and go up against him

TaeX2: Case A – Jungkook wins and my friends get hurt

TaeX2: Case B – My friends win and Jungkook gets hurt

TaeX2: Case C – Regardless who wins, both parties get hurt

TaeX2: I’d rather just run

TaeX2: Being a coward’s a pretty healthy way of life :)

Cookie: I don’t understand…

Cookie: Why do you care if Jungkook gets hurt when you just said you don’t know anything about him?

TaeX2: 0_0

TaeX2: What’s that got to do with anything?

TaeX2: I wouldn’t want someone to get hurt when I don’t even know for sure if they have ill intentions towards me

Cookie: WHAT?!

Cookie: Taehyung are you randomly pulling stuff out of your ?

Cookie: You’re contradicting yourself

Cookie: A minute ago you were hella sure Jungkook was out to get you

Cookie: Now you say this

Cookie: Get your story straight, man!

TaeX2: I’m aware that he may or may not have any ill intentions, but until it’s confirmed one way or the other it’s both at the same time

TaeX2: It’s a Schrödinger’s cat kinda thing :)

Cookie: So open the lid and confirm it!

TaeX2: HELL NO!

Cookie: WHY??!!

TaeX2: Unnecessary risk I’m not willing to take

TaeX2: I don’t wanna find the cat dead, so the lid’s gonna stay closed

Cookie:

TaeX2: Good one XD

TaeX2: And, yes, I am a proud

TaeX2: Deal with it

Cookie: …

Cookie: So you did consider that beating you up might not be what he wants

TaeX2: I did

TaeX2: But I have no other plausible theories

Cookie: Well…

Cookie: He said he wanted to talk… so maybe he has something to confess?

TaeX2: XD

TaeX2: That’s rich

TaeX2: Jungkook confessing to someone else

TaeX2: And out of all people, a random guy XD

Cookie: What’s wrong with that?

Cookie: I didn’t mean that kind of confession, but still…

TaeX2: Nothing’s wrong with it

TaeX2: It’d just be a funny twist

TaeX2: And unexpected XD

Cookie: So…

Cookie: There’s nothing wrong with a guy confessing to another guy?

TaeX2: No

TaeX2: IMO at least

TaeX2: And I’d totally get it if it were Namjoon or Yoongi since they’re so cool and well known

TaeX2: But with me…

Cookie: What’s wrong with you?

Cookie: You’re also well known

Cookie: Which is probably how Jungkook learned your name

TaeX2: I guess…

TaeX2: Anyway

TaeX2: My personality doesn’t scream boyfriend material or cool

TaeX2: The last girl I tried to get close to said I was too childish

TaeX2: And quite a few girls told me I misuse my handsome face by making weird expressions

TaeX2: Guess I’m too funny for some people to handle XD

Cookie: At least you’ve got a positive attitude going for’ya

TaeX2: IKR

Cookie: So why not put it to use by confronting Jungkook and seeing what he wants?

TaeX2: NO

Cookie: If you’re scared, you can tell me when you plan to go and talk to him and I’ll make sure to be around and not let him hurt you :)

TaeX2: Awwww

TaeX2: Sweet Cookie-pie…

Cookie: Eew…

TaeX2: Thanks for the offer, but it ain’t happening

TaeX2: I’m not gonna go near him

Cookie: …

There was no way in this situation for Jungkook to confess that he was Cookie. Or the other way around. An online persona could say and lie about anything, so Jungkook thought it’d be best if he approached Taehyung as Jungkook and let him in on the fact that they had been talking and playing together for quite a few months so, maybe, they could try hanging out in real life as well. But that didn’t go that well for him, partially due to his reputation, partially due to his nerves that made him state his request in a way that sounded like an aggressive demand and partially due to Taehyung having a paranoid mind alongside a wild imagination.

Jungkook felt a bit sad and disheartened that his real life self had been rejected without even being given a proper chance. He gave up on approaching Taehyung for the time being, but the latter still ran whenever he saw him.

One day, as Jungkook was walking down the hallway, he saw Taehyung notice him, turn around and run behind a corner with the speed that a magician used to make something disappear. Jungkook stopped in his tracks and sighed. Then he saw Taehyung cautiously peeking from behind the corner and saying:

T: “Jungkook… When you said you wanted to talk, did that mean talking with your fists?”

J: “…No.”

T: “So you don’t wanna beat me up for bumping into you that time or any other reason…”

J: “No.”

T: “Okay.” Taehyung said, coming out from behind the corner and standing in front of Jungkook. “What did you want to talk about?”

Jungkook was surprised that Taehyung overcame his fear and approached him on his own accord, but he was still slightly bitter and there were too many people around for the kind of talk he originally had in mind, so he just said:

J: “It doesn’t matter anymore.”

Then he walked away with his eyes cast down.

For a good while after that, the incident kept eating away at Taehyung, making him unsettled enough to approach Jungkook again and ask:

T: “Hey, tell me what you wanted to talk about that time. I’m all ears. Well… a big part of me is ears.” Taehyung said, pulling the lobes of his ears to the side to showcase how big they were and maybe amuse Jungkook enough to get him talking.

However, Jungkook furrowed his eyebrows, looked to the side and just walked away after saying:

J: “I said it doesn’t matter anymore.”

It mattered to Taehyung. At first, he was just really curious as to what Jungkook wanted to talk about. Then he started feeling guilty about running away from Jungkook so often like he had the plague and assuming the worst when Jungkook probably needed something from Taehyung.

But then, after paying a lot of attention to Jungkook in order to find opportunities to go ask him again and noticing that lately Jungkook was almost always down or absentminded, Taehyung’s mind went places without him having any control over the steering wheel. The scenarios that often rattled Taehyung’s mind usually involved Jungkook being in some kind of trouble and needing Taehyung’s help specifically, which Taehyung had denied him because he assumed the worst about him for superficial reasons. Taehyung’s imagination was making him panic again and he tried to approach Jungkook on other occasions as well, but he just couldn’t catch him alone so he could bring up the subject.

To make matters worse, he couldn’t catch Cookie online to talk to him either, so he ended up leaving quite a few messages.

TaeX2: Hey, Cookie

TaeX2: Cookie, you there?

TaeX2: Coooookiiiiieeeeee

TaeX2: Heeeelllooooo! Anyone there?

TaeX2: Cookie?

TaeX2: COOKIE!

TaeX2: No? :(

TaeX2: Cookie?

Cookie: What?

TaeX2: Cookie!

TaeX2: You’re alive!

TaeX2: I’m so glad T_T

Cookie: What the hell?

TaeX2: Why haven’t you been online the last few days?

Cookie: I’ve… had stuff on my mind…

TaeX2: Oh no…

TaeX2: Not you too!

TaeX2: Cookie, if you’re caught up in some sinister game made some shady organization that’s gonna ultimately lead you into the afterlife, please tell me

TaeX2: I promise I’ll anything I can to help

Cookie: Uhm… thanks…

Cookie: If I’m ever gonna end up in such an anime-like scenario, I’ll make sure to tell you

TaeX2: Good

TaeX2: Meanwhile… you’re probably dealing with something more realistic…

TaeX2: Can I help?

TaeX2: You can ask anything of me

TaeX2: Cookie?

Cookie: Alright

Cookie: I’m gonna ask you

Cookie: Let’s say you’re a certain way other people don’t expect you to be…

Cookie: Would you tell them?

TaeX2: Yes

Cookie: …

Cookie: That answer came way too quick

Cookie: Did you even process the question?

TaeX2: I did

TaeX2: If you phrase it in such a general way, the processing and the answering’s gonna be easy to do quickly

Cookie: Okay… then…

Cookie: If I like something that my parents, especially my dad, would not like me linking, should I tell them?

TaeX2: No

Cookie: THAT ANSWER CAME WAY TOO QUICKLY, TEAHYUNG!

TaeX2: First off…

TaeX2: You’re avoiding telling ME about this issue and we might be friends, but I’m basically a stranger you chat with online and can’t do anything to you or about that issue

TaeX2: If you’re so hesitant in telling even me, how are you gonna state it to your parents?

TaeX2: Second…

TaeX2: This might just be my impression, but you don’t seem that accepting of that part of yourself yet either

TaeX2: So how are you gonna make someone else accept it?

TaeX2: I think you should own it more before you reveal it

TaeX2: Otherwise, if you’re gonna face criticism, opposition or other types of adversity, you’re gonna be pretty weak against them

TaeX2: Does that make sense?

Cookie: …

Cookie: More sense than I ever expected you to make…

TaeX2: XD

TaeX2: Achievement unlocked

Cookie: :)

Cookie: You said you were childish…

Cookie: I never expected you to have this kind of mature side to you…

TaeX2: But the question is – Did this help in any way?

Cookie: Yup ^_^

TaeX2: ^_^

TaeX2: Cool

TaeX2: Glad to hear that

Cookie: So what’s been going on with you?

TaeX2: …

TaeX2: T_T

TaeX2: Aaaaaaaa

TaeX2: There’s something wrong with Jungkook

Cookie: …Ha?

TaeX2: He’s been constantly looking troubled lately

TaeX2: And I can’t catch him alone to talk to him

TaeX2: Not that he wants to talk to me…

TaeX2: And I mean I get it, since I’ve ran away from him for stupid reason many times…

TaeX2: Now the guilt’s killing me

TaeX2: Maybe he wanted my help with something

TaeX2: Maybe something serious

TaeX2: And I was an …

TaeX2: But I ended up worried…

TaeX2: And I can’t leave things alone like this

TaeX2: I gotta figure out what to do

TaeX2: Ideas?

Cookie: …

Cookie: Don’t tell me you…

Cookie: Now you’re worrying over him?!

TaeX2: Didn’t I just say that?

Cookie: Oh, boy…

Cookie: You’ve gotta be kidding me!

Cookie: You made this mess

Cookie: YOU deal with it!

Cookie: Bye

TaeX2: What?

TaeX2: C’mon, Cookie…

TaeX2: Cookie?

TaeX2: …

TaeX2: Damn

Taehyung was left to his own devices and, for a while, he continued to look for an opportunity to talk to Jungkook alone. Such an opportunity did not show itself, so Taehyung got fed up and decided to create his own by suddenly grabbing Jungkook’s elbow and dragging him behind the gym.

If Taehyung wasn’t fairly known for being a coward when it came to physical confrontation, people who saw the scene would have thought he was going to challenge Jungkook and would have followed them to see the events unfolding. If Jungkook didn’t already know what intentions were behind Taehyung’s action, he would not have let himself be dragged anywhere.

If Taehyung had known that, as soon as he was face to face with Jungkook behind the gym, he would forget everything he wanted to say, he would have written himself a script to carry around. But he had no script and Taehyung remained silent for a few second until Jungkook decided to break the ice:

J: “So?”

T: “How’ve you been?”

J: “Fine.”

T: “Lie!”

J: “Doesn’t concern you if it is.”

T: “Apparently, it does concern me.”

J: “Why get concerned? What business do you have with me?”

T: “What business did you have with me in the beginning?”

J: “Like I said a hundred times by now – It’s doesn’t matter anym…”

T: “It matters to me!”

J: “Why?”

T: “Cause I acted like an , I’m sorry and I wanna make up for it, especially if it’s related in any way with you looking down lately.”

Jungkook stared at Taehyung for a few seconds, then turned his head to the side and let out a very small laugh before saying:

J: “Such a considerate guy, aren’t’ya?”

T: “Yup.” Taehyung answered cheerfully, then realized something that made him shake his head and shake his smile away as he said: “Scratch that. I’m not. If I were, we wouldn’t be here like this right now.”

J: “I guess…”

T: “Tell me what you initially wanted to talk about. Please?”

J: “Well… the thing is, you always seemed like a nice and fun guy, so… I guess I wanted to ask if you’d like to hang out sometime…”

Jungkook was pretty embarrassed admitting this, although it was only half of the truth, so he turned his eyes away as he talked and brought them back to Taehyung only after he realized the silence was too long following his confession. He saw Taehyung with his mouth and eyes frozen in a widely open state and with his hands grabbing his head as he said:

T: “I kept running from you and assuming the worst when, all along, you wanted something like this?!”

J: “…”

T: “Jungkook, I’m sorry!” Taehyung practically shouted, taking another 90 degrees bow which made Jungkook chuckle.

J: “You keep apologizing like this… I think you’ve watched too much anime.”

T: “You watch anime too?”

J: “No.” Jungkook answered quickly, then mentally kicked himself for lying about that for no good reason at all, especially since it was what had made him Cookie and had brought him and Taehyung together in the first place.

T: “Anyway, I really deserve getting punched by you now, so go on. Do your worst.” Taehyung said shutting his eyes tightly.

J: “Taehyung, I don’t wanna punch you.”

T: “It’ll make me feel better. We’ll be even and start from zero. So, come on – let out everything you’ve got pent up in one quick blow.” Taehyung instructed, keeping his eyes tightly shut as he gestured with his hands for Jungkook to come at him.

Nothing happened for quite a few seconds and Taehyung thought Jungkook had left since he couldn’t hear anything either. Then, all of a sudden, he felt a hand on his shoulder and a light kiss on his lips. By the time he opened his eyes, Jungkook was already behind him, walking away swiftly.

Taehyung didn’t go after him, he didn’t even turn back to watch him go. He remained in place, completely still, turned statue from the shock.

For the rest of the day, Taehyung did not say a word to anybody and the following days weren’t much better. His friends were starting to theorize that what was happening to Taehyung had something to do with the paranormal side, because he would often stare blankly into space, make faces like he was having a heated conversation with himself and jump out of his skin whenever someone touched him.

He didn’t even go online for quite a while but, when he did, he received a message from Cookie, which he answered almost on autopilot.

Cookie: Hey, Taehyung! What’s up?

TaeX2: Hey, Cookie

Cookie: You haven’t said anything in almost a week. Something wrong?

TaeX2: No

Cookie: …

Cookie: You’re answering slow and in very few words… That’s not like you…

Cookie: Did something happen?

TaeX2: Something always happens

TaeX2: If you’re alive and not surrounded by void…

Cookie: Cut the smart-talk

Cookie: What happened?

TaeX2: Let’s not talk about it... How have you been?

Cookie: …

Cookie: Peachy

Cookie: Tell me what happened!

TaeX2: I said – Let’s not talk about it!

Cookie: Tae…

Cookie: Did something happen with Jungkook?

TaeX2: What?! No!

TaeX2: Well…

TaeX2: Okay, yes.

TaeX2: But I can’t tell you, so let’s not talk about it

Cookie: Why not?

Cookie: You always tell me everything, why not this?

TaeX2: I just can’t tell you, so let’s drop it

TaeX2: Please

Cookie: Come on, Tae…

TaeX2: No. Drop it.

Cookie: …

TaeX2: Sorry, Cookie…

Cookie: Just tell me why you can’t tell me

TaeX2: Because it involves him too

TaeX2: And it’d be rude to Jungkook if I told you

Cookie: …

Cookie: You’re… really considerate towards him I see…

TaeX2: I’m a considerate guy, you know :)

TeaX2: I mean… usually I am…

Cookie: Yeah…

Cookie: It’s pretty nice of you to not tell on him to your internet friend

Cookie: Even though he kissed you out of the blue and split the scene like a coward…

TaeX2: WHAT?!

TaeX2: HOW?!

TaeX2: WHY DO YOU KNOW THIS?!

Cookie: I was around when it happened…

Cookie: You know… looking out for you… like I told you I would

TaeX2: Oh

TaeX2: PLEASE DON’T TELL ANYONE, COOKIE!!!

TaeX2: Please

TaeX2: Pretty please with cherries on top?

Cookie: Why?

TaeX2: It’s not gonna go well for him if this gets out

TaeX2: You know he’s pretty popular

TaeX2: People will talk all sorts of

TaeX2: Rumors will spread

TaeX2: Things will get blown out of proportions

TaeX2: I don’t want that…

Cookie: You know… people will talk about you too if this gets out…

Cookie: Especially if you’re siding with him so obviously…

TaeX2: Oh…

TaeX2: Haven’t thought about that…

Cookie: Why are you being so considerate towards him?

Cookie: When he freaking KISSED you and RAN AWAY???

TaeX2: Give him a break, will’ya?

TaeX2: Admitting you have a thing for someone is hard

TaeX2: Admitting you have a thing for someone of the same gender must be ten times harder

TaeX2: I would have run away and hidden myself on the other side of the planet

Cookie: …

Cookie: I don’t think that’s what you would do, but okay…

Cookie: So you’re being very lenient with him for running away… but

Cookie: How do you feel about the other part?

TaeX2: About which part exactly?

Cookie: Him having a thing for you

TaeX2: Oh

TaeX2: I don’t know…

TaeX2: All sorts of ways I guess…

TaeX2: Also relieved

Cookie: ?

Cookie: Relieved?

TaeX2: You know I said he seemed troubled lately?

TaeX2: I’m guessing this is what was troubling him

TaeX2: I think I’m right about that, so I’m relieved

TaeX2: That it’s this and not something more serious I mean

Cookie: WTF

Cookie: HOW IS THIS NOT SERIOUS???

Cookie: What’s wrong with you, Taehyung?!!!

TaeX2: YOU DON’T KNOW WHAT SCENARIOS I THOUGHT ABOUT!

TaeX2: I thought someone in his family was dying

TaeX2: Or he was getting blackmailed

TaeX2: Or he was caught in some creepy game where all the players end up sold on the black market for their organs

Cookie: …

Cookie: O…kay…

TaeX2: I have a wild imagination, okay?

TaeX2: And I was worried

TaeX2: Compared to any of those scenarios, this might be serious, but it’s definitely less scary

TaeX2: So he likes me

TaeX2: …I think

TaeX2: Or he’s playing a prank on me…

TaeX2: But I don’t see him doing something like that and nothing’s happened ever since…

TaeX2: So I guess it’s the first option

TaeX2: …I think

Cookie: So…

Cookie: How do you feel about him linking you?

Cookie: …Besides relieved

TaeX2: Anxious

Cookie: Anxious?

TaeX2: I’m guessing he’s feeling anxious after what happened. I mean… wouldn’t anyone? I really wanna just go to him and say it’s okay. Pat him on the back and tell him not to worry. But saying just that wouldn’t be enough, right? It would also be kinda rude too… But I don’t know what else to say at this point. I’m so confused and I might be trippin… Maybe him being troubled recently has nothing to do with this. Maybe he’s totally fine with liking guys and this isn’t such a big deal to him and I’m just here blowing things out of proportions. Maybe I’m being arrogant in assuming that kiss means that he likes me? Maybe I just dreamt up the whole thing… I DON’T KNOW!

Cookie: No…

Cookie: You didn’t dream the whole thing

Cookie: I was there

Cookie: It happened

TaeX2: Glad that’s one thing that’s settled then…

Cookie: And… this is just my opinion but… I don’t think you’re being arrogant in thinking that he likes you… I think he really does

Cookie: …

Cookie: Taehyung?

TaeX2: WHY does he like me?

TaeX2: We’ve barely ever spoken to each other…

TaeX2: Are my looks his type?

TaeX2: I’m not that special…

Cookie: WRONG!

Cookie: You ARE special!

Cookie: You’re friendly, funny, cool, open minded, occasionally mature and you’re really nice

Cookie: Just take your worrying over him and not wanting to cause him trouble by letting others know about the kiss…

Cookie: Your looks are just the cherry on top

Cookie: There are loads of reasons to like you

Cookie: And…

Cookie: Jungkook probably noticed them too

Cookie: …

Cookie: Tae?

TaeX2: Give me a sec…

TaeX2: WHOA! I feel so flustered after you said all that XD

TaeX2: My stomach’s in knots XD

TaeX2: You’re so gonna get a YES whenever you’ll ask a girl out

Cookie: …

Cookie: I don’t think so…

Cookie: I’m not good at conveying my feelings IRL

Cookie: Also, I don’t plan on asking any girl out anytime soon…

TaeX2: Aww, too bad…

Cookie: Anyway, back to your (sorta) love life… What are you gonna do?

Cookie: About Jungkook I mean

TaeX2: Ask him out on a date

Cookie: WHAT?!!

Cookie: Wait, wait, wait, wait… Let me express that right…

Cookie: WHHHHAAAAAAAT???????!!!!!!!!

TaeX2: Hear me out

TaeX2: I’m only running around in circles if I try to figure out what he’s thinking and feeling by myself

TaeX2: It’s better to actually talk to him openly

TaeX2: This whole thing has gotten so confusing right now most likely because I didn’t have a proper conversation with him when I should’ve

TaeX2: Also…

TaeX2: It’ll probably be easier for me to figure out how I feel about this whole matter if I have the person in front of me

TaeX2: Also…

TaeX2: I feel guilty about keeping him hanging so long

TaeX2: Also…

Cookie: So many alsos…

Cookie: Well?

Cookie: What else?

TaeX2: I WANNA HEAR HIM SAY THINGS TO ME STRAIGHTFORWARDLY, DAMN IT!

Cookie: …

TaeX2: Pfew…

TaeX2: It was exhausting keeping all of this to myself

TaeX2: Thanks for listening, Cookie! <3

TaeX2: I’ll buy you soda whenever you’ll decide to reveal yourself to me IRL :D

Cookie: Promise?

TaeX2: Yup!

 

 

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Keiko775 #1
Chapter 13: I loooooooved reading all in !! A friend recommended this to me and she was sooo right : author-nim, you’re reallllly good !!
vulture
#2
Chapter 13: I don't understand how after all this time and after all these stories, I'm still caught off guard about the level of maturity you can get to. And I don't think I could have even grasped at that if it weren't for your stories, cause this side of you doesn't show this much on a day to day basis. Not to this level.

Now I understand why you said your stories always get deep, but they always, every single time end up making so much sense and leaving me with a feeling of fulfillment and earning for more, earning for a change, to be better. And I'm gonna be honest, I can't remember when the last time that happened was. But surely not after/while reading a piece of fanfiction.

You are so knowledgeable and it feels like you did so much research for this story and everything tied in absolutely perfectly. I remember the story sort of started from Taehyung's point of view, mainly, and then shifted to Jungkook's and that transition was so smooth I can't even recall when it happened.

Ok, that's all. Many words of praise for your amazing brain. I don't know what else to say.
hatsune_asuna #3
Chapter 13: Oh. Oh my god... i'm wondering how mature you are. They said the art reflects the artist and i guess you are really awesome.

And this isn't even included in emotional roller coaster but there's this part of my heart that swelling too much because this is too good, amazing, *mention all the positive words*!

I hope you'll write more and keep ur story because i'll definitely read it again, again and again.
ChongJojunBalsa1
#4
Chapter 13: You really are a genius :) How do you come up with these great ideas of stories? The content is really original and it's amazingly well-written. And i feel like i learned so much from this story. Thank you for these veautiful stories. This one is definitely my new favorite <3 somehow Taehyung's character in this makes me think of Yoongi :P
kira4444
#5
Chapter 13: I must have read thousands of fanfics but this is the first time I feel absolutely compelled to comment on one. It is that beautiful a story. I've been following all your stories auther-nim and the one aspect I love the most is that they have actual original content. They're not empty settings just to fill up chapters before the happy ending but they actually paint real characters and guide you through their journey of self discovery. I felt enriched after reading this story, learned many new things about the world and some about myself. Throughout the story I kept rooting for Taehyung to maintain his rational persona till the end, so when he broke down and gave in to his emotions, I kinda broke down myself. Thank you for writing such beautiful stories! If you were to ever write professionally I'm sure you'll do awesome! ^~^
ukisslover26
#6
Chapter 13: I'm crying ;;; such a beautiful, wonderful story! Thank you so so much for always writing such amazing stories that have such an effect on people < 3
789456123
#7
Me begining All In : "This sounds like a fun story to read !"
/psychological tag happens/ "Oh well, that's not... It's complicated and frustrating..."
Also me : continue reading this like hooked on a psychological thriller

I didn't regret spending my Friday night on that, it was A-MA-ZING
Thank you ♥
ukisslover26
#8
Chapter 12: So cute and hot at the same time, I can't- I just liven them so much ahhhh
ukisslover26
#9
Chapter 11: I'm squealing I love them so much it hurts- I'm so soft ;u;