to be honest, i don't really know what this is. i was supposed to write something for sana’s birthday but it turned into namo and i kinda just went with it. this is my first fanfic and i honestly don’t know where i was going with this but here it is lol. the timeline of everything is really confusing but i hope its understandable for the most part. if it looks rush, it's because it is. it's also inspired by ed sheeran’s perfect. mostly nayeon centric.