Dear Hobi-hyung,

Why does my heart feel so heavy?

No. I can't feel this way about you.

I don't know how it happened... or when. Maybe it was when we were with our friends, how you always took care of me then, even when you thought I wasn't paying attention. I tried to take care of you too. I'm sorry it was never enough. But I still loved you... correction: love.

I was content with just watching you, despite knowing you loved her. I wanted to impress you, to show you I deserved your love.

But who am I kidding? There is no reason to love someone like me.

You choose her. You left me all alone. I'll miss you, hyung. Maybe one day we will meet again. Maybe by then my feelings will have changed.

Till then, I wish you the upmost of happiness.

And, something I never got the chance to say,

I love you.

Always, Jimin.