Nothing Was Enough
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Jonghyun's sudden death shocked every each of us. His pains that we never notice make us regret today. I miss you, Kim Jonghyun.
This is my thought on Jonghyun’s death. I wanted to help him but I can’t. As a fan, he always has a spot for himself in my heart. What he actually wanted to hear was he did good. He did great. His musics were among the bests. He needed support that we failed to give. He needed help that we failed to notice. I miss you Kim Jonghyun.
Sorry if this story offends some of you. I just need to write out my thoughts. I hoped he stayed a bit longer. But it has happened, so I pray the best for him.
Thanks for reading.
*I did not mention his name in this story to pay him respects. This story was inspired by him but never he as the character in this story. I love him so much and really depressed at his death. There is no any intention in writing this story.
Foreword
Looks. Success. Money. Fame. Name it all, he has everything. Everthing, except for one thing. Happiness. It has been so long that he felt happiness that he has forgotten on how to be happy.
It is true. Money cannot buy happiness.
“What more do I need to live?”
“Why I was the only one to blame?”
“Why others never wrong?”
“Please, stay strong.”
“What am I supposed to do?”
“Nothing’s ever enough for me.”
“How should I end these pains?”
“Think about your family, friends.”
“Don’t be selfish.”
“No. Don’t ever think about it....”
“....suicide.”
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