When someone is experiencing a painful situation within his or her life and they feel like they're about to burst, it's normal for them to close their eyes and count until they're calm once more. For the reckless Mi Kyoung, she has to endure quite a bit. Due to past experiences, her heart is torn and a wall has been built.

But when she's forced to go to Korea and work with the fun and quirky--but slightly annoying--JYJ for a project, she's taught that it's alright to rely on others. It's alright for her to let others see her pain. 

On this journey of fixing what was broken, she creates strong relationships with the people around her...and maybe she will have a chance at love.

~Preview~

            “Mi Kyoung! Look! He’s there! On the screen!” Jang Mi’s high-pitched voice split the air. Sometimes, I wondered if I would ever get used to her fan-girl moments. I felt like it had been just my luck when I was introduced to a girl who had been a k-pop fan-girl ever since she was born. And to think, we were going to be a singing pair together.

Even now, I don’t think I would ever get used to her personality. When I expected to nicely sit in my uncles’ living room watching the actual premier of Yoochun’s drama with my group member, she obviously went against those expectations. Out of the two of us who were set to debut in the far future together, I could easily tell who was supposed to portray the “cute” personality.

            As the two of us entered the room, I was the only one who curled up on the couch while Jang Mi plopped herself down on the floor, her face inches in front of the television. During the commercials before the drama started, she began to freak out, rocking back and forth as she clutched her slim legs to her chest. Her entire appearance seemed to be naturally cute. Her shoulder length auburn hair was pulled up into a messy bun, and her shirt was a sweet pastel green matched with pure white shorts just screaming ‘aegyo’. Even her face was sweet and cute, what with the heart shaped bone structure, and big brown eyes. Tilting my head, the question as to whether or not I should envy my new friend entered my mind. It was obvious that I would never look half as cute if I tried to bite on my nails like she did in anticipation for my sunbae’s new drama; that same sunbae who I haven’t seen since the press conference. Truthfully, I haven’t seen any of our three sunbaes since I met Jang Mi.

            “Yah! Mi Kyoung! You’re not even paying attention to his interview!” the girl yelled at me when she caught me staring off into space. Blinking, I reluctantly moved my gaze towards the screen. Ever since I’ve been forced to bond with Jang Mi, I had to listen to her endless chatter about how “Oppa” and I would look so good together. It drove me so insane that I refused to even look at Yoochun’s face. It got so bad that I would even cringe at the sound of someone uttering his name. He was just my friend; the friend who I easily get annoyed with whenever he opens his mouth or settles his eyes upon my own. “You’re supposed to be in love with him, yet there you are not even looking at him after months!” she ranted, going back to look at the screen. “I mean look at—” Her constant stream of angry words instantly faded away as I stared at the laughing man on the screen. The man who was supposed to be my friend. The man who was supposed to annoy me to no end. The man who had the sweetest voice I ever heard. The man who wasn’t supposed to make my heart race like it was at the moment…what was happening to me?