(Forgive me for my bad english <3)

I admit,i loved the awkward one, i loved the silly one, i loved the one who always smile and take care of his fans sincerely. Eventhough he cant really dance... I still love him.Eventhough he cant sing like his other member... I still love him and it hurts me so much when everytime he is way too underrated.It hurts. It hurts deeply. 

Once.. I saw a comment about him... The person said that the other member's talent is more important than (his) talent... Its okay even this guy loses his talents but its not okay for the other member to lose it. Im tired.Im tired watching him being low.Im tired hearing people said that he can't do that he can't do this.

Recently, he is sick.I cried. I cried for two days...whenever i think about him... Every.single.time. when i worried about his meal...i worried about his well being.I cried. I also cried when the ones close to him died. I cried. I really did. 

This is the first time i cried for a man. This is the first time i cried for a non family member. This is the first time i cried for someone who does not even know i exist. What a hurtful truth. Well,it is better than a beautiful lies.

I just want to hug him and say

You are beautiful

You are more than what you think you are

For me..

You are my happiness...because whenever im sad i looked at your pictures and just like that...i feel like my world is brighter.

So...believe me... Im here. Im here.. Somewhere in this world. Dont worry and dont be sad honey... Because i will always be by your side.

Always...