“ Namjoon , look what I got “ Yoongi excitingly waved a piece of paper in front of Namjoon 

 

“ What’s That , hyung ? “ Namjoon tried to narrow his eyes to see what is it not until ...” Holy hyung ! You got that Jimin kid number ? “ Yoongi nodded “ Wow , that’s my hyung “ 

 

“ I know I’m charming even Jimin can’t resist my charm “ Yoongi bragged , and it was only made Namjoon made a gag sound 

 

“ You , brat . I shouldn’t buy you your americano.... hmmmm “ Yoongi dramatically shook his head with his left hand held two cups of drinks 

 

“ Ahhh no no ... Yoongi hyung is a genius. Wow you are amazing hyung ! Can I have my americano now ? “ Namjoon smiled widely at Yoongi only to get a knock on his head 

 

“ Such a brat bro I have “ and handed it to Namjoon 

 

“ Owww hyung , I know you love me “ And then both laughed 

 

“ Where should I take Jimin too ? Ohh wait I haven’t even contact him .. Nam-NAMJOON “ Yoongi yelled loudly and it caught everyone attention because.... Namjoon went unconscious next to him , holding his now spilling-americano-cup . 

 

Some of the students rushed to tell the professors and some helped Yoongi lifted Namjoon up . Yoongi knew . It time . 

 

-

 

Namjoon unconsciously opened his eyes . He tried to open it , only to felt like want to close . So he decided to close . But he heard what others talking .

 

“ ...... two months and if we find another suitable heart for him , I will tell you . Please , have faith in him . He looked too young for this and I’m sure our hospital will try our best to . Don’t worry , madam and sir ! We will do our best “ and with that , Namjoon heard the door closed along with his mom sobbing hard and his father heavily sigh . 

 

Namjoon tried not think about his past . Tried not to think about when he cut his wrist to finish his life when the doctor said he had heart disease, only if they found the suitable heart so he could continue his life . Yoongi, his bestfriend , his childhood friend & brother , found him laid unconscious in his bed when he came to comfort Namjoon about the news . After setting food in Namjoon bedroom , only to found bedsheet stained with blood . 

 

They encouraged Namjoon , but he knew it time . Time over .

 

He felt a drop of liquid flowing down from his eye. And then a soft hand whipped it off . 

 

“ Joonie “ It was Yoongi “ you told me you will graduate music major with me . We even save money for our own studio . Hoseok said he will try to finish school at State as soon as possible so three of us can produce musics together. You remember right? Please , fight with it . You also promise to find my first son name , you-you can’t just go like this . Nam-Namjoon please... I-I beg you Joon . My bro , wake up and fight with it .... “ with that , Namjoon heard Yoongi starting to cry . 

 

“ Hyung , please don’t cry ! Joonie hyung will never like seeing you like this shuu shuu he will win this hyung “ Namjoon frowned . Whose voice is this ? Sweet and .... ah it must be Jimin . 

 

“ But minnie , What-what.... Namjoon Namjoon ... open your eyes . Please !!! “ Yoongi tried to speak something and Namjoon hated hearing his hyung sound like this so he squeezed Yoongi hand , sighed as he awoken . Yoongi whipped his tears roughly and smiled at Namjoon .

 

“ Hyung ! Stop being drama . I’m fine . Really “ Namjoon tried to speak and it was his first sentence after he woke up , his mouth attached to oxygen machine. “ I’m fine hyung . You scared Jiminie “ And he smiled at them 

 

“ Hi , Namjoon hyung ! Are you feeling okay ? Need me to call a nurse ? “ Namjoon shook his head , and Jimin nodded.

 

“ I already told mom and dad to leave . They will be back tomorrow . I will stay here with you when I sent Jimin back “ Yoongi said 

 

“ Ahh Jimin Sorry ! It’s kind of embarrassed to meet you officially at this occasion “ Namjoon smirked.  when he said officially , Jimin cheeks turned rosy . 

 

“ Ahh yeah ! It’s okay hyung ! Please get better soon so we can have meal together officially ! “ Jimin smiled , shyly .

 

“ Rest Namjoon and stop teasing my jiminie “ Yoongi warned , there was no venom in the word . 

 

“ Ahhh Okay , Your Jiminie “ Namjoon laughed , Yoongi groaned and Jimin shyly hid at Yoongi side . “ You should send Jimin home now ... I will see you later , Jimin . Bye and oh don’t forget to give hyung goodbye kiss so he doesn’t need to groan at me when he here . “ Namjoon this time laugh loudly . The door closed but he managed to caught Jimin whined ‘ OMG ‘ And Yoongi ‘ I will kill him later ‘ .

 

It was silent when Yoongi gone . And it was only 9 too . He took his phone to scrolled through the SNS to killed time . He scrolled and scrolled till his eyes caught with one twt profile @ItSeokjin , posted photos with caption : Ahhh ~~~ tonight skyline is so beautiful. The first photo was him - the Seokjin guy , maybe it was his name Namjoon though- stood at the balcony doing V pose , and many houses as background . The next photo was the sky . Namjoon looked at the selca once again , and felt ... weird - like his heart beating really fast . Well , Namjoon has to admit that this account owner is so cute yet handsome and hot at the same time . This when the door cracked open , reveled one of the nurse . 

 

“ You should take your medicine , son “ the nurse seemed kind , a bit old like fairly godmother in Cinderella movie . Namjoon smiled , but hesitant to take the medicines . He didn’t know why he needed to fight when he already waited for 15 years when there wasn’t any suitable heart for him 

 

“ Take it son and soon you will be alright . Also , I got you this “ She pulled out a gummy bear jelly. “ After eat the medicines , you can have it “ 

 

Namjoon smiled to her . She was like his grandmother, whose passed away already, always gave him a candy after he ate medicines

 

“ Thank you “ Namjoon gladly took the medicine and the jelly  . 

 

“ Sleep well “ she was out . 

 

Namjoon ate the medicines , not before Yoongi returned 

 

“ Hey “ Yoongi said 

 

“ Hey “ Namjoon swallowed the medicines and jelly after that .

 

“ are you tired? “ Yoongi asked 

 

“ I’m fine ! What’s wrong ? “ Namjoon asked back 

 

“ nothing! Just Hoseok want to meet you . I told him “ Namjoon wanted to say something but Yoongi beats

 

“ Ah ha no , he’s already knew . I will call him “ 

 

After a minute or two , the video call accepted .

 

“ Yoongi hyung , lets me meet Namjoon my bro “ Hoseok screamed loudly , but the two already used to it 

 

“ Fine ! He doesn’t run anyway “ Yoongi have his phone to Namjoon 

 

“ Hey , Hope ! How are you there ? “ And Hoseok started to broke down “ Damn hope , I’m fine really . We will meet soon “  

 

“ I can’t be there for you , Joonie! What’s kind of bro I am ? “ 

 

“ Ahh no Yoongi will look after me and don’t worry Hobi , Joonie is Fine . Joonie will wait for you to return so the three musketeers will be back “ All of them laughed 

 

“ Damn , Joonie ! Please , stay healthy and I will send you your favorite jelly . “ 

 

“ Yes yes , Hobi are the best ..... thanks Hobi and ... * Yawns * Sorry kinda feel tired now “

 

“ Ahh it’s fine ! Sleep , Joonie . “ Namjoon nodded and handed Yoongi the phone . 

 

“ Bye Hoseok ! I will take care of Joonie . Don’t worry , and stop crying or think too much . You promised to come back home after graduate this year “ 

 

“ I know hyung ! Good night “ Namjoon waved sleepily , while Yoongi was clicking the END bottom off with ‘ Bye Hobi ‘ 

 

“ Hey hyung ! How many days that I sleep ? “ Namjoon asked 

 

“ Two days “ Yoongi replied 

 

“ Ahhh Okay So you and Jimin? “ Yoongi nodded . “ I’m happy for you hyung “ 

 

“ You will find someone too , Joonie! Now rest! “ Namjoon nodded obediently . 

 

Namjoon closed his eyes to asked sleep to take him to dreamland. 

 

-

 

Namjoon opened his eyes , rubbed it sleepily . He blinked many times for sleep to go away. He shifted , and only that he was now not at the hospital , but somewhere else . Wait , why he wore tuxedo? His hair dyed brown ? Wasn’t it pink ? 

 

“ Namjoon , are you ready ? “ What was he ready for ? Yoongi hyung ? 

 

“ Come one ! You can’t run away now “ with that , Yoongi pulled him to somewhere. Church ? What was he even doing in church ? 

 

“ Hyung , what happens? “ Namjoon asked , only to get Yoongi disbelief look in returned 

 

“ Are you nervous till crazy ? We are at your wedding . “  Wedding? He married ? to who ? 

 

Then the door opened , revealed Jimin and the guy ? So he married guy ? Wow , dream also knew he was gay . But why couldn’t he see that guy face ? Two blinks and the vow exchange finished . He didn’t know what he said . The voice startled him . 

 

“ Joonie ! You okay ? “ The guy , with blur face to Namjoon vision , asked worriedly. And it made his chest warm , without he knowing why . 

 

“ Nahhh I’m fine ! Don’t worry , love “ Cheesy !!! The guy smiled . He couldn’t see it clearly, but Namjoon knew it was the most beautiful smile ever . Yet , he didn’t know what was he saying of doing . 

 

“ So Mr. Kim Namjoon , will you gladly take the man beside your left hand as the love of your life? “ Namjoon frowned . What should he said ? 

 

“ I do “ before he could register in what he said, the answer already came out . 

 

“ And Mr. Kim S- “ 

 

-

 

“ Namjoon , NAMJOON ! ing wake up  “ Yoongi shook his shoulder tried to wake him up , and he succeeded 

 

“ what’s the hell hyung ? Don’t be so loud in my wedding day “ Namjoon groaned. A bit more , and he would knew the guy name who he was going to married to . 

 

“ Wedding day ? Are you crazy ? We are in the hospital and you are damn asleep with ‘  I do ‘ what’s the ? And beside it already 7 in the morning. Mom and dad will be here soon “ Yoongi replied . Yoongi thought Namjoon was weird and turned ... crazy . was it because of the .... no no no !!! Namjoon is okay Namjoon is Fine he wil- 

 

“ Hyung ! What the hell ? Get the bottle of water for me , will you ? “ Namjoon yelled to get Yoongi attention because well his hyung was space out . Namjoon stared at everything around him , weirdly. So that was only a dream ? Oh how he wished it to be real so bad .

 

“ Okayy Okayy . Ohh mom and dad are here . Good morning, mom . Good morning, dad “ Yoongi greeted Namjoon parents not before handed the water to Namjoon 

 

“ Morning, Yoongi “ Namjoon dad said 

 

“ Morning, Son ! Are you tired ? Go home and sleep “ Namjoon Mom said 

 

“ It Fine Mom ! Namjoon is okay and that make me less worry “ Yoongi smiled to his adopted parents 

 

Yoongi family were dead in an airplane crash- his dad his mom and his brother . So Namjoon patents adopted him . He was ten when that happened. Yoongi dad and Namjoon dad were an old bestfriend. So Namjoon parents considered him as their family , as Namjoon with his family too . They were friend since diapers. So yeah , they really cared about him like a real son . And Yoongi really appreciated it .

 

“ Go home , and sleep ! I will look after him .  Can you come at 10 ? Mom and dad need to leave for some important stuff“ madam Kim said . Namjoon thought - maybe they sold it again . 

 

“ I’m okay with it ! Bye Joonie .... Sleep well “ and with that Yoongi gone 

 

“ How is my baby boy doing ? “ Namjoon Mom patted his hair affectedly . 

 

“ I’m okay mom , dad . I will be fine “ Namjoon , himself, didn’t believe in this too . So who was he to convince his parents ? 

 

“ I promise, Namjoon . Dad will find it soon “ Namjoon dad said . It was only make thing worst . Namjoon Mom was crying . 

 

“ Mom , dad ... sorry for being your burden . “ Namjoon felt sorry . He used to thought what if he never born ? 

 

“ No , my baby ! Don’t say that . We promise we will find it soon for you . “ Namjoon mom hugged him , crying. 

 

“ Okay Mom ! “ if faked smiling make his parents feel better , he could do it . 

 

“ Excuse me , Mr Kim and Mrs Kim . May I talk to you both ? “ The door knocked and the doctor came in . 

 

“ Okay ! Rest , son ! We will be back soon . “ Namjoon nodded .

 

Namjoon felt anxious. Was his last day coming soon ? There was no suitable heart for him ? So he would be die soon ? Without seeing Hoseok ? Without joining official meal with Jimin ? Couldn’t be Hoseok or Yoongi best man ? Will never taste the taste of love ? And all of it was running in Namjoon head , it made his head hurt .

 

“ Namjoon , Baby “ madam Kim bursted through the door to Namjoon “ They found a suitable heart for you “ 

 

“ really mom ? “ And she nodded . 

 

Namjoon did felt happy a bit , but then he felt sad . Why ? First , the heart changing surgery needed more than money that they sold the cow farm and Namjoon father salary . Second , he felt like a burden . Because of his disease, their family sold almost their cow farm to cure him . Even Yoongi agreed to sold his old parents house for help . Not to mention, Hoseok father offered them - Yoongi and Namjoon- the free scholarship of high school for 2 years - that was when Namjoon heart started to get weak - and music major for 4 years . It felt like it was all his fault. His parents suffered. Yoongi sold his parents house to help and even Hoseok also involved. Third , he didn’t have anything to fight for . He knew the heart would only work for 2 years or less or more depend on the heart health , so that only meant he couldn’t stay forever anyway . So why need to burden everyone around more ? 

 

“ Errrmm Mom ! Can I have a rest ? You and dad can go . I’m all alone is okay . I will wait till Yoongi hyung is here “ His parents shared a look , didn’t trust him at all . Who will trust clumsy person ? Not his parents . “ Come on Mom . I feel excited for my changing . I need rest for that “ 

 

“ Okay . So sleep and don’t even think of walking somewhere else . I will call Yoongi for this “ Namjoon nodded

 

After his parents left a moment ago , he let himself sigh and cry - staring at the ceiling for awhole hour . Maybe it time to stopped being their burden , everyone burden . He pressed the button to call for a doctor. Soon , the doctor came .

 

“ Mr Kim , anything I can help you ? “ the doctor asked , politely 

 

“ Emmm Doctor , I heard my parents said you found the suitable heart for me ? “ Namjoon asked 

 

“ Ahh yeah! The surgery will started in Sunday “ Ohh so it was 3 days from now - it Thursday anyway “ and before surgery , we need you to rest a lot till the surgery start . Don’t worry we - “

 

“ Can I not get the surgery? “ The Doctor looked at Namjoon , shock was an evident on his face . Namjoon continued “ I knew the heart only work for 2 years or less or more if the surgery succeeds -and I knew the chance is thin , but if the surgery not I will be dead on the hospital. And I don’t want it . Can I not- “ 

 

“ No you er , Kim Namjoon ! You will have the surgery and it full stop “ Yoongi bursted the door openly loudly , startled everyone , and it made the poor doctor shocked twice 

 

“ I’m sorry , doctor for his nonsense. Please forget about what he said . I will talk to him . Now if you can Excuse us . “ Yoongi politely bowed , before the doctor closed the door behind . He tried to stay calm in-front of the doctor, but Namjoon words made his calm thin . 

 

“ WHAT THE WERE YOU SAYING  ? REFUSE YOUR HEART SURGERY. ARE YOU ING INSANE ? ANSWER ME “  Yoongi furiously shouted to Namjoon . He didn’t mean it , but Namjoon words were like knives stabbed his heart . It was also the first time Namjoon saw Yoongi this furious 

 

“ Hyung “ Namjoon cried “ You and I know , I- the heart will only last more or less than two years . Beside , I’m all of you burden is enough. I-I don’t want to give you all hope , when it only less than 5 years I can live “

 

“ Namjoon , you forget our promise? We will open a studio, we will make a music together with Hoseok . You forget ? Namjoon please ! I beg you don’t lost hope . “ Yoongi chocked on his sob , Namjoon turned his face away.

 

The Last thing he wanted to saw was his closeness people cried , before he dead . 

 

“ Can I rest now ? “ Namjoon looked at Yoongi lifelessly and it only made Yoongi heart shattering more .

 

“ Namjoon ah ! Don’t lost hope . You will never be our burden . You are my best brother . You are everyone hard-working boy from cow farm . You are mom and dad everything. Please , just-just please ! Namjoon ... “ 

 

“ Sorry hyung ! Can you leave me alone? “ Yoongi first hesitated “ I promise , no harm thing I will do “ 

 

“ I will give you time , but promise no more that kind of words okay ? I don’t want to- I - I mean I don’t like when dad and mom are sad . I will take Jimin out awhile . Will bring your favorite croissant for you as dinner “ Namjoon nodded 

 

“ Don’t do anything, stupid okay ?” Namjoon nodded , again .

 

-

 

It was 6:33 in the evening and Yoongi arrived , with Jimin , at his room . Namjoon parents did visit him while he slept , at noon .

 

“ Hii Namjoon hyung ! Are you okay now ? I pick you your favorite croissant at my favorite bakery you should try “ Jimin handed the paper bag to Namjoon 

 

“ Ohh Hi Jiminie ! Thank you “ Yoongi came , and stood next to Jimin 

 

“ Medicines yet ? “ Namjoon nodded “ Lunch? Dinner ? “ Namjoon nodded “ Drink water ? “ Namjoon nodded “ And -owww minnie why ? “ Yoongi rubbed his stomach 

 

“ Stop , Yoongi hyung ! Was like Namjoon is your prisoner or something. Don’t listen to him , Joonie hyung . Eat your bread . And I have to go now . See you when you get charge off “ 

 

“ Yay , Jimin ah ! Careful , okay ? See you when I’m better than this “ Namjoon said , offering Jimin a smile . 

 

“ I will send Jimin to the bus stop and you stay still , we still need to talk . “ Yoongi warmed , before he off . 

 

Knock knock knock 

 

“ Come in “ Namjoon shouted to The Whoever at the door . oh ! It was the same old grandma nurse from yesterday. 

 

“ Good evening , son.! “ the old lady said 

 

“ Good evening, ahjuma “ Namjoon greeted . Sit up . 

 

“ How are you ? I heard from the doctor said you refuse your ... “ Namjoon just offered her a sad smile

 

“ Why Son ? “ the old lady patted his hair . He was a bit off guard, but he liked it . Still , he leaned into the touch . 

 

“ I-I don’t think I worth it . I made everyone worry about me since I’m 12 and everything just wasn’t right since then . My family lose a lot of farm . Just because my sickness. I’m everyone burden . Beside , living less than 5 years then left and make everyone cry is not what I want . Why don’t I do it now so everyone will be fine later . And I-I have nothing to fight for . My dream ? My best bros will do it for me “ Namjoon didn’t know why he told her , but it felt so good like . 

 

“ Son , do you have a lover now ? “ She asked 

 

“ Ahhh no . No one likes me since they know I have emmm like heart problem . “ Namjoon lowers his head . A small patted on his back made he felt a bit better 

 

“ So have you ever heard about soulmate ? True love ? “ Namjoon shook his head “ Did you ever know that when you meet your soulmate, everything will be perfect, and normal ? Like you said your heart will only last less than 5 years ? “ Namjoon nodded “ trust me ! Don’t lost hope. When you meet your mate, you will know it . Just ... “ The door opened revealing Yoongi 

 

“ Eat medicines, sleep tight . I bet you will dream about what I mean soulmate “ She winked at him . Namjoon was red . “ ahhh and here , eat it after your medicines . It will help “ Namjoon accepted the gummy bear jelly . Yoongi opened the door for the old lay with a bow . She smiled to Yoongi with ‘ such a gentleman’ then left . Yoongi waited until Namjoon swallows his medicines and jelly , so that he could talk . 

 

“ Namjoon ! “ Namjoon looked at him sleepily . Ohh ! Maybe the fluent of medicines 

 

“ Hyung ! I’m sleepy ... can we talk later ? “ Yoongi nodded 

 

“ Okay , sleep well ! Hyung love you “ He kissed Namjoon forehead before heading to the sofa 

 

-

 

Namjoon yawned , cutely . It smelled nice . Was mom doing something? Chicken soup ? Wasn’t it his favorite one ? Maybe mom wanted to give him his strong power back . Namjoon then started looking at his surroundings. No , this was not his room , nor Yoongi. Was it Hoseok ? No , Hoseok had to stay at states till the next 6 month . The room looked different, somewhat felt like home . He blinked . Was he dreaming? But could in the dreamland smell food ? Namjoon reached for his phone on a night stand . Errrr what was this ? His phone ? Yes because he saw his photo with someone, well too sweet , kissing each other and no he was a Samsung user not apple user . He tested his finger passcode and unfortunately it unlocked . So it was his phone ? Wait what ? 2027 ? Ten years apart from where he used to be ? Damn he needed to wake up . But how ?? How is he- wait ! He lived more than five years ? And his heart ? It was beating loudly. It was so confusing, for Namjoon . 

 

“ Honey , you need to wake up ! Your bus will arrive soon “ Honey ? He heard the voice from the next door of his bedroom . It sounded familiar 

 

“ But Mom !!! Can I sleep more please ? TaeTae is tired “ Namjoon tried to listen to conversations 

 

“ No , Taehyung ! Wake up , and stop whining . “ So the kid name is Taehyung ? Why his house had kid ? 

 

“ Daddy! “ and the door bursted roughly. The kid ran straight from the door to the bed and jumped on him “ Daddy , TaeTae want to sleep “ Daddy ? He had a son ? Like how ? And then another man walked into his view 

 

“ Love , you can’t spoil him . He needs to go “ wait ? This man is ? The kid mom ? The kid called him daddy so this must be the mommy that Taehyung talked to awhile ago . Ahh he was the one that Namjoon married to ? Wow absolutely handsome. Wait ? That eyes and lip ? Wasn’t he the @ItSeokjin owner? He married him ?

 

“ Namjoon  ? You okay ? You need more sleep ? “ Namjoon snapped out of his train of thought when that guy waved in front of his eyes . His name sounded so right when it was out from the guy mouth .

 

“ I’m fine and yes TaeTae , you need to go to school. “ Taehyung made a faint noise. 

 

“ Okay . But daddy promise to bring Kookie to our house after school too , Okay ? “ Kookie ? He meant cookie ? Ahh whatever . He needed to find out about what the hell was happening now .

 

“ Promise. Now go . Behave at school. “ Taehyung gave Namjoon oos and Namjoon kissed him on his cheeks . With that , Taehyung ran out , followed by his husband- maybe wife since mommy ? 

 

15 minutes later , he heard the front door of the house locked . And that handsome guy walked back to the room . 

 

“ Your ankle still hurt ? “ Oh , he felt bit hurt there ? But why he hurt ? 

 

“ It okay now don’t worry “ Namjoon couldn’t help but winked . 

 

“ Okay , I will head to the bakery and stay until it better okay ? Yoongi said he will pick you up to the studio since you can’t drive “ Yoongi ? The same his Yoongi hyung ? Emm so that guy knew Yoongi too .

 

“ I don’t think I want to go to studio . I will call off to Yoongi hyung “ Namjoon said , earning a questionably look from that guy

 

“ Namjoon , are you sure you okay ? I can stay if you are not well “ Namjoon’s wife- husband - putted his hand on Namjoon forehead. Namjoon couldn’t help but saw the ring on his ring finger and he felt one on his too . Namjoon couldn’t think straight. How to when a pair of beautiful lips are in front of him ? Damn.... and 

 

He kissed that lip . He kissed that gorgeous guy lips . That guy startled because of the action . And blushed . Holy... Was he blushing? Wow he was so cute 

 

“ Yah ~~~ “ That guy whined cutely And Namjoon pulled him for a hug . Namjoon wondered if it wrong to kiss the guy - that will be soon insovle in his life , even now - in his real world - not yet come ? 

 

“ you’re so beautiful, you know that ? “ Namjoon smiled his dimples and earned another kiss on his lip . 

 

“ I know. You always tell me this “ Namjoon though maybe , just maybe he would take the surgery just to have this guy for himself for real . But how ? He had to find out the way . To go back . 

 

“ I should go . I will tell Yoongi to drop TaeTae here okay ? I love you “ And that gorgeous guy escaped Namjoon embrace.

 

“ I love you too , baby . “ And the guy left the room . 

 

Namjoon thought maybe he could find some proof if he was in a dream or his own delusion or this was what his future hold . After 15 minutes of silent , he went to check the desk . He saw a folder held many important certificates. He found : 

 

The “ Kim Namjoon and Kim Seokjin are now officially married “ Namjoon nodded . so he married that cute guy name Kim Seokjin . No wonder , he looked similar to what he saw at TWT . The date was 20/10/2020 

 

The “ In honor of Kim Seokjin graduated Food culture department “ He was a cook ? Wahh, so that was why the smell early smelt nice “ The date was August 2018

 

The “ In honor of Kim Namjoon graduated Music department “ . So he was also graduated successfully? Without heart problem ? Maybe . The date was August 2018 . So they were at the same year 

 

The “ Birth certificate of Kim Taehyung as Kim Namjoon and Kim Seokjin Son “ Ohh so that kid was his son ? But how ? Seokjin was a guy ? Need to check it later . The date was 30/12/2021

 

The “ Heaven bakery and cafe certificates “ it was at December 2018 . So Seokjin owned a small food store . 

 

The “ 1/3 share of Genius studio “ . Ahh so this was where he and his bros worked . Namjoon also saw their signs on the certificates ; Namjoon , Yoongi and Hoseok . So it meant Hoseok was back . 

 

That were all of what he found . So it confirmed he married to a handsome guy , had kid and even had job . 

 

Namjoon putted the folder back to its place . Maybe , just maybe he gave himself a hope . A hope that he would survive until 2027 , with his family , and forever . Namjoon walked to door that connected to a hall down to the living room and kitchen. 

 

“ So this is my future home with Seokjin and Taehyung? I think maybe we make a good amount of money “ Namjoon nodded to himself . 

 

He went to the toilet next to the kitchen and washed his face . He looked the same , no not at all maybe a bit older than before . After washed , he went to the kitchen that welcomed by a bowl of chicken soup - his favorite- on the diner table and a glass of orange juice. Namjoon felt overwhelming and lucky to have such a kind and beautiful man as his spouse . He ate silently and put the dishes in the sink . 

 

Namjoon went further to the living . In the living room , there were a lot of photo frames. That biggest frame above the TV was he and Seokjin on there wedding day . Oh , so his wedding that he dreamt about was real ? The one beside it -the left - was when they bought this house - look like villa . The date was March 2025 . So it meant he just moved in . And the right beside it was when Taehyung born , with Seokjin held him to his chest -smiling and crying - and Namjoon with tears of joy in both of his sockets . Beside that three big frames , there were one they had with Yoongi , Jimin and a cute boy at the beach . Another one with Hoseok , Yoongi and him . And also there was one that Jimin and Seokjin were standing in front of a cafe call ‘ Heaven ‘ . Namjoon smiled to everything around him . Maybe , just maybe he would give it a try.

 

Namjoon found a laptop on the desk . He connected to the internet and search about how a guy give a birth ? Or if Taehyung was adopted? The internet result was some men were gift with a womb as a carrier. They could give birth like women . And it hit Namjoon , Seokjin in white hospital pajamas. Looked pale and exhausted. In Namjoon conclusion, Seokjin was a carrier . 

 

Namjoon lost in his time , not noticing someone rang the bell . Until the second rang that he heard . He went to open the door for guests .

 

“ Hey , Joon ! How are you ? “ So it was his Yoongi hyung . 

 

“ Hyung ! I’m fine . A bit dizzy . “ Namjoon greeted Yoongi . 

 

There were two kids running with each other into the house . One he knew as Taehyung and another ? Maybe Yoongi Son ? 

 

“ Daddy , Taetae is back “ Taehyung jumped slightly from the ground to get Namjoon attention and he did . Namjoon lifted him up 

 

“ Good afternoon, uncle Joon “ That cute kid with bunny teeth greeted Namjoon . 

 

“ Good afternoon, kids ! How was school ? “ Namjoon lifted the other kid too . But Yoongi took both kids back . 

 

“ No , Namjoon . Your ankle is not that well . “ Namjoon nodded 

 

“ So Daddy , can Kookie stay here ? “ Namjoon looked at that cute kid . He was the Kookie that Taehyung mentioned ?

 

“ Sure , Baby ! Kookie can stay overnight “ Namjoon said . Yoongi putted them both back to the ground. 

 

“ I will head back to the studio . I will tell Jimin to pick Jungkook up and Namjoon don’t forget to bring Hoseok back his flash . We have to finish the new demo tomorrow. Rest well , today “ Jimin ? So hyung and Jimin lasted long too ? Ahhh , the ring . The ring on Yoongi ring finger explained Namjoon curiosity. 

 

“ okay hyung “ What flash ? “ I will bring it “ 

 

“ Behave , Kids ! “ Yoongi waved them goodbye “ Seokjin hyung said tomorrow he will come for dinner . So you will pick him up or he went with Jimin ? “

 

“ I think I will pick both of them , so tomorrow you go and get the kids to your house Okay ? “ Yoongi nodded . 

 

“ Drive Careful, hyung “ Namjoon said 

 

“ Brat “ And Yoongi closed the door 

 

“ Daddy , can we have pizza ? “ Taehyung asked

 

“ Emmm let’s ask Kookie what does he want ? “ Namjoon said 

 

“ I can eat pijja with TaeTae hyung , uncle ! Dont vorry! “ Jungkook said . Namjoon thought Junkook really looked like Yoongi and Jimin . As TaeTae looked like him and Seokjin too , the definition of handsome . 

 

“ Okay “ Namjoon ordered the pizza . The kids ate the pizza happily and Namjoon tugged them to nap . Not until 7 pm that the bell rang . 

 

“ Hii , Namjoon hyung ! Sorry to bother “ Jimin , he looked so young . Just like how Namjoon saw him . Beside him was Seokjin , smiling so gentle to him . 

 

“ It Okay Jiminie ! Jungkook-ah ! Your mom is here “ Namjoon yelled in to the house 

 

“ Mommy ! How about TaeTae hyung go with us ? I want to play with TaeTae hyung . “ Jungkook pleaded with his puppy eyes 

 

“ Okay , Kookie . “ Seokjin said “ TaeTae , go and take your clothes “ 

 

“ I already pack mommy “ Taehyung grinned 

 

“ Such a cute and smart boy “ Namjoon ruffled Taehyung hair 

 

“ I will bring them to school tomorrow and hyung don’t forget about our dinner . Bye , Namjoon hyung and Jin hyung “ And with that they gone . 

 

“ Dinner yet ? “ Seokjin asked 

 

“ I’m full from noon . “ Namjoon replied . 

 

Seokjin went into their kitchen and saw the mess 

 

“ Namjoon “ Seokjin whined 

 

“ Sorry , Baby ! “ And kissed Seokjin temple while he was hugging Seokjin from the behind . Maybe , choosing to fight for love was not that bad . And he willing to give it a try . It was not bad when your love was a gorgeous and kind and beautiful and perfect soul . 

 

“ you go take shower . I will wash the dishes. “ 

 

“ But Baby ! We have dishwasher right ? Just put it in “ Namjoon still hugged Seokjin . You may think Namjoon was weird. But could you endure Seokjin if you were him ? Namjoon didn’t care , he just loved Seokjin so much . Believe him , he called it love at the first sight . 

 

“ And why don’t you put it in ? “ Seokjin asked , unbelievably.

 

“ I don’t know how to use “ Seokjin just shook his head , still unbelief his husband. 

 

“ Okay So I- umhhh “ Namjoon kisses Seokjin while he tried to whirled back and looked at Namjoon . 

 

“ Baby , you are so beautiful “ Namjoon stared straight into Seokjin eyes . Even he didn’t know Seokjin before , never ever met before , but now he felt so much love toward the latter . So this was how soulmates felt , hmm ? If this case , Namjoon wished he could wake up as soon as possible for his heart surgery. 

 

“ Namjoon , are you okay ? Why are you so cheesy ? “ Seokjin asked 

 

“ Because I’m so grateful to have a beautiful soul as my spouse and his name is Seokjin . “ Namjoon smiled. Seokjin blushed 

 

“ I love you “ Namjoon lifted Seokjin in bridal style , went to their share room . Namjoon swore to himself he would go and find Seokjin as soon as possible when his heart surgery was done . Gem couldn’t left behind too long or others would pick . 

 

Namjoon putted Seokjin on the bed and hovered above him . 

 

“ I love you “ Namjoon started what he wanted to do from the morning since he laid his eyes on Seokjin . Maybe they didn’t know each other at where Namjoon from , but as long as now Namjoon has Seokjin below him  - his name , scratched his back , and showed each other with ‘ I love you ‘ - that was all the matter . And it was all what Namjoon asked for . 

 

The house with only two people , at their bedroom showing how they loved each other , were filling with skin slapping , moaned, groaned and smell . It was all Namjoon asked for . It felt right . Maybe , he would go and fight to win this . Because Seokjin and Taehyung were worth Namjoon fought to survive. 

 

But Namjoon had to find way to wake up . He knew he was in his own future time , but he needed to go back and made all of it happened . He needed to , he had fallen in love with Seokjin . He had to go back and met seokjin , before someone changed his future . No , he MUST now . 

 

Namjoon woke up on a soft mattress. He looked around his surroundings. He still in his future time . Seokjin laid lazily on his chest and they both . He still felt his was inside Seokjin . He remembered make love to Seokjin . Yes , and it felt right . He needed to go back . He didn’t want this to me his first and last make love with Seokjin . Seokjin had to be his forever , until dead did they apart . 

 

“ Namjoon , why did you sigh ? “ Seokjin sleepily asked 

 

“ Nothing. Go back to sleep . “ Namjoon said 

 

“ I can’t . I have when you still inside me beside I need to go to work as you too. Ahhh Namjoon ~~~ “ Namjoon flipped them both . Now , Seokjin was under him . 

 

“ Seokjin , I will make all of this happen I promise. I will fight for it “ Namjoon whispered to himself 

 

“ Baby , what are you saying ? “ Seokjin asked

 

“ I’m saying I’m glade that you are mine . And I hope you will be mine forever. Wherever or whenever. I love you , Seokjin “ and they made love at the morning again . 

 

After the thing , they prepared for their work . Seokjin limped all the time . And it made Namjoon laughed like a mad man . He earned a slap from Seokjin , before he lifted Seokjin in bridal style to their car park . 

 

“ Hey , don’t work too hard okay ? I will bring lunch for three of you “ Seokjin dropped Namjoon near his workplace because Seokjin refused to let Namjoon drive ( “ Your ankle still hurt and it red “ )

 

“ Don’t worry love ! * kisses Seokjin on the lip * you too “ And seokjin drove off . 

 

Namjoon walked to the studio . Emmm which building? Namjoon had no idea . He just walked and walked until a small accessory store caught his eyes . The theme was pink . And Namjoon bet pink was Seokjin favorite since even Seokjin boxers were pink .

 

“ Young man , would you like to look for something for your lover ? “ Namjoon ear perked at the voice . The old lady voice sounded so familiar. Namjoon decided to look at the voice direction. His eyes widen . Wasn’t that the old nurse that always gave him the medicines and gummy bear jelly ? And Namjoon remembered . Every time he ate grammy bear jelly, he saw his future . The question were who was the real of this lady ? What was she doing here ? And ... Namjoon decided to check it since it gave no harm . 

 

“ Emmm Any suggestion , ahjuma ? “ Namjoon asked , acting innocently. 

 

“ This is a love charm “ She putted a small heart-shape-thing that craved ‘ Soulmate and forever ‘ on his palm 

 

“ Emmm what can it do ? “ Namjoon asked , still examined the small thing . It was pink , Namjoon knew Seokjin would like it , and it was cute . Little did Namjoon knew , the backside craved ‘ Namjoon and Seokjin ’ on it 

 

“ Namjoon “ The old lady called Namjoon and it made his eyes widen. How did she knew his name ? She smiled 

 

                                “ Wake up “ 

 

-

 

Namjoon jolted awake . 

 

“ Yoongi hyung ! Yoongi hyung “ Namjoon yelled for Yoongi 

 

“ Hey , Hey ! What’s wrong ? I’m here I’m here “ Yoongi ran to Namjoon 

 

“ What’s Time is it ? And what day is it today? “ Namjoon asked . Yoongi stared at him dumbfounded.

 

“ It’s 8 in the morning and today is Friday , January 2017 “ Yoongi answered 

 

2017 ? 2017 ? He was back . Thing needed to be done quickly. Finding Seokjin needed to be done quickly . Asking Seokjin to be his needed to be done quickly too . 

 

“ Hyung ! I will take the heart surgery. Hyung , Can I do it tomorrow ? Hyung , help “ Namjoon shook Yoongi hand harder , if it even possible. 

 

“ Namjoon What the hell ? Oh my god , you did right Namjoon . Hyung will ask the doctor for you but why all of sudden ? “ Yoongi seemed to be very happy also curious. Wasn’t Namjoon said he didn’t want the surgery last night? 

 

Namjoon smiled to him , widely . Yoongi was afraid that his cheeks would hurt 

 

“ I know what I want and fight for “ 

 

-

 

It was Saturday, afternoon. Namjoon was prepared for his surgery . 

 

“ Namjoon , you have to be well . I will send you your jelly tomorrow . Heal quickly, okay ? “ Hoseok , on FaceTime with Namjoon and everyone, said .

 

“ Hobi-ah ! I will . Don’t you worry my bro “ Namjoon cheekily replied . 

 

“ Good luck “ The FaceTime went off . 

 

Yoongi told Hoseok about Namjoon refusal for his heart surgery when he was asleep . And when he woke up , Namjoon got Hoseok lecturer for an hour . And now 3 pm , he was pushing into the surgery room . 

 

“ Namjoon , mom and dad will wait for you . My baby boy is strong and we trust you , fighting “ Namjoon Mom said and Namjoon dad nodded . They all smiled to encourage Namjoon 

 

“ Namjoon , fighting! “ Yoongi said and Jimin too with ‘ Hyung ! I will buy you croissant when you up ‘ 

 

“ I will “ Namjoon closed his eyes “ for Seokjin and everyone “ 

 

-

 

Namjoon surgery went well , and it was a miracle. The doctor said there was only 30% of Chance to survive. But Namjoon made it . 

 

After surgery, Namjoon needed to stay at home for a week . So that he could go back to study , healthily . Professors understood the situation well . So Namjoon score didn’t lost , just a bit lower than usual . Who didn’t know Namjoon was smart ? And during his week at home was like hell . He even determined to go and took Yoongi from school , but his parents didn’t let him . 

 

Finally , the week to stay at home was over and now it meant his mission was on line . 

 

It was lunch break . Everyone crowded him asking if he was okay . Even his professor . He wanted to go and looked for Seokjin so bad . But Namjoon was polite , so no choice but to stay and keep calm . He lied to his professor that he didn’t feel well . He got an excuse . Well , he couldn’t help but lie since everyone stole his lunch time to find Seokjin already . 

 

Namjoon tried to - keyword : tried - keep calm and didn’t rush to the food culture department , for his heart sake . He walked across the garden , greeted everyone and everyone greeted him back , and halted. There , the person he wanted to find . 

 

Namjoon slowly walked to guy and smiled widely . Seokjin looked exactly like the dream - his future or whatever. He only stepped a head to that guy . It Namjoon Chance , he told him , to go and pull Seokjin into his chest lovingly. Seokjin smiled at him questionably. Namjoon stopped in-front of Seokjin offered Seokjin his signature smile ; the smiled of love with his dimples . 

 

“ Hi ! I’m kim Namjoon “ He offered Seokjin a handshake . your future husband and soulmate. 

 

This was how they met , and the start of their future. 

 

-

 

Namjoon never be the one who believed in fate . He was the one who always lost hope easily . But with Seokjin on his lap , hugged his neck and kissed him deeply , he let himself believe in what fate held them to and brought his hope back to himself.