Sunday,  Jan 28, 10:16pm

Dear me, 

I just want Jungkook. Hah. What the am I doing. I lost him. He probably happy without me. Bcs im pitiful. I'm sorry that i wasted his time. I'm most sorry that he fell in love with me.  Maybe if we never met. He would been doing better. Maybe if we never fell in love. He wouldnt have to deal with me. Its alright. A girl confessed to him. He'll get over it. He'll delete everything,  memories,  pictures and most importantly me. He'll live better. While me just hoping to die one day. Not bcs of stress or any of that. Bcs of depression.