I sat there on the ground sobbing hysterically, while he was being carried into the ambulance

"this is all my fault! all my fault!" i yelled hitting myself in the head

a gentle pair of hands grabbed my hand and stopped me, then wiped the tears off my face

He hugged me and whispered into my ear

"he'll be alright. its not your fault so stop crying. He'll be fine"

"He just got hit by a CAR! its all my fault!"

It was because of me...

Flashback~

Yoseob rushed over with kikwang following behind him

My eyes widened as i saw a light come towards the street, the same lane that the two boys were crossing

"DONTT!!" i pushed myself up then hurled myself towards one specific boy 

I felt his arms wrap around my waist as we hit the floor

The car was still speeding towards us, unaware we were there

Thats when he jumped in front, saving yoseob and I

"Dont worry JINA! I'll protect you!"

I turned to look back and screamed bloody murder "KIKWANGG!!"

He stood there with his arms waving in the air

I sat up just in time to watch the car hit him, sending his body a few feet back

He laid there on the cold asphalt, unmoving

I was horrified, tears rushed down my cheeks 

I crawled a couple feet to reach kikwang

"kikwang" i could hear my voice shaking

My hand gently touched his chest "are you okay? wake up...wake up"

I looked behind me to find yoseob yelling at the driver to call for an ambulance

What have I done?

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A/N: another update

this update is more serious and tragic...hmm a big change from other chapters

anywayy...i hope you still enjoy this chapter

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