03| Pile of Forgotten Things

You’re packing your bags, that day in the rain
I was standing by the door, trying to be sane
Your eyes no longer trying to meet me
 Your warmth slowly vanishing away

I was trying to ask you where you’re going
I was wishing you’ll be leaving with me
But just who the heck am I kidding
From me, you’re still trying to be free

Quickly, you kept your books and clothes;
you cleared out our room and let me be
you said you’re going for the endless roads,
a world that doesn’t include me

Eunji’s decided that it is all done
She told me what we built was gone,
Her eyes that was so wonderful and brown
Eunji’s decided it’s time to move on

The beautiful kids, the family we’ve grown.
You took all away, even the last light I own
the scars you’ve left and heart that I earn
those were the lessons I’d probably learn

“What did I do wrong?” I asked
Over and over again until the last.
“I just wished that you’ll let me decide,
‘Cuz for damn sake I am not fine!”

“What about the lies, Eunji?
What about the things you promised to be?
You told me you’ll make me real happy,
why am I the only one to weep?”

“I’m sorry, my love, this is probably your fault.”
You’re sad words are building up on the wall.
“Maybe this is just all wrong from the start.
I keep breaking and breaking your heart.”

“You were too