ch. 1

towards you (my heart goes to)

chapter 1


osaka flower boy @osakanamja

the greatest thing happened in today’s flight

 

osaka flower boy @osakanamja

Replying to @osakanamja

there is a cute flight attendant n jeffrey is smitten HAHAHA

 

osaka flower boy @osakanamja

Replying to @osakanamja

he was so flustered it was wonderful!!!

 

osaka flower boy @osakanamja

Replying to @osakanamja

he keeps asking for things like blanket and pillow so he can talk to him LOL

 

jeffrey ☆ @5yearsinusa

Replying to @osakanamja

I was genuinely cold at that time!

 

osaka flower boy @osakanamja

Replying to @5yearsinusa

shouldve asked him to cuddle w/ u ;)

 

chicago boy @thechicagoboy

Replying to @5yearsinusa and @osakanamja

or better, ask his number

 

osaka flower boy @osakanamja

Replying to @thechicagoboy and @5yearsinusa

he probably has an instagram, look him up loverbird

 

chicago boy @thechicagoboy

Replying to @osakanamja and @5yearsinusa

loverboy*

 

chicago boy @thechicagoboy

Replying to @thechicagoboy and 2 others

u think he got his name? he was busy staring at his face the whole time

 

jeffrey ☆ @5yearsinusa

Replying to @thechicagoboy and @osakanamja

I did!! His name is lee something. 이타? Pretty sure there is a ㅛ somewhere.

 

chicago boy @thechicagoboy

Replying to @5yearsinusa and @osakanamja

told u he is too busy staring at his face

 

osaka flower boy @osakanamja

Replying to @thechicagoboy and @5yearsinusa

i saw that! he keeps gazing into his eyes the whole time!!

 

jeffrey ☆ @5yearsinusa

Replying to @osakanamja and @thechicagoboy

It would be rude not to look at him. (And he has a nice smile, I admit.)

 

osaka flower boy @osakanamja

Replying to @5yearsinusa and @thechicagoboy

a love that blossoms so fast and die faster, what a tragic love story we have here! D:

 


 

osaka flower boy @osakanamja

looking for the cute flight attendant of korean air!! on the flight from seoul to taipei on 23th of september!! surname is lee.

 

osaka flower boy @osakanamja

Replying to @osakanamja

quite short for a flight attendant. black hair, smooth pale skin, perfect jawline, looks like a guy from manhwa.

 

osaka flower boy @osakanamja

Replying to @osakanamja

very nice, warm smile. twinkling eyes. soft skin. scar near his right eye. symmetrical face. looks like an idol. really, really handsome.

 

osaka flower boy @osakanamja

Replying to @osakanamja

anyone with any info please contact me or @5yearsinusa ! :D

 


 

[17’S] MINGYU

jaeeehyuuuuunnnnnn :D

cute korean air flight steward ?

 

jung jaehyun ☀️

Oh no.

Yuta?

 

[17’S] MINGYU

yeah!!! i saw his tweets !!

how is taipei ?

 

jung jaehyun ☀️

Taipei is good!!

 

[17’S] MINGYU

but better if you know lee-hyung !! :D

cant wait for bambam to hear about this !

 

jung jaehyun ☀️

Please, no.

 


 

[17’S] THE8

whats yuta’s twitter

 

nct jaehyun

Mingyu?

 

[17’S] THE8

who else

found his twitter

it's private

tell him to accept my request

 

nct jaehyun

I am not sure letting you two be acquaintances is for the best.

 

[17’S] THE8

u want bam bam to know about this?

 

nct jaehyun

I am going to block you on Twitter.

He asked me which one is you.

 


 

“Noona?”

 

“Taeyong! Hello! Where are you? What is wrong?”

 

“Nothing is wrong. Can’t I just call?”

 

“You never call for no reason.”

 

“That’s not true!”

 

“The baby is fine, by the way.”

 

“Oh! Good to know the baby is doing great. And you are too? Hyung too?”

 

“We are fine.”

 

“Do you want me to bring anything specific from Taipei?”

 

“That’s where you are right now?”

 

“Yes. I have a schedule tomorrow, though, I am not staying long here.”

 

“Regardless, stay safe.”

 

“I will, noona, I will.”

 

“Back to the topic. What is up?”

 

Well, I might have met Jaehyun.”

 

“What.”

 

“Jaehyun! NCT Jaehyun! He is—oh God, he is so handsome in real-life. I saw his dimples, and his smile—he smiles at me! And he smells so nice. And he is just so—! He is just flawless.”

 

“Wow... That is…Wow...”

 

“I know!”

 

“Did you sleep with him?”

 

“Noona!”

 

“What? I won’t judge, you can tell. You like him, you met him, he is handsome, you are handsome, go make some babies in the bathroom or something.”

 

“I can’t just ask him to, to—to hook up!”

 

“Why not? Flirt with him, win him with your charm, climb onto his lap—”

 

“I am a professional!”

 

“Alright, alright, do you at least get his number?”

 

“No.”

 

“What were you even doing, then?”

 

“My job!”

 

“Dearest brother. Seriously. Have some fun. Take some risks, Taeyong, you are young.”

 

“I can’t just risk my career!”

 

“Not even for Jung Jaehyun? You have been crushing on him for years.”

 

“I still won’t risk it. I don’t even know him. What will I do if I lost this job?”

 

“You can be… his trophy husband?”

 

“Noona!”

 

“Or join his company. They would love to have you there.”

 

“Hooking up in the bathroom does not even sound hygienic.”

 

“It is either the bathroom or the seat.”

 

“Noona, please—”

 

“Ha! Alright, alright. I know you totally want to ride him, though.”

 

“I won’t say anything about that!”

 

“Because you don’t like lying to me. Well, have fun with your hand, your memories, and his pictures on Twitter.”

 

“Noona!”

 


 

long ride @l_mxxx__

jaehyun-hyung has been smiling a lot lately…….

 

long ride @l_mxxx__

he also keeps laughing for no reason

 

johnny of chicago @thechicagoboy

poor jaehyun almost get into the club but alas! D:

 

long ride @l_mxxx__

Replying to @thechicagoboy

what club?

 

johnny of chicago @thechicagoboy

Replying to @l.mxxx__

y r still an innocent kid <3

 

long ride @l_mxxx__

Replying to @thechicagoboy

i don’t get it :(

 

jeffrey ☆ @5yearsinusa

Replying to @l.mxxx__ and @thechicagoboy

Hyung, don’t teach him anything weird.

 


 

JOHNNY

u know what

 

JaeD

What is it?

 

JOHNNY

if u had met him in the club would u

bend him on the table or sth

 

JaeD

Hyung!!

 

JOHNNY

we r both adults, jaehyun, i am a big boy

u can tell me anything, i wont kiss and tell

 

JaeD

Really?

 

JOHNNY

well, if the kiss is really good then i will rethink that

lol no i dont do that, ur secret is safe with me

 

JaeD

I don’t have any secret.

Why won’t everyone stop talking about it anyway?

It has been a week.

 

JOHNNY

u smile at the plant all the time

thats just

plant looks fine, u must be smiling bcs of that lee

 

JaeD

Why can’t we just talk face to face?

We are in the same room.

 

JOHNNY

this feels more private

 

JaeD

How????????

 

JOHNNY

u can think of me as an anonymous online relationship advisor

 

JaeD

What, you have a better love story than mine?

 

JOHNNY

at least i have a love story

u dont

even mark has one tho he hasnt realised it yet

oblivious kid, how cute~

 

JaeD

Guess I will try to humor you.

 


 

BAM BAM

jung yoonoh!

 

NCT JAEHYUN ✨

no

 


 

☆ jungkook ☆

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

a litter bird told me something ㅎㅎㅎㅎ

little*

 

nct jaehyun ♪

blocked.

 


 

KYUM

How long were you planning to hide this from us? D:

 

Jaehyun

Not you too...

 

KYUM

Our valentine prince, all grown up!

 


 

[17’S] DK

Jaehyun…….

It was Minghao… ㅋㅋㅋ

Who told the others.

 

Yoonoh

I hereby pronounce you as my dearest friend.

 

[17’S] DK

Glad I could help! :D

Do you want any more help?

I can,,, ask around?

We are having a tour, maybe I will run into him or something.

 

Yoonoh

No, it’s okay…

You are too kind ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ

 

[17’S] DK

I think Minghao will still try to find him anyway. ㅋㅋ

 


 

“Meet anyone interesting lately?”

 

“Hm? Not really…”

 

“No more Jaehyun?”

 

“Well… No.”

 

“No need to sound so disappointed, dearest.”

 

“I am not disappointed. It has been, what… Almost two weeks now?”

 

“Hm, yeah, I think so.”

 

“I have gotten over it. Mostly.”

 

“Right.”

 

“His arm, though… It’s a really nice arm, have I told you that?”

 

“You sound really pitiful.”

 

“I do… I really do.”

 

“Maybe I shouldn’t have brought this up.”

 

“Maybe you shouldn’t…”

 

“Or maybe you should pick up someone else.”

 

“But I can’t. Not when I know he exists.”

 

“This is getting ridiculous.”

 

“I know!”

 

“Does any of your friends know about this?”

 

“The other crew?”

 

“Yeah, them.”

 

“Some of them do... Unfortunately.”

 

“And what do they say about this?”

 

“Look, Taeyong, that man right there is really handsome, don’t you think so? They are trying to cheer me up, which is… I don’t know! I feel like I just lost a husband or something.”

 

“You kind of just lost a future husband.”

 

“Noona! For all we know, he is straight!”

 

“Dearest, straight boys look at you and rethink their uality.”

 

That’s not true.”

 

“How so? You are gorgeous, is what I am saying. If he is not attracted to you, which is impossible, then it’s his loss, not yours.”

 

Obviously it is my loss, you have seen the man. You know what he is like, in front of the camera. Even to me, he is really friendly and nice and warm… But he is... he is just a fantasy…”

 

“Why don’t you just come to his fanmeeting or something?”

 

“And say what? Hello, do you remember me? I am your cabin crew during that flight to Taipei! And he will look at me with this… confused look.”

 

“Nonsense. I bet you he can’t forget you either.”

 

“Noona… I know you are trying to cheer me up too, but…”

 

“Alright, alright. No more talk about Jaehyun.”

 

“Okay…”

 

“Go to sleep, baby brother, have a nice dream about him or whatever.”

 


 

BAM BAM

i have connection……….

i can ask around ㅎㅎ

 

Loverboy Jaehyun ✨

No.

 

BAM BAM

and you will owe me for life~

 

Loverboy Jaehyun ✨

The horror...

 

BAM BAM

it’s the price of love!

and i get to be the best man, right?

 

Loverboy Jaehyun ✨

Be Minghao’s best man instead.

He would love to have you as his best man.

 


 

main visual @__hyxck__

i think i know how we can find jaehyun-hyung’s first love

 

main visual @__hyxck__

we know his name. 이 and ㅌ something. there is a ㅛ and a ㅇ too.

 

main visual @__hyxck__

he probably follows korean air on instagram, we can start from that

 

main visual @__hyxck__

or we can look for one cabin crew’s instagram and search

 

long ride @l_mxxx__

Replying to @__hyxck__

that will take forever…

 

main visual @__hyxck__

Replying to @l.mxxx__

wont stop me from trying!!!!

 

long ride @l_mxxx__

Replying to @__hyxck__

………… u will give up tomorrow

 

main visual @__hyxck__

Replying to @l.mxxx__

i will prove u wrong and u will regret ur words to me !!

 

jeffrey ☆ @5yearsinusa

Replying to @__hyxck__ and @l.mxxx__

Don’t you have better things to do…

 

main visual @__hyxck__

Replying to @5yearsinusa and @l.mxxx__

i am a nice dongsaeng, hyung, i will do this for u !!

 

long ride @l_mxxx__

Replying to @__hyxck__ and @5yearsinusa

it is a nice plan… but time consuming… and probably pointless.

 

main visual @__hyxck__

Replying to @l.mxxx__ and @5yearsinusa

be more optimistic hyung!!

 


 

“Taeyong, make your Instagram public, please.”

 

“What? What for?”

 

“You will find out later.”

 

“Are you trying to introduce me to one of your friends’ brother again?”

 

“No, no, just do it. Please, trust me.”

 

“This is about Jaehyun, then. You want Jaehyun to somehow find me?”

 

“Who knows, maybe he is looking for you.”

 

“He won’t. I met him once, and that is it, that is the end. We are not meant to know each other more than this. I will never… get to know him.”

 

“Oh, hush, you. Don't be so gloom. Taeyong, really, try to find him! Surely you know one or two famous people.”

 

“I thought we are done talking about Jaehyun?”

 

“Alright, then just make your Instagram public. Please.”

 

“What are you trying to do? Are you planning something?”

 

“Yes, I have a plan. I think it will work. There is a big chance it will work out just fine.”

 

“I am not that lucky. It won’t work.”

 

“If it doesn’t work, then it’s okay. At least we have to try this.Just make your Instagram public for the time being.”

 

“... Alright, if you insist.”

 

“Good boy.”

 


 

JaeD

Maybe there is an universe where we do know each other.

Where we talk every day, go on dates, cook together, try all kind of foods.

We skype all night long. I make songs for him. He buys me postcards and souvenirs.

We met on the plane once or twice n try hard to be nonchalant.

I can hold his hands, feel him under my skin, call him whenever I miss him, keep his picture in my wallet n use his selfie as my homescreen.

At one point we might move in together.

I can meet his family. Maybe he has a brother or a sister. Maybe he has a niece or a nephew.

If marriage is impossible at least we can live together. That’s enough for me.

Idk wistful thinking what am I even talking about

This is ridiculous

What am I thinking about???? why do I want to be able to date him????

 

JOHNNY

i can imagine u two pissing ppl off

bcs u two just cant keep ur hands off each other

 

JaeD

This obsession is getting unhealthy.

It is almost a month, I seriously should stop

 

JOHNNY

go to sleep jae

it is 2 in the morning

 


 

jeffrey ☆ @5yearsinusa

‪You lift my heart up when the rest of me is down. You enchant me even when you're not around.‬

 

jeffrey ☆ @5yearsinusa

I am latching on, babe.

I wanna lock in your love.

 


 

이태용 @taexyongx

i can see you with my eyes closed.‬
‪i can hear you with my ears covered.‬

 

이태용 @taexyongx

‪i think of you. i can feel you.‬
‪even when we're at different places.‬
‪even when i can't reach you.‬

 


tbc.


note: jaehyun's last tweets are lyrics of latch by disclosure (feat. sam smith). while taeyong's are sun and moon by nct 127.

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chapter three is out after a long dealy! ♡ thank you very much for waiting, i hope everyone enjoys this chalter! <3

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Sj_suju_heartbeat_13 #1
Please Update ?
theworstisnotbehind
#2
Chapter 3: Hi, I'm the same person who commented on this story on ao3. Let me just— *inhales* OH MY GOD, THEY FINALLY TALK TO EACH OTHER!!! I was gonna comment "Jaehyun, man the fu up" if he wasn't gonna talk to Taeyong until the end of this chapter and hE PROVED ME WRONG. They even... chatted like lovers. I laughed so hard when Yuta and the others used Jaehyun's messages to Taeyong as their display names. Keep up the good work!
Asnadia
#3
Chapter 3: Hhhhh I literally screamed and squealed and giggled and slapped my thigh a little too much reading this. I can't wait for the next chapters; your writing is amazing! Supporting a timid and cute Taeyongie~♡ ah and I'm gonna follow on Twitter. Need me some more fellow nctzens~
samgyupsal #4
Chapter 3: This is really cute and wonderful. I was frustrated and giggling the whole time lol. I am Yuta in this story with his updates. Good work and thank you for the fluff! Looking forward for the next update!
luluna99
#5
Chapter 3: daaaaaaaaamn. it's so gooood. can't help but smiling when i read this
looking forward for next chapter <3
mackJ1416 #6
Chapter 3: Aww he messaged him back there so cute and silly
sumn_97 #7
Chapter 3: THIS IS SHAKING I WAS SHAKING WHEN JAEHYUN SENT A MESSAGE TO TAEYONG OHMYGOD FINALLYYYYYY I FEEL YOU asdfghkslslkd will look forward to the next chapter!
A_Bezarius
#8
Chapter 3: Waw the amount of time and effort you put into this story
It shows, this is absolutely wonderful <333
ohkimsora2 #9
Chapter 3: I love this story, u make us feel real with Jaeyong ㅠㅠㅠ i m crying from love ♡♡♡
AllotropyEquilibria
#10
Chapter 3: Aaarrrghhhh don't know what to say ><
I'm so excited when I saw the notification kkkk. As always, this story makes me smiling non stop! Uuughhhh they're tooo cuuuuuutttteeeee.
(Pssstttt I love how TY's noona implied about his brother's masochism xDD)

Thankyou soo much for updating this awesome story. And also for not leaving us on cliffhanger kkk. This chapter really worth the wait!

Aaaaahh I'm still overwhelmed by their innocent messages. Whyyy sooo cuutteee >< Really love this kind of jaeyong romance. What a great bed time story kkkkk.

Anw don't worry too much about taking time for an update. Like I said, its worth the wait. Keep up the good work dear~