I stayed away from my phone to avoid watching the concert. Jonghoon ended up telling me not to watch any clips from the concert posted from other people and being a good friend that he is, he's not going live anymore. Why? Because he said that they would definitely be doing fanservice so to avoid any bad thoughts that would definitely cross my mind I shouldn't see any interaction from the 2 of them.

3hours later

I am left staring at my phone.. waiting for it to ring…

*knock knock*

“seungri shi… are you ready? We're leaving in 5mins” and here comes my manager coming to pick me up so we can head to the club

“yeah hyung I'll be out in a sec” I replied through the door. I gave one last look at my phone and with a heavy heart I turned it off. No phone calls. No messages. No sns. And I'm off to party! I'm gonna get drunk tonight. I don't even care anymore. I walked out of my hotel room and found my manager waiting outside.

“ready?” He asked

“yep! Let's go!” I grinned at him and then we walked to the elevator…

“do you want me to tell you the updates on gd?” He's the one who tells me what my boyfriend is up to since he get along too well with manager taehee.

“nah hyung… I think I know where he is” ‘in KL with the love of his life’ I shrugged.

“oh okay… so like I always tell you don't dri--”

“---drink too much and if I feel tired or anything just let you know not someone who wants to take me home… arraso hyung”

“yah don't interrupt me! But yeah..” I grinned at him in return

“hyung do me a favor and ignore any phone calls Okay?”

He raised a brow suspiciously “any specific person that you are trying to avoid?”

“hehe no one...just want to focus on nhr ya know”

“hmm okay… lets go “

2hours later and I am so drunk. Manager hyung did his best to keep me out of trouble but I feel so reckless tonight and my mad mind wants trouble so I waited on who will approach me but it's like he scared everyone off so no one is approaching me. Nhr djs are with me but I feel like I'm not completely with them.

I went to my manager “ hyung, get me a bottle of hennesy to take to my room.. I wanna leave now”

“Oh jinja? .hold on I'll be back ..” he easily agreed for him, it's easier to watch out for me in the hotel rather than outside surrounded by drunk people in the club

“okay”

Not even 5mins later he came back “come on let's go.”

I said my goodbyes to everyone and then left.

I got Inside my room with my henny and found my phone on the counter. Right, I was waiting for a call that never came..or did it?. I turned it back on only to be disappointed at who I got the call from. Actually it was 7 missed calls to be exact..not from ji but from hoonie. I poured myself a drink and drank the whole glass. Almost 8 hours and I'm still waiting for just one call. Does he not care anymore?. I went to my social media and saw that I've been tagged