FERVOR
LachrymoseFERVOR : feeling of great warmth and intensity
You feel great and peaceful tonight, so does the sky. Eventhough, moon can't be seen but the night is full of stars. You tell them everything that inside of you, although you kind a feel burden but it makes you feel at ease.
You tell them what happened the other day, the moment when you saw him practising basketball with others and then, saw Hwanhee back hug him. The moment that breaks your hearts. You keep quiet for a moment, as you try to calm your heart to not feel wasted and continue again.
"Then, I saw them again today." You speak up while looking down and not dare to meet theirs eyes.
"How dare them. I know its their love life but don't they atleast draw some lines." Minhee said and her face says it all. She's disgusted.
"But then, what happened?" Shin Ah asked curiously.
"Well, Jungkook stopped me half way. As he was wondered why I don't reply any of his text but then, I said I kind a busy. He said he'll wait." You explain to them till the end. So, they won't ask again.
"Wait? He text you for what?"
"What does he mean he wait?"
"Does he trying to give you some hope?"
You are pampered by the questions and you being yourself, you hate to being explain all over again. You guess your friends are just quite surprise with Jungkook try to have some 'meeting' again with you.
Then, you explain again to your friends with your tired tones. Now, they get it and you only given replies of their faces. Which now you and your friends just keep quiet. Either you or your friends don't know what to say.
But then, So Eun finally speak something useful from because before this she just blabber anything which some of them means nothing and some of are just dumb but she's still cute the way she is. That's why you guys are friends.
"Sometimes, not everyone are meant for us. Maybe, Jungkook wants to know you since you never really open with anyone except us." She spoke and break the silence
Kyungwon added, "yeah, maybe he's find something interestings in you. I bet he doesn't only want to talk about the tournament."
All of them smile sheepishly in sync. It seems like they hoping that Jungkook and you will be together but you already made it clear enough. He's taken already.
"He got a girlfriend already." You said.
"Oh honey, you don't know what will twisting" So Eun said with a smirk appeared on her face.
"That's stupid" you remarks
They all laugh, so does you. You give them hugs. You are grateful. Atleast, there's someone be there for you and you are happy tonight. More than anything, they are precious to you.
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The next day, you still do some rehearsal with the cheerleaders as the tournament D-day is soon like 3 more days to go.
You don't know what is wrong with your instruction but like what peopl
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