Friends? I don't even know how to start a conversation. Always staying in my bubble and never speak up unless the other person started to talk to me first. 

Thank God for Zara. She was the only person who can lead me in to a conversation with random people. She's always so lively and happy. Sometimes I get jealous of her. She's so smart and people gather around her.

Sometimes I get scared of her getting so many friends. What if she met someone better than me? What if she forgets about me? What if she stopped hanging out with me?