Broken

Description

A story mostly about Seunghyun, about his depression and anxiety and how they conditioned his relationship with Jiyong and Daesung.
Set sometimes between 2013-2014.
Merely inspired by Ruinwyn's works, expecially Tabula Rasa.

Foreword

After all that happened I felt I had to do something. Many of the things written here are what I would say to him and how I feel so it's like a personal letter to him just with the voice of two of the people that love him most. (Just to clarify: this isn't a letter, if you're confused. It's a real oneshot with a real story.)
I wanted to explore his mental illnesses and his relationships with Jiyond and Daesung and so I tried to put all my thoughts about them in this oneshot.
I hope I have done a good work, since the matter is very delicate, and that you will like it.

Thank to Laura (@ohseunghyuns on tumblr. Check her out! She is lovely!) for beta reading this. I appreciated your help a lot! Thank you for everything! <3

In honor of Jiyong's birthday.

 

“What you said it’s right. He is fragile but so are you. Why do you still hurt eachother when you could be the strength of one another?”

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VIP_Fran #1
Chapter 1: Beautifully written. You were able to capture emotions perfectly! Thank you for sharing
Danees #2
Chapter 1: Am glad that jiyong take it good and daesung being really good to his hyungs. Thank you!
marie3 #3
Chapter 1: You did so well with this subject, thank you for sharing it. I think many people can relate to these feelings.
eccentrici #4
Chapter 1: As someone who is going through a depressive episode right now, I can say that this is a very realistic portrayal of the situation. You did an excellent job with characterization. I can really feel Seunghyun's anxiety. Reaching out to someone you love is hard. You really captured that angst. Great job!
mintalien #5
Chapter 1: I ffinally finished reading, my goodness. Where do I even begin? I can relate to Seunghyun a lot here, at first reading about this was hard on how real it seems. The voices is everywhere aight? I think the same thing too, when you hit rock bottom you wouldn't want others to know and to show them your weak side, especially to your loved ones. I understand why he seek daesung and actor friends first because people that are not close / strangers are easier to talk and to be able to open up to rather than with our lover I supossed. You wrote this so detailed and portrays and emotional roller coaster. I'm glad that Seunghyun here is finally in peace. Thanks for writing :)
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