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Night NotesEntry #32 11:34pm
My day is kinda awful, I'm really stressed in some things and like any other day I have again my insomnia, I wonder when will this stop? But something really made my day, I've seen someone, he really looks interesting. He has this kind of aura that you'll crane your neck just to look at him. And he's.... really handsome I wonder what's his name? 12:03am
Entry #38 12:31am
He's name is Mino, I have seen his facebook and add him. I hope he accept my friend request soon. He's really cute and handsome. He look so bright- oh boy give me some rays of shine in my life.
Oops! He already accept it! Wow so he's online too right now. I should I talk to him? 1:00am
Entry #44 11:56pm
He's really such a sunshine, I found out that we both like to read some books and coffee. He also love to watch some Kdrama. He has so many friends that I barely know, their statuses is so fun to read they always making fun of each other. And he have this group of friends called WINNER. I wonder when will I can talk to him too? 12:23am
Entry #51 12:01am
Confession: I'm really interested in him. I think... I think I like him. 12:15am
Entry #59 12:56am
My mind is not good earlier. I keep on thinking that no one cares for me, that no one is by my side, that I'm really alone. I can't think straight earlier, I even think of suicide. I'm too lost. I don't know if it should be good or what because I post what I feel earlier and guess what? Mino.... he had read it. He even chat me about that. He told me that I can overcome it... that there is so many reasons to still smile. It give me some courage. Thanks. 1:34am
Entry #60 10:46pm
I realize what I did yesterday and gosh that is really embarrassing imagine that someone you really like just saw you in the worst scenario. I don't know what should I feel right now. Would he like me even though I'm just this broken piece of glass? No one likes a broken glass. 11:14pm
Entry #68 11:11 pm
I kept on thinking of him. I getting better in some ways. He become my inspiration
P.s
Didn't know that I would excel like this when I started to like someone. 11:45pm
Entry #78 11:46pm
Bad news: He like someone else.
Wow. So what to do? 11:56pm
Entry #82 12:00am
"Stop Dreaming, Start Doing"
So should I confess now? How? What would he think of me when I tell him what I feel? It's scary. I'm scared. 12:15am
Entry #87 11:58pm
I think he really like the person. Wow so what do I do know? 12 :10am
Entry #90 12:07am
The one Mino likes... they are together now.... maybe I should just send him my letter. Atleast he will know that someone likes him for who he is.
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I'm sorry this is my first time T_T
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