The Male Idol
A Fan and their Idol'What if he notices me?'
I was laying in bed, smiling giddily at the fact I got concert tickets.
I would get to see him, without a screen between us.
I could do a happy dance. Correction, I could do another happy dance.
He will be up there on stage, performing... And I will get to see it live.
'But what if something goes wrong?'
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Here I was, at the concert. He looked so happy, up there doing the dance routines.
'It makes me happy to see him happy.'
He looked over in my direction. I waved excitedly to him. He waved back... I think.
He smiled once last time my way before waving to another area.
'Did he wave at me?'
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What even is sleep when you can spend all that time watching videos of him?
From him laughing weirdly to him crying like a baby, I watched it all. It was tough, for either my stomach started to hurt or my emotions did.
I was thinking of joining another fandom, but he keeps pulling me back.
'Why is he so... Wonderful?'
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I managed to learn Korean, though a lot of trial and error.
I almost gave up, but I imagined being able to watch things without subtitles... Needless to say, I kicked my into gear.
Now though... Now...
'Now I can talk to him.'
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I basically sold my soul, but I got a way to go his fanmeet.
By basically, I mean I had gonna through way too much for this fanmeet.
But I did it.
And there I was, and there he was just ahead...
Soon, I was in front of him.
"So what is your name?" He asked, staring straight at my eyes, a pen in hand. I blushed red, whispered my name, and shyly handed my item to him so he could say it.
He laughed before saying with a twinkle in his eye, "Well nice to meet you."
He handed me the item back.
I smiled brightly at him before going forward.
'He was so kind...'
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Breaking news.
He gave me his number.
I literally have his number.
I debated actually calling him, but as Big Bang sang, Fxxt it.
"Hello?" His voice greeted me through the phone. I sighed happily before answering him, saying it was me.
"Ah, I was worried you wouldn't call... Thank you for calling."
I blushed, glad I wasn't in public before asking why he gave me his number.
"Isn't it obvious? I want to know you... We should meet up before I leave."
I whisper a yes before recommending a place and a time.
"That sounds great. See you there..." I was about to hang up when he continued, "Thank you for giving a chance to love you."
'What if he started to love me?'
(Author's Note: This is the fantasy version, what we want but can't have. Kinda of hurts, yeah.)
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