When tears don't fall anymore
Description
Seungri trusts Jiyong more than anyone even more than himself and he wants the leader's trust too...
Seungri tells Jiyong everything even secrets that shouldn't be told and he wants the leader to tell him things too...
Seungri waits for Jiyong even if he has to stay up all night and he wants the leader to wait for him too...
Seungri smiles for Jiyong even if it's hurting him and he wants the leader to smile for him too...
Seungri has seen Jiyong cry a lot of times and he wants to cry with him as well but tears won't fall no matter how hard he tries...
Foreword
"Ji tell me what's wrong please"
The couple just reached their home after a long and exhausting day, they should be sleeping as their bodies scream for rest but things are not going well, nothing was going well for the past few months.
Jiyong had enough for the whole day, he went through tons and tons of work to polish the songs for their upcoming album but Seungri had enough as well, the younger had enough of the leader's actions that feel foreighn to him, he feels like his boyfriend is not the guy he used to be. The maknae tried to stop his lover by grabbing the leader's hand that he hasn't held for a very long time and he was lucky enough to have a grasp on it after several times of trying.
"Ri I'm so ing tired, quit the talk" the tone of the older is plain, it's cold and it's painful. Seungri almost let go of Jiyong's hand due to the cold words that keep on peircing his heart but he'll take it, he can take it if it's for his lover.
"When should we talk?" the younger is pleading, almost falling on his knees trying to beg Jiyong to not dissapoint him even more, but the leader doesn't have any plans to talk at this time, at this moment.
"You're my boyfriend, please let me rest" Jiyong yanked the younger's hand to free himself wanting to leave the scene as soon as possible and for the nth time Seungri just let him leave.....
I wanna cry but tears do not fall anymore. I guess because my heart is already fed up with this.
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