Right from the start
You were a thief
You stole my heart
And I your willing victim
I let you see the parts of me
That weren't all that pretty
And with every touch you fixed them

Jessica is having the counselling with Dr. Park. From her gesture, Dr. Park already understand that she got the sickness again and maybe become severe

“Your concentration being worse, what’s wrong?” Dr. Park read the notes from Jessica’s test before “Also, your heart beat is being cautions again”

“I don’t know…”

“Okay, I change my question. Did you come to see Taeyeon before coming here?”

“Taeyeon was sleepover at my home because I got the attack last night”

“Okay. Do you remember about the trigger?”

“I’m…”

“You are the selfish . You aren’t deserved Taeyeon!”

“Jessica?”

“How can Taeyeon still want to loving you? You might be chained her, right? you Jessica, I hope Taeyeon will be free from you”

“Are you okay?” Dr. Park leaned closer. He saw Jessica’s forehead already sweaty and she’s trembling

“There’s a girl who swore at me. She said that I don’t deserve Taeyeon” said Jessica with her trembling voice

“Did Taeyeon know?”

Jessica shook her head

“You know her?”

“Yes. She’s like our sunbae when rookie’s day”

“Did the girl realize?”

“She said sorry because she was drunk”

“And you didn’t believe that?”

“Nope. Because she’s once had a crush to Taeyeon. And her friends said she might be still like Taeyeon”

“Okay” Dr. Park writes some notes “You are…”

Dr. Park sighed before looking at Jessica’s eyes

“Don’t lose your self-esteem, Jessica. You are you, not anybody else”

“Thanks, Dr. Park”

“You can have a conversation with Taeyeon about it. She might be shock but she need to know”

“She doesn’t need to know” said Jessica “It might be hurt her”

“Jessica…”

“I know, Dr. Park” Jessica smiled “The problem is in me. I won’t make her suffer because of me again”

Now you've been talking in your sleep, oh, oh
Things you never say to me, oh, oh
Tell me that you've had enough
Of our love, our love

“Well” Taeyeon throwing herself at the couch when Joohyuk, her manager told her for looking at her Instagram’s comment section. She just finished her performance at the KBS and now another problem coming

“That was very bad” Joohyuk also sighed when seeing Taeyeon being gloomy “I’m sorry, it will bother your last performance the day after tomorrow”

“Why those fans making a fuss because of this” Taeyeon once again holding up her phone “Seriously, candies?”

“They just, immature fans. Go lock your comments section”

“Yeah, Oppa”

Taeyeon just edited her Instagram’s setting when Jessica called her

“Hello, Sicababy” Taeyeon smiled. She missed her for a day. Who can a person wouldn’t be missing the gorgeous person like Jessica? With her perfect creature, no one could resist her beauty

“Where are you? I’m in front of our building”

“I’m in the apartment with Joohyuk Oppa” Taeyeon replied while looking for her watch “What?! Are you alone?”

“Yes, I’m alone. I will come to upstairs” Jessica hung her phone, leaving Taeyeon dumbfounded

“Jessica?” Yoohyuk raised his eyebrows “She’s still awake?”

“Looks like she just finished her schedule” Taeyeon hops down from the couch “She has to rest, not coming here at this late”

“What?”

“She is being stubborn again” Taeyeon huffed “You can go home, Oppa”

“Okay, take care Taeyeon. Tomorrow you can come to SM Building at 2 PM. Just a little practice for the Goodbye Stage”

“Okay, Oppa”

Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
It's in the stars
It's been written in the scars on our hearts
We're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again

“Taengoo!” Jessica is jumping to Taeyeon’s embrace, makes the older girl stumbling for a while. But as soon as she reached Jessica’s waist, she could balance herself

“Slow down” Taeyeon chuckled while kissing Jessica’s cheeks “You just done?”

“Yeah. I talked for a long time with Dr. Park” said Jessica and walking to the couch. She takes a seat and stretching her arms, also her neck

“You must be tired” Taeyeon joined the brunette and massaging her neck and her nape before pulling her for a hug

“How is your preparation for the newest single, my princess?” Taeyeon asked when Jessica snuggled closer to her

“Jay-ssi helped me with the arrangement. He already sent the demo to my email, I will forward to you later”

“Good then” Taeyeon drifted her eyes from Jessica to her phone, still feeling annoyed about the past thing.   

“Why are you locking your comment section?” Jessica asked

“How did you know?”

“I just scrolled your Instagram while driving here”

“You were opening my account?” Taeyeon pulled herself from a hug “And playing with your phone while driving?”

“Taeng, I…”

“Sica, how many times we must talk about this? Why are you never listening to me?”

“Why are you so upset?!” Jessica stood and shoot a glare to the older girl. Her corner of eyes already tearing and Taeyeon knows Jessica already upset

But she must be strict about this one

“Jung Sooyeon, sit down!” Taeyeon never called Jessica with her full Korean name except she is very mad

Jessica just clenched her fist while closing her eyes. The tears already streaming down from her eyes

“I said sit down!” Taeyeon is being impatient right now. Both of Jessica’s parent and Dr. Park said for being strict to Jessica, for her sake too

“I hate you…” Jessica is mumbling between her sobs

And Taeyeon once again, can’t stand over Jessica’s tears

“Sica…” Taeyeon standing up and trying to wipes her tears, just to sway away by Jessica

“Don’t touch me. I want to go home”

“Let me drive you”

“No!”

“Listen to me!” Taeyeon yelled again, before reducing her tone by herself “Sooyeon, listen to me. I won’t let you drive alone at this late. I was promised to your parent for keeping you safe. You can hate me, but let me drive you”

Hearing no response from the younger girl. Taeyeon takes her hand and bringing her to her Benz

I'm sorry I don't understand
Where all of this is coming from
I thought that we were fine
(Oh, we had everything)
Your head is running wild again
My dear we still have everythin'
And it's all in your mind
(Yeah, but this is happenin')

The trip is dead silent. Jessica refused to look at Taeyeon, she prefers looking outside through the window. Spring is coming, the weather become warmer than yesterday

But not their heart, their feelings

Taeyeon feels that every single thing she did, Jessica always saw that is wrong

Jessica is afraid Taeyeon will be turned her head away from her, but she doesn’t know how to keep the older girl’s heart

Is being the clingy Jessica, is the