Don’t be sorry,
that makes me more pitiful.
With your pretty red lips
please hurry, kill me and go.
I’m all right.


Taeyeon isn’t dumb. She knew what Seolhyun intention when comes to SM Building, just to meet her. She just broke up with Zico and many people realized that Seolhyun now is approaching her

The younger girl once said that she’s her fangirl, but who knows?

When Taeyeon was talking with Seolhyun, she actually uninterested. Luckily Yoona and Seohyun came, so she’s not alone for talking with the visual of AOA itself

One thing that Taeyeon never expected is Jessica comes to pick her up and saw her with Seolhyun. Moreover, the brunette runs immediately and turning on her car

“” Taeyeon tried to catch up but it’s too late. Yoona meet Sooyoung with her car, ready to leave the building when the doe-eyed girl stopped her and entering the car

“What the…” Sooyoung gaped in shock and Seohyun also Taeyeon also entering her car

“Just, catch Jessica’s car” said Taeyeon while panting. Sooyoung on the other side just obeyed and starting the engine as fast as she can

Look at me one last time
Smile like nothing’s wrong,
so when I miss you I can remember.
So I can draw your face in my mind.
 

“Tae Unnie, please call Jessica’s Unnie Doctor. I think we need to bring her” said Yoona while her eyes focused on the road as she sits on the passenger seat. Along with Sooyoung, they didn’t lose their focus on the Taeyeon’s BMW who driven by Jessica with zig-zag pattern

Taeyeon called Dr. Park and the older guy instructed her to bring Jessica to her house, after they can capture her

Luckily, Jessica drives the car into quiet place, when the cars aren’t much at the road. But still, it near the stiff

After a while, suddenly Jessica took a left turn and stopped after broke into a big stone. Lucky again, it’s not so hard so Taeyeon’s BMW isn’t broken

“Jessica!” Taeyeon running into her car, where Jessica laid her head on the steer. Taeyeon opens the door, which not locked by Jessica before to pull the younger girl into her embrace. Her body is shaken, her eyes are lost

It’s not like Jessica as usual when Taeyeon caressing her back

“Sica…”

“…”

“Sica, I’m Taeyeon…”

“T…Taeng?” Jessica wider her eyes before her body becomes weak. Slowly, Jessica is fainting at Taeyeon’s embrace

“Gosh…” Taeyeon pull her body up and brings into back. Yoona is coming

“Unnie, please hold her. I will be the one who drive”

“Thanks, Yoong” Taeyeon nodded

Taeyeon looking at Jessica’s face. A big question on her head, why Jessica suddenly came? Why should she see Seolhyun instead of the others? Why should she suddenly run away?

Is the disorder really becoming worst?

“Yoong…” Taeyeon faintly called the younger girl who busy concentrating her mind on the road

“Yea?”

“What should I do…” Taeyeon crying “What should I do for Jessica, Yoong?”

“Unnie…”

“I won’t lose her. I can’t… I can’t live without her…”

“We will find the best solution Unnie…”

“I can’t see her suffered because of me…”

“If the separation is the best way…”

“I’ll do it” Taeyeon cut Yoona’s words “If that is the best for Jessica, I will do it”

My selfishness that couldn’t let you go
turned into an obsession that imprisoned you.
Were you hurt because of me?
 

Krystal looking angrily at Taeyeon. After the shorter girl put Jessica on her room and Dr. Park with his staff examined her, Krystal slapped Taeyeon’s hard

“Stop it!” Krystal yelled which make Yoona and Seohyun should hold on Krystal’s body

“Soojungie…” Taeyeon hung her head down

“Don’t you dare for calling me with that ing name! You don’t deserve her! Stop hurting her!” Krystal slowly crying “I hate you”

“I’m sorry”

“I don’t need your ing sorry!”

Taeyeon fall on her knees, in front of Krystal

“I’m really, really sorry” said Taeyeon “I can’t live without Jessica. I can’t let her go…”

“Bull” Krystal hissed

“Please…”

“That’s not a single chance for you, Unnie” said Krystal “I don’t even think I will have a bless for your relationship. Forget about your ing 7 years, you just hurt her badly. If not, why she became like this?”

“Soojung…” Mr. Jung low voice halted the conversation. He just coming out from Jessica’s room with his wife and Dr. Park “Please keep calm. Taeyeon and Jessica have their right to choose. Taeyeon, Dr. Park wants to talk with you”

Taeyeon just nodded when Dr. Park walks into the porch, following by her. Taeyeon felt something weird, something which she can’t be handled must be happened

“Ms. Kim” Dr. Park starts the conversation “You must be aware about Jessica’s condition”

“Yes”

“You know about my notes, aren’t you?”

“I know” Taeyeon hung her head down “I was against it on the first place”

“I knew” Dr. Park smiled “That was though decision after all”

“Tell me, Doc. What should I do?”

“It’s not just living separately” Dr. Park sighed “You have to make sure that Jessica doesn’t read about your news by herself. You must control her mind and her activities, you must construct her view about you”

“How could I?”

“Make sure she’s not by herself when read some news regarding of you. About living separately, it because you guys need a space for needing each other”

“Okay” Taeyeon hung her head down “I will try”

“Thanks, Ms. Kim” Dr. Park patted Taeyeon’s shoulder “I hope for a good choice from you. Remember, don’t make she freak out with your emotion. Try to hide your emotion in front of her”

You sit silently.
Why am I a fool, why can’t I forget you.
You’re already gone.
 

Jessica was awoken but she found nothing on her side. She gained her composure for a while and realized that she’s on her parent house

“Taengoo…” she whispered, afraid that she’s really alone for now “Where are you?”

Jessica was about to hop down from her bed when Taeyeon entering her room and asked calmly

“What are you doing, Sweetheart?” she strides to the bed

“I was looking for you” Jessica moves beneath the blanket

“I was just going to bathroom” Taeyeon moves her arm to Jessica’s waist, slowly pull the younger girl into hug. Jessica buried her face on Taeyeon’s neck when Taeyeon caressing her back lovingly. She also pecks a kiss on Jessica’s side of head, which is Jessica found very calm for her

“Are you okay?” Taeyeon asked again, still caressing Jessica’s back

“Yes…”

“My car is okay” Taeyeon chuckled

“Taeng, I…”

“I know” Taeyeon whispered “I know, Sica. I was talking with your doctor and your parent”

Jessica slowly crying because Taeyeon voice becomes lower

“I had made up my mind, Sica. It’s all for us. Let’s sleep, we need to pack some of your stuff to here. Don’t worry, I will be accompanying you”

 Jessica pulled her body to face Taeyeon who still maintaining her smile to her. She leaned closer to kiss the older g