It’s been almost five years when the two of you started dating. You were both young to know how to love. The relationship you have felt like the best friendship you’ll ever have. That’s why you both never considered those years as a couple. You also felt the ups and downs in a relationship. You fell with his adorable smile. You can’t deny that he’s really charming and have nice personality. Though you can’t call it a real relationship since you’ve never been in a date where you both go out for a walk while holding each other’s hand, eat in a restaurant or street foods, go shopping, go to parks, or even watch movies. When you think back from where you started, you wonder how the two of you met and ended up dating.

You supported him with his dreams. Though you can’t be there beside him so you both decided to hide behind him in his shadow. People can’t see you together so you have to hide it to everyone except to his co-members and staffs in his company who have seen you before together. You’re the one who always keeps in touch by texting or calling him because of his schedule and he rarely responds. You always have this excuse in mind that he might be exhausted from his performance that he can’t event text or call you back. Every time this happens, breaking up with Taehyung crosses your mind.

Sometimes you wonder if you’re still in love with him or you’re just holding onto your relationship because you still want the feeling of being in love. And sometimes, there’s this thought of him that he might doesn’t really care about your relationship or about you. Just like the stars in the universe that shines so bright, they doesn’t care about us who looks up for them.

One week before their final concert you texted him that he should take care of his self and rest well. You even told him that you loves him even if you doubted that word.

For a whole week you never received any words from him. You’re not expecting him to reply that he loves you too but at least he should’ve sent a thank you for caring about his health.

You are now ready to enter the arena. You bought a ticket for their last concert of their tour. At least you decided to support him on that day and you know that he knows that you might be there in the middle of the crowd supporting them and him.

On their last talk before their last performance, you watched Taehyung lifted his microphone. He looks like something is bothering him or maybe he’s just overwhelmed with their success. Then he started his speech.

                “Lately we always ended up practicing until midnight to give our best performance. When I feel how tired I am, sometimes I think of giving up. Thinking of you gives me hope and energy to not give up of my dream that I worked so hard to achieve. I know you’re worried about my health. The hardship I’ve been for those years is nothing because I’m receiving so much love from you. You’re always here by my side. Feeling that love, I think I don’t really deserve it. I don’t know if I’ll ever pay you back that love. But I promise to catch up with everything you’ve given me all this time and by not giving up and doing my best. Thank you so much for supporting and enduring my abnormalities. I love you so much!”

Hearing the fans’ noise around you. You felt him saying it directed to you as you witnessed a single tear escaping from his eyes. On that moment you thought that maybe one star in the universe really cares.