I'm sorry, it's been a long time since I last update and a story about MinShua is still under contruction but right now I can't post any stories for awhile (plus I'm in a bad condition)

​​​​​​I was so shocked to hear about yesterday, about Jonghyun's death. I can't believe that he's dead, Shinee was the first group(not the very first) that got me into Kpop world and Jonghyun is my bias. I was taking a nap yesterday because of headache but when I woke up, my mom said that Shinee's Jonghyun is committed suicide in his apartment.

At first I didn't believe it so I took my phone and searched for it and it's true. My heart broke so much because I thought 2017 would be a best year for Kpop (at least that's what I thought)

​​​​​​He has gave us so many hints before but we didn't realized it, I cried so much when I know about this that I think my headache is became worse than before.

So please don't send hate comments to other idols because they too a humans not a god to makes everything perfect for u, words can be powerful and destroyed someone's life. So please everybody, don't take depression as a joke. 

I had experienced depression in my life before and yes I had thinking about suicide once but I never did it because even though people doesn't care about you, there still 2 other people that will always care about you.. Your mom and dad or maybe your siblings. I never tell everyone even my own best friend about my depression and I just kept