" hyung, did he fall asleep already? " jaehwan asked as soon as jonghyun came out of his room

" yeah, at least he agree to go to sleep but we still have to watch over him or else i'm afraid that he will do something stupid again " jonghyun said as he went to sit on the couch

" but hyung, why didn't you take seongwoo hyung to hospital? " jaehwan asked as he went to sit next to his boyfriend

" i really want to but i can't, seongwoo hates hospital so much. he won't go to hospital even when he got so sick, so i think that let him stay at the house is better for his condition " jonghyun explained

" however, where is daniel? " jonghyun asked and then jaehwan just sigh

" he's been in his room since seongwoo hyung woke up, he told me that he want to be alone " jaehwan replied

" I'll go to talk to him " 

" but hyung, do you think this is the right time ? "

" we have no more time to wait, this matter need to be solve " jonghyun said

" alright..but hyung, please just talk normally to him " jaehwan said as he caress jonghyun's hands and then jonghyun give him a faint smile while nodding 

jonghyun then went to daniel's room and knock on the door

" can i go in? " jonghyun asked but got no respond so he decides to open the door by himself since the door isn't locked anyway. as soon as he got in the roo,. he meet the sight of daniel who is sitting on the bed while facing his back to jonghyun, so the older walk toward him slowly and then he put both of his hands on daniel's shoulders. daniel got a bit surprised as he look at jonghyun

" hyung.... " daniel called out softly and then he just lower his head because he doesn't want to face jonghyun right now

" have you realized about what you have done wrong? " jonghyun asked and then the younger slowly nodded

" do you know what? the moment that i found out about the thing that you've done to seongwoo, i really want to kill you but i hold back because i want you to realized about your mistake and ask for forgiveness but you disappointed me so much. how could you can still smiling after ruining a life of a perfectly fine boy like seongwoo? he has done nothing wrong to you, why did you do that to him?why? " jonghyun asked but daniel didn't reply him, the younger just lower his head more

" if i knew that his life would get ruined by you like this, i wouldn't let go of him that time. i would hold onto him tighter, i would have try a bit harder to make our both relationship alive. if i had done that, he would have not meet you and fell in love with you and got himself into this mess "  daniel got so shocked after hearing jonghyun's explanation about his and seongwoo's relationship, well he is more shocked about the fact that seongwoo is or was in love with him

" hyung, what do you mean by that? seongwoo hyung was in love with me? is it possible? we've only get to know each other like 1 month ago " daniel asked and then jonghyun just let out a long sigh before went to sit on the couch in front of the younger

" it's really a long story but i wil explain to you about everything, it depend on you if you want to listen to me or not " jonghyun said and then he started to explain all the whole things to daniel, start from his and seongwoo's past relationship, the incident on the rooftop and the truth about daniel's ex-girlfriend. 

after get to know everything, daniel's mind goes blank. this is a bit too much for him to handle but he still have too. daniel regretted more and more about his behavior and his actions toward seongwoo. he couldn't even forgive himself now, how can he ask for the older's forgiveness?

" I've told you everything so about how will you handle all of these,it depends on you "

" I'll responsible for everything "

" of course you have to, even you don't want it but the real problem is how will you responsible for this "

" i will go to apologize and ask for forgiveness from seongwoo hyung and then offered to take care of him and stay by his side "

" it's a good way but i'm sure seongwoo won't let you to do this "

" why? "

" because he loves you, he wants you to be happy and stay with the person that you love which is definitely not him. he wouldn't want you to spend your life with him just because of responsibility when in fact you don't even love him " jonghyun said and his words hit daniel's right on his heart, jonghyun is right after all. no one would want to spend their lives with people that don't love them back

" I'll try " daniel said and jonghyun just look at him curiously

" try what? "

" I'll try to love him, I'll try to care more about him, I'll try to make him feel that he's loved when he's with me, I'll try to give him a relationship that he won't regret for the rest of his life " daniel said and then jonghyun smiled a bit

" but it's not easy thing to do "

" i know right, but i have to try first and i will not give up easily. i have to payback for all the sins that I've done " daniel said and then jonghyun got up and go to pat the younger's shoulders

" i'm glad to hear that, i wish you luck. i really hope you can heal the wound in his heart that cause by you " 

" thank hyung for encouraging me, i will try my best. i will heal his wound and make him open up for me again "

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" yah kang daniel, what are you doing? " jaehwan asked as soon as he got in the kitchen and saw his cousin is doing something at the cooker

" i'm cooking the porridge for seongwoo hyung, i heard that he hasn't had anything for almost 2 days already so I'll try to make this for him " daniel said and then jaehwan give him a suspect look

" i don't know that you can actually cook " 

" i can, it's just that i don't like to cook because I'll make a mess every times i'm in the kitchen " daniel said and then jaehwan looked around the kitchen

" well, it's really a mess right now "

" don't worry, I'll clean up after i finish cooking this and--- AHH! " daniel yelled in pain and then jaehwan quickly went to him and then realized that daniel got burned. he then quickly pulled his cousin's hand to the sink and turn on the water to let it flow on the burned part

" you're so careless, look you got burned so hard. hurry go to your room and apply some cream on it " 

" but how about the porridge ? " jaehwan almost hit daniel's hand for being a fool, he should have care about his hand first

" I'll look after it for you "

" alright, please don't forget to give it to seongwoo hyung and don't tell him that it was made by me, okay ? " 

" okay, just go now " jaehwan said and then daniel quickly run to his room to take care of his burned hand

it got burned a bit too much so daniel has to wrap the bandage around his hand after applying the cream. 

the porridge is done after a few minutes so jaehwan quickly put it in the bowl and take it to seongwoo's room along with a glass of water and the medicines that seongwoo has to take. to jaehwan surprised, seongwoo ate almost all of the porridge from the bowl, jaehwan actually thought that seongwoo probably knew that it was made by daniel.

" whoa hyung, you have finished it all. is it that delicious ? " jaehwan asked after helping seongwoo to take his medicines

" yeah, i also surprised " seongwoo replied and then jaehwan smiled

" i'm happy to see you ate a lot like this, if you really like it, i will tell dani----ah i want to say that i will make it for you later too " jaehwan want to slap himself for almost slip his tongue about the truth that daniel is the one who made that porridge

" thank you so much jaehwan ah " 

" you're welcome, by the way since you already took your medicines, you should get some rest "

" i know because i also feel sleepy right now after taking those medicines " 

" okay, I'll leave you to rest and if you need anything you can call me "

" alright, thank you again jaehwan ah " seongwoo said as he slowly closing his eyes and then jaehwan left the room. as seongwoo is sleeping, daniel secretly go into his room. he just wants to know about the older's condition. daniel went to sit on a chair next to sleeping seongwoo on the bed. he looked at the older's face for minutes and without him knowing his hands naturally went to seongwoo's face and then caress it gently

" i'm sorry hyung, i'm really sorry " daniel whispered as the tears that have been filling in his eyes since the moment he step into this room started to spill from his eyes. daniel tried hard to hide his crying sound but he can't and he ending up wake up the older. as the older open his eyes, daniel quickly pull his hand back and wipe all his tears away.

seongwoo slowly open his eyes after hearing sound of someone crying, but he didn't expect to see that person in front of his eyes like this. seongwoo got so scared immediately, his flashback hit him again. he's afraid but he tried to not make it obvious

" why are you here? do you want to hurt me again? " seongwoo said tried not to let the other know that he's actually scare right now

" no..hyung... i just want to say sorry " daniel said in low husky voice, he also afraid that he won't be able to stop his tears from falling if he talk too much

" sorry huh? whoa so the almighty kang daniel also know how to say sorry? but you know what? i won't never accept your apologize not after you have done that filthy thing to me. do you really think the word sorry can really solve everything? " 

" i know that you won't forgive me easily hyung, but i really feel sorry from the bottom of my heart "

" it's not like i won't forgive you easily but i will never forgive you, i hate you so much kang daniel. just get lost ! " seongwoo said, he tried to sound harsh as much as he can because he afraid that his heart will probably become weak for the younger again 

" hyung, i'm rea--- "

" JUST GET LOST, I CAN'T EVEN STAND TO SEE THE SIGHT OF YOU " seongwoo finally let it all out, daniel didn't want to make the older got mad more than this so he decides to go a bit far way from the older. he can't leave before he properly apologize to seongwoo

" YAH DON'T YOU HEAR ME? I WANT YOU TO GET LOST, GO AWAY FROM ME! GO! " seongwoo yelled as he started to throw the random things near his hand at daniel but daniel doesn't even budge. seongwoo continue to throw the things at dan