I miss her...
That's the only sentence that I can describe everytime I saw her.

Did you remember the day that we fought and finally parts our way because we thought it's the best for both of us?
We started to ignore each other everytime we bumped in an event or anywhere because we tried to move on. It was hard for me. Soo hard

I still remember the day Chanyeol and I bumped with you and Heechul Hyung at Hawaii.
If...
IF only we didnt broken up..
We will go sight seeing at the beach right?
Having our holiday in Hawaii. Isn't that one of your wish when we were together?

I still remember the day we attend an award event early this year. You look happy. You sat together with Shinee hyungs and Boa noona. I kept glancing at you and Xiumin hyung saw that. He said don't make it too obvious since the fans can see me secretly glancing at you.. So I stop glancing at you.

I wish..
I wish to be by your side
I wish we can love each other freely
I wish we can date freely
I wish to be the father of our children
I wish we can be together again

Is it a sin to fall in love with someone that you really cherish with all your might?

I miss you Kim Taeyeon
I still love you a lot