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I Remember When...
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I remember when I first met you …

 

 

It was barely two months into school and I was already drowning in homework and tests. So I spent most of my time in the library since it was supposed to be the quietest place in school. Yet while attempting to study for my upcoming physics test, an obnoxious laughter broke out.

 

Ignoring it, hoping it was a one time thing, I went back to studying. But once again the noise interrupted my peace and quiet. Looking up to see where the noise was coming from, I saw a tall giant with a mess of hair, if you could even call it hair, covering his mouth to prevent more laughter from escaping.

 

I guess you felt my stare since you looked up and waved at me sending me a big toothy grin, which in my opinion was creepy as hell.

 

Not wanting to deal with you, I ignored you. But I guess that wasn’t enough to keep you away.

 

 

I remember how we slowly started to become friends. . .

 

Baekhyun had started to invite you over to our table during lunch, which had forcefully made us become friends or I would have had to deal with an annoying Baekhyun.

At first I couldn’t stand you and your obnoxious laughter that had always brought attention to our table. It was loud and annoying, a combo I hated. But I guess that I unconsciously grew to like it, because there were times when I would miss it, when you decided to not join us during lunch.

 

I remember you asking me out for our first date. . .

 

After becoming friends, I noticed that you started to easily blush. At first, I felt a twinge of disappointment thinking that you probably had a thing for Baekhyun. It didn’t help that the two of you started to hang out a lot more and became more secretive.

 

Turns out, it was none of that. I soon found out that the reason why the two of you had been so secretive was, because Baekhyun was helping you ask me out.

Through much fidgeting and stuttering, surprisingly without pissing yourself, you were finally able to man up and ask me out.  

 

I remember our first date. . .

 

The butterflies that I had felt that day were no joke. I literally felt as if I were about to vomit up butterflies. Even though I thought I was bad, you were worse.

Not even a second after we got our drinks, you clumsily spilled them on us. Although you kept on apologizing and trying to clean up your mess, you just kept making everything worse.

Our first date may have not been the best, scratch that it was definitely not the best, but your clumsiness was sure something to look back at and laugh at. It was a terrible first date, but one that created wonderful memories, nonetheless.   

 

I remember back when we were younger we used to be so in love. . .

 

I didn’t like admitting it, but I was a er for cheesy things. The little notes that you would write to me in class folded into hearts was actually really cute, even if I pretended to hate it. And I had a feeling that the reason why you never stopped sending them to me was because you actually knew I liked that sort of thing. That or you really were an idiot and couldn’t get a hint.

 

I remember all of our promises. . .

 

“Kyungsoo… Remember that I will always love you no matter what. Promise me you would do the same and only love me.” You would often say to me while we would cuddle.

And of course I’d believe you and respond with a, “ I promise.”

 

I remember when you proposed to me. . .

 

I swear you are the most idiotic person I have ever met. I knew that you liked corny you see in those romance movies so I should have expected it eventually.

We were at a restaurant for our fourth anniversary. You had been nervously tugging at your collar all night long so that should have been a dead giveaway. Since you’re a weird one, I didn't put much attention to it.

It wasn’t until that you ordered dessert that I started getting suspicious, but alas I didn’t care for I was actually in the mood for some chocolate cake.

And that is how I ended up in the emergency room with an engagement ring on my finger.

 

I remember when we got married. . .

 

I never really wanted anything traditional like a church so we got married in a garden with just our family and close friends. Although, the wedding was simple and small, it was everything I had wished for. For me, just marrying you would have made any sort of wedding amazing.

 

( I honestly don't want to write the wedding but i thought it would fit so... yaaaa)

 

I remember how happy we were when we found out we were expecting. . .

 

It had been about a year after getting married when I all of a sudden started to feel more tired and nauseous. At first I would ignore it, passing it as a small flue caused by the season change. But your annoying couldn’t help but feel worried and dragged me to the emergency room thinking that I was dying.

 

That is how we found out that we were going to be parents in about six months. The excitement I felt was like none other I had ever felt in my whole life. I was ecstatic at the fact that we were going to have a minnie us running around soon.

But

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JessYoung_H
#1
Hello~
I just found your story and I'm really amazed! I need to admit, I got a bit suspicious and unsure about the fact that you used 1st person, but actually I don't mind anymore because it was very well written. To be honest, I would love to have a sequel out of Baekhyun's point of view. I think Chansoo were meant to be broken, it's sad yes (even tho I don't ship them :/) but it's a part of life. Sometimes people drift away from each other and even though they could have talked it out (what they didn't do; neither their miscarriage nor their break-up) I don't think they would have made it afterward. Sometimes the hurt is too much and I don't think that Kyungsoo was the only one who was heartbroken. I think Chanyeol felt heartbroken as well. I think he never proceeded to get over the loss of their baby and yes, in my eyes it was Kyungsoo's fault so I find a little bit selfish of him to not even acknowledge the fact how this had destroyed Chanyeol in some way. They should have talked about it when they lost their baby, so Chanyeol wouldn't had to admit his ugly feelings about this on their last argument. It wasn't rightful of him to say this stuff, but it was the truth he carried around in his heart. This is why I think they could never ever work out as a couple. I think both of them knew it was the ending in their last argument. I think Chanyeol even knew it before that there time is coming to an end, but he didn't wanted to make it official. After all it was a marriage with a person he once have loved dearly. I believe that Baekhyun's intention wasn't to transform Chanyeol into a cheater, I think he really just wanted to help his friend out and I guess on the way they both realised that they're each other's half. So I think in Chansoo's last argument it was pretty obvious that things are over wether one of them said the words 'we're over' or not. I just think that Kyungsoo had this tiny little hope that they could make it, he didn't wanted to let go of their memories, not in that way. But I think deep down he knew any way that they wouldn't work it out. I'm happy for him and his future with Jongin. So I really want to read about Baekyeol's life. I can imagine Chanyeol's point of view very well, that's why I would die for Baekhyun's sight. I want to know how twisted he felt to fell in love with Chanyeol, how conflicted he was to not go after his heart, but how relieved and happy he was when their story together started. The joy over their first pregnancy. How he would comfort Chanyeol who's so freaking scared that they will lose it. How they're promising each other all the sweet stuff and how Baekhyun heals his wounds. Because there are some caused in the marriage with Kyungsoo. I don't think that Chanyeol is the only one to blame, a real cheater or the bad person in this story. I loved him a lot, even tho everything was from Kyungsoo's perspective.
Thank you so much for writing!!! I hope there will be a sequel, I will wait patiently :)

Love to you ❤❤❤
satbranch
#2
Chapter 1: I loved it. I don't also read chansoo if friends okay rather than that a big no but I loved it b.c d.o belongs to kai it was sweet. .. goodd joobbb
LetMeTortureU
#3
Chapter 2: Make more...pretty please
olio_beesz
#4
Chapter 1: I guess we are the same then. I rlly can't accept chansoo on a story where they r lovers but yeah.. I definitely love the ending. It's kaisoo!!
LetMeTortureU
#5
Chapter 1: Please make a sequel..i want chan to see how happy kyungsoo without him..
LetMeTortureU
#6
Chapter 1: Chanyeol doesnt deserve soo at all...he dont even look for soo and cheated on him even before he cut their knot...
KaiOlly
#7
Chapter 1: Fck chansoo!!! Kaisoo ftw!!! It was really heartbreaking since that ksoo had to suffer ... And if chanyeol had really loved him, he wouldve gone to search for him... But i guess tht he was falling out of love too soon... ( ○`3´○) but then again, thank you chanyeol for letting go of kyngsoo. Because of u, he managed to find jongin and let kaisoo loveeee! All hail kaisoo!! ╰(*´︶`*)╯ the only thing that i had wished for was that...at the end for ji to come and cuddle for ksoo after sending their guests back early XD
anneai #8
Chapter 1: I honestly dont like chansoo too. Especially when chanyeol cheat on baekhyun to be with kyungsoo, or chanyeol has a crush on kyungsoo and take baekhyun for granted. No offense, I like all members. But when it become to chanbaek, I just cannot accept everyone else. Among members, baekhyun is my favourite, he is cute, handsome and easy going. So, I wish for him for a very happy ending in everything he does wether in reality or fanfic. Hahahaha.
mylovelywookie #9
Chapter 1: Wah! At least a happy ending for all.
Kyoooori
#10
Chapter 1: this was an interesting way to read chanbaek but i enjoyed it. your writing and idea were good so that helped i dont like chansoo either so i scrolled past a few times but im glad i read too bad we cant see baeks pov i have a feeling it was just as hard as kyungs.