‘You’re getting this letter because I am not coming back home.
You’re getting because this is the last time I can remind you that I love you.’

The ‘I love you’ is scribbled over and bolded for importance and Jeongguk notices the pen ship gets worse and his
eyesight grows blurry and unclear right along with it but Jeongguk continues to read because he knows he has to.

‘I loved being many of your firsts, Jeongguk,

But please don’t make me your last.’