14 - Truth...
Is being pretty everything?EunMi's POV
"sorry EunMi for overreacting.." Yuri said as she walked towards the exit of the house, "ani, I understand" I said as I went near her. "I'm leaving.. sorry for troubling you" Yuri said as she bowed, "kwenchana.. take this umbrella it's raining outside" I said as I gave her an umbrella, "thanks but I won't need it.. the rain is slowly going away.. annyeong~" Yuri said as she exited the house.. I sighed and I walked towards my room.
NEXT DAY.
I arrived at school and I walked to my classroom. Before I entered my classroom, I saw Jinyoung peeking inside our classroom from the front door. Is he looking for me?-- I shaked my head and.. no.. he's not looking for me.. why would he.. I walked towards the door and I poke Jinyoung's shoulder. In suprise, he looked at me as he made a gasp. "wa.. you scared me" he said, "oh.. mianhe.." I said as I lowered my head, "who are you looking for?" I asked, "eh?..-- uh.. n-nothing.. I was just..... uh.. I need to go.. bye" Jinyoung said as he walked away looking stiff o.O... - -
Me, Yuri & SoYoung were walking around the school when we suddenly met GongChan. Yuri looked down..
"a... hehe.. I think I need to go Yuri... annyeong!" I said as I quickly left Yuri. "y-yah! EunMi!!" Yuri tried to stop me =P
tehe~ I left Yuri.. xD I wonder what's happening right now between them hehehehe.. come to think of it.. I'm the only one in my friends whose love life doesn't exist.. =.=..
I started walking unconciously.. I wonder when will I experience stuffs only love can do.. (not trying to be dirty here..) I mean.. those lovey-dovey.. alfjhalightavdmlk... what am I thinking.. I'm too young for this bf & gf stuffs.. that's right.. studies first.. I stiffen my body as I walked towards the library eagerly.. I reached for the doorknob.. I stopped ... ah.. gosh.. I don't know what to do with myself everytime I'm alone.. =.= things just go inside my head that annoys me. "are you going to open that or not?" I heard a voice from the back. I turned around and .. it was Jinyoung. I looked at him with shock. "what?" he asked bluntly.. "n-nothing.." I said as I reached for the doorknob again. Again, I turned around as a thought came to my brain. "J-Jinyoung-ssi..." I said as I looked down, "what" he asked, "I....... nevermind! hehehe, are you going to study today?" I asked, "eh, I was not planning that.. I just wanted to hang around in a quiet place right now" he said as he looked up.
"are you going to the library? because you are blocking the way" he said, "oh.. right" I said as I moved away from the entrance of the library.. Jinyoung entered the library leaving me outside.. I need to take care of my studies!.. I entered the library quickly..
Yuri's POV
I stared at GongChan as I slightly pouted my lips. "pabo!" I shouted at him as I pushed him. I ran away from him... he.. he.. he did not say that... I must be dreaming.. "noona.. I like you" gosh that sentence keeps on repeating on my head.. I shaked my head and I shrugged my shoudlers as I tried to forget what he said.. I'm suppose to like this but it seems so wrong..
EunMi's POV
I took a book and I went to the table Jinyoung was sitting. He was just resting his head on the table though. I took a seat quietly thinking that he was sleeping. I opened the book I brought and tried to cover Jinyoung's presence. I slowly pulled the book I was holding down and watched Jinyoung's head(not face) facing towards me. I wonder what he's thinking. I wonder why he acts so mean at times then he suddenly turns into a kind person. Who really is Jinyoung.. "who told you to take that seat?" I suddenly heard him spoke. I jumped a bit as I tried to cover my face with the book I was holding. He slowly took the book and glared at me. "th-there was no table left exept yours.." I tried to explain as I covered my blush on my face. "tch, why are you blushing.." he said as he smirked, which was scary. "look, don't think that we have a special relationship so don't seat beside me naturally" he said, dang.. he's at it again.. he's being mean. To be honest, I was speechless when he said that.. "those girls even wanted to try to sit beside me.." he said as he pointed the girls on the other table.. "r..r-right.. s-sorry.." I said as I placed the book on his table and walked towards the exit of the library..
Why is he like this?? I don't understand him.. thinking that I already became friends with him perhaps I was wrong... I wonder why'd he visit my classroom this morning.. that's weird.. usually when Jinyoung became so mean to me I get hurt so much that turns to depression.. hehe.. I think I got used to it already...
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Jinyoung's POV
I raised my head up and I saw a book on my table. Maybe this was the one she read. It was a manga, I don't udnerstand the title. I read the back part of the book. "This book is about a girl who has hidden feelings for a guy but the guy didn't barely know who she is or he barely know she existed. Do you think there's a chance for this two to be together?" pssh.. stupid guy. How can he be so blind that a girl actually liked him. Why is EunMi reading this anyways.. does she have a crush on someone?? That guy would be really unlucky, just kiddin..
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EunMi's POV
DISMISSAL
I left the room quietly and escaped the school XD sounds so wrong. I suddenly recieved a text message from my mom.
"Dear, can you come home early? I've got something important to talk about.."
Ok.. I wonder what's this something important.
Jinyoung's POV
I immediately left the school..
While walking towards the exit, I saw MinAh. She looks... ALONE. It's pretty weird because she usually has her gang of girls and fanboys around her. I went near her. "MinAh-ssi" I called her. She was spacing out. I patted her shoulders. She got shocked and snapped out as she looked at me. "o-oh.. it's you.." she said. "Are you ok?" I asked, "ah.. yes.. just.. I just have something bothering me but.. it doesn't bite.." she said as she smiled. Her atmosphere was really weird because she has changed a lot. "I-I need to go.." she said as she shyly smiled and walked away. I wodner what's wrong with her.
I was really bored today so I want to visit ahjussi even though he doesn't want me to :P
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Before I entered the store.. I saw my father inside the store. They look like they are having a serious conversation. Suddenly, they both went out of the store. I hid to avoid my father from seeing me.
"I'm really sorry.. It makes me sad that it's already too late.. if only his mother didn't die I wouldn't have made you adopt him.." the ahjussi said in despair. "JinWoo.. I may not be Jinyoung's real father but..." what?!.. I frozed for a moment while I still heard their conversation. My heart felt so deep.. "it would hurt his heart if he found out about this.. I still had him for 15 years I would still think of him on how painful this would be.." my father said, "it would be better if we leave the city.. or you would leave the city.." my ftaher continued. I.. I'm not.. I'm adopted?.. My whole body frozed and my head started to ache. "ani.. I'll leave.. I don't want to bother you anymore.." the ahjussi said.
I stepped out from my hiding place revealing myself as I looked down and they saw me. "Jinyoung!!" my father gasped, "d-did you hear?" the ahjussi said. I looked up and looked at them with sadness in my eyes. Tears started to form in my eyes. "Jinyoung.. I'm sor--" my father said but I stopped him, "HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME?! WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME BEFORE THAT I WASN'T YOUR SON AFTER ALL?! I WOULD HAVE UDNERSTAND WHY YOU BARELY CARE FOR ME!" I shouted in anger & pain. "Jinyoung-ah.." the ahjussi calle me. I held in my tears as much as possible and left running. "Jinyoung!!!" my father tried to stop me. Correction, "not my father" tried to stop me..
EunMi's POV
I arrived at home and I don't see mother anywhere in the house. I was quite worried. Why did she sent me home early when she's not here. Maybe I was too early..
I watched TV since I don't have homeworks. I drunk coffee to make myself warm..
I washed some dishes. It was a boring home alone moment. When is my mother coming home?
I lied down on my bed.
Suddenly, I heard the door bell ring. Ah! My mom is here! I quickly got off from my bed. I tripped on my bed sheets but I managed to stand up quickly. I reached the door and opened it. "eomma!--" I shouted but I stopped as I saw Jinyoung. "J-Jinyoung??" I stuttered. He was looking down and looked so weak. "A-are you ok?" I asked. He suddenly slowly went near me. "w-what's wrong?" I asked. He suddenly rested his head on my left shoulders. "J-Jinyoung-ssi?? w-whay are you here?? and what's wrong??" I asked. He suddenly wrapped his arms wround my neck. "Eu.. Eu-Eunmi.." he said as his voice cracked and I heard him sob. I patted his back slowly eventhough I didn't know what was happening.
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We both sat on the sofa. It was really quiet except for the TV which was on. Jinyoung was still looking down while sitting down. I don't know if I should talk to him. I'm scared I'll make him feel worse. I peek under his hair which was covering his face. I saw his face and it was so wet with tears. I stood up quickly to get some tissues. Suddenly, Jinyoung grabbed my wrist. I froze with his touch. "please stay.." he said. "eh.. I mean.. y-yes.. a-arasseo.." I said as I sat beside him. He suddenly rested his head on my left shoudlers again.
"EunMi-ssi......" Jinyoung called my name, "N-NE!" I responded quickly. "how would you feel if you found out that you were adopted..." Jinyoung said. I was shocked when he said that. So the folders I saw at school was about that.. "I-I.. would feel really bad.. but I can't do anything about it.." I said. "it hurts..." Jinyoun said as I heard him sob again. He suddenly grabbed my right shoulders and pulled me into a hug. I was frozen.. "I'm sorry.. I really want to feel someone hug me now... I feel so sad.." he said. I slowly & shyly hug him back, not so tight though... But he hugged me back tight. I can't breath but knowing that it's Jinyoung hugging me... I didn't care. I rested my chin on his shoulders. "don't worry.. time will heal your pain and after many years what happened today will just be a past.." I said trying to make him feel better.
After a while..
I thought of something that can make him feel better.
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I took my guitar which I didn't use for half a year(?). Jinyoung looked shock seeing me with a guitar. "ei.. I can still sing you know.." I said as I pouted and finally, he smiled but it was a smirk though.. XD
(please play)[just imagine this as a female version of the song XD]
I started playing the guitar and his eyes looked at me with shock for he noticed that it was the song he sang before.
utseobwa seulpeohajiman malgo // Give me a smile, Don’t be sad
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