Kim Tae Hyung

Jeon Jeong-Guk

Heavens Gate 

Dear, Sweet love 

Life has been crazy without you, I can't stress that enough. I never could accept the fact that you're gone, but it's been about a year now. This summer I spent most of my days writing this letter over and over again. I still can't help but feel this letter is lackluster. That if you read it you wouldn't understand how much I actually miss you.

If I was being honest I miss you so much just everything about you. I miss the way you sipped your morning coffee, and the way you snored softly in your sleep. The fact that you couldn't help but smile at my poor sense of humour. The times you cried because of misunderstandings, and how you slapped me when you cried. The way you held me right after and never wanted to let go. I don't care where you are! I just want you to come back and hold me one more time; is that too much? Is it too much to ask for my angel to come down and grace me with his presence once again?! 

I've never been a beggar, but if it takes going down on both knees on a floor covered in glass...well then I'll bleed from my knees and palms all day. I just want to breathe in the sme