I felt many eyes on me as I walk down this lonely and dirty street.I just give everyone a dirty glare.more on a dirty look.

Why?because I dont trust anyone easily.we have to be close.as in close for me to give you my trust.cause that's the most

important thing in this world.and it's very sensitive.maybe it's not sensitive for the most of you but for me,it's very.trust is...

it's where I found happiness.but it's also the one that broke me.the one that ruined me.the one that destroyed me.

and now,I dont trust anyone except for my 3 real friends.their the only ones whom I talk to about my problems.especially

Chaeyoung.she's very trustworthy

 

.I snapped out as I reached the cafe I'm working for.the 'KCafe'.I'm a barrista here

and Xiumin is very kind to accept me here.despite the fact that I'm orphan and got no one,he still believes in me.

Xiumin and I are good friends,and I trust him too."joheun achim(good morning) Xiumin"I said and head directly to the

kitchen.evrn though Xiumin is the owner of this cafe,he still work here as a barrista.that's where I learned how to make good

coffee."how's your day Jisoo?"Xiumin asked as he give me my apron"same old life Xiumin.same old life"I said and grabbed a 

cup.I heard him sigh."dont worry Jisoo,someday,You'll stop working for me and get a good life.for now,all you can do is work 

hard."he said.there he go again with his life touching lines."look at me,when I was young I'm only a beggar.but with working 

hard,I manage to survive this poverty"he said"*sigh*I dont really know Xiumin.I mean,I'm ruined.I dont have anyone."

 

 

i said and continue to make a coffee"how about find your parents?"he said and with that,I looked at him confusely

"hell no Xiumin,I have to die first before I do that."I said and raisedmy eyebrows"i'm sure they have a reason why they did that"

"whatever their reason is,I'm out of it.it's been 13 years Xiumin.imagine,13 years.i'm sure they forgot me already"

i explained to him."ok,whatever your decision is.just remember,I'm always here when you need me ok?"he said and I nod.

with that ,he went back to his office.omo(omg).will I be a barrista until I die?well,it's better to be a barrista than

be a golddigger like my mom.or a holdaper like my father.well,atleast my job is legal.I snapped out when Chaeyoung came

"hey jisoo!wassup?"Chaeyoung asked and grabbed her apron"oh hey Chae.nothing much.wae(why?)?"I replied to her

 

 

"it seems like your zoning out again?got a problem?"she asked with a worried face"aww,such a worried cat.dont worry

chae,no problem"I ressured her"promise?if not I will call the girls and tell them to come over?"she said"no need to Chae"

i ressured her and she agreed.Chaeyoung is my bestfriend.we've been friends for 10 years along with Lisa and Jennie.

jennie and Lisa work at the music store not so far away from this cafe.I sighed as I went back to my coffee.

recently,We got this customer ordering the same coffee every morning.for 2 weeks straight.and I've

been doing that coffee for him/her."hey Tzuyu,when that customer came,this is his/her order"

i told Tzuyu who works at the counter"arraseo(ok/alright)Jisoo.by the way,I think that customer is a guy"

 

Tzuyu said confusely.yeah right.a customer that wears a hoodie must be a guy.I thought to myself

"well I dont care.just give him the coffee"I said and went back to the kitchen and join Chaeyoung

whose making a omelette."hmmm,that smells delicious Chae"I compliment her"oops,careful Jisoo

this is not ours.I'll just go to your apartment later and make you one"she said with a smile.

how beautiful she is.I idolize her cause she's pretty,great cook,kind and she can sing very well. 

 

After hours of of making coffee and stuffs,finally,Chaeyoung's shift and I are done.were walking

and chatting about life.Chaeyoung's apartment is only a few blocks away from my apartment.

"well,my cue's here Chichoo.bye-bye!"she said and wave bye to me"bye ChaChae.I'll see you tom"

I said to her and left.as I walk,I feel something following me.like a pair of eyes.

 

i looked at my surroundings and saw nothing but a shadow.a big shadow of a man.

oh God.not again.here goes my panicking attack.the man walks closer to me.he was wearing all black.

he grabbed my wrist and forced me to go with him''let me go!help!help!let me go!this man's kidnapping me"

I shout to my fullest power.I feel tears streaming down my face as were getting closer to his van

memories flashbacked through my mind.the memories that I burried a long time ago came back

I have no strength anymore.I'm losing HOPE.I'm ready to end my life...when a guy punches the man

that was holding me.I was shocked.I saw how he fight the man to save me.I couldnt stop crying.

more like sobbing.the man drove away.I feel the guy's presence coming closer to me......and all I remember

was me fainting and the guy's voice

 

'JISOO!!'

 

to be continued