Nayeon pov

The first thing i see when i come is mina in over size white plain t-shirts and black short, her lips look swollen and yeah of course when i come, there is sana in the couch button her shirt that half ed and reveal her half upper body and bra

"what are you staring? " mina caught me staring at sana
"no.. Nothing, what do you need me to do? Homework? "
"yeah of course but not just that, go to momo room and pack your thing from there and don't you dare touch momo stuff"

This is would be the first time i come to momo room since what happen to her and yeah of course there's many my stuff inside her cause i use to live here with those two

I come straight to momo room while mina sit in the couch again cuddling with sana

I don't know why but that scene hurt me.......

It's must be that i know how good mina before

Mina pov

"thank you sana, thank you as always for helping me, i would be lost if you not there helping me all this time" i whisper to sana while hug her

Yeah the truth is the two of us set this up, and the cuddle stuff we didn't do it at all, we just pretend to do it, and my lips, i bite it so it's look swollen and sana shirt she the one who ed and make her hair mess so it's look real

The reason i do this is because i know nayeon hate seeing me like this and her face giving an uneasy look and i could see her eye giving hurtful look

I don't know why she have that look....

Sana pov

This is the only thing i could do for her, the only thing i could do for my love

Yeah i love mina like a fool but dumbly she didn't notice at all, she just too busy with nayeon, the only thing inside her head is nayeon

Yeah I'm a fool because of my love for her, I'm a coward scared to confess my feeling when she right in front of me all this time...

Nayeon pov

The room didn't change at all still the same as before and there still many of our picture together all over the room that we take randomly 

When i take my stuff i found me and momo photo, it was our first date and first kiss, i still remember that moment clearly and i still remember how fast my heart beat and the sensation when butterfly inside my stomach 

But all of it change to the pictures of momo death, her lifeless body, her blood all over my clothes, her tears and her last word

"mina I'm done, can i go home" i hold my tear and fear
"why you so hurry?"

She come to me and standing just a few centimetre from me, her palm on my cheek caressing my cheek and her old smile come back

It's look like her old self until sana come and back hug her 

I can't see it anymore as i hold her hand and put it away from my cheek

"please don't be good to me, it will make me more guilty, it's better with your mean action toward me so i can repay what have i done"

With that i leave and same as ever jungyeon standing there waiting for me 

Sorry but this is the only way

Mina pov

Hahaha, i know it right, it's better like this, I'm so happy that she suffer 

but 

why i felt empty and why my tears stream 

Why???

Momo nee-chan i do the right thing aren't I'm??

To repay my sin to you, I'm so sorry nee-chan, i wish that i just don't meet her at all, it's hurting so much

I thought i end it already when you gone

Mianhae nee-chan

Sana pov 

Mina pabo~yaa, why you hurting yourself aren't hurting me enough for you, you can hurt me as much as you want but please don't hurt yourself i know you can't handle it 

I know you the one who suffer alot, cause I've been watching and standing next to you

I know your guilty toward momo nee-sama never end, i know it from the start

Momo nee-sama, can i be the one who repay mina sin instead? I can't see her like this

I can't 

I know I'm stupid but i just can't 

Sorry

Mina pov

i wish i have a time machine to replay all of this mistakes, 

i wish i could replace momo nee-chan place instead, 

i wish i wake up in amnesia, 

i wish I'm not this coward, 

i wish i don't felt guilty at all 

and the last i wish 

i don't meet im nayeon at all, my biggest regret, mistake in my life yet my happiest this in my life
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